A Sin – A Beezone Excercise


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A Sin

a Beezone Exercise

 

I am going to make a
blatant and sinful error, I am going to subordinate the
Source to the ego. I’m going to do this with the full
understanding that my error ‘lowers’ and degrades the
Sublime into the profane.

There came a time in Adi Da’s life where, after many
years of teaching and writing he had to give up teaching. He
didn’t give up teaching because he was finished with it, not
in the same way a professor would do. He was because he had
exhausted himself to the point of its failure
and as he has explained, to his ‘death.’

Knowing full well my error, I proceeded in an exercise to
help understand an essay in Adi Da’s The Aletheon entitled
The Forever-Spoken Word.

The Forever Spoken Word is, if you will, The Word.
Remember the old biblical saying, “In the beginning was the
Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God”?
Well, this is something similar. It is as if God is
speaking. In this exercise I attempt to ‘simplify’ Adi Da’s
essay. As a reader you will have an open mind and take a
leap of faith. In this way you have to trust that His Word
is as He says. Or you will read the essay with a doubtful
mind, a mind sensing the possibly that His Word and
declaration made by a ego maniacal madman.

I proceed with this exercise in the full understanding I
am ‘lowering’ His Word to feed the mind; breakdown, reduce,
and make His Word simpler. I am the ‘finger point to the
moon.’ and all errors and misinterpretations I take full
responsibility for.

 

Methodology

I took the essay, The Forever-Spoken Word of Reality,
published in The Aletheon and gave my
understanding and interpretation, without commentary, to
each paragraph by putting it in my own words.

 

The Exercise

Beezone’s Interpretation of The Forever-Spoken Word
of Reality
by Adi Da Samraj, in The
Aletheon
.

 

My writings ARE Reality, are the Truth. The Word is
forever true and is spoken to all enlighten and
unenlightened sentient beings who can read.

The Eternal Word is always in present time which is
forever and true.

My Word is a non-mediate, direct Revelation of The
Person of Truth.

The uniqueness of My Word is addressed to everyone,
personally IN AND AS Reality.

(Editorial note: IN and AS shows the limits of
language where language or thought can not express two ideas
at the same time).

My Word is always New, Present, Eternal because it is
from Eternity Itself.

Conventional writings and speaking is purely
functional and therefore limited. From the ‘point of view’
of Reality false because it presupposed a limited and
separate individual and world. My Word does not come from or
presume anyone or anything separate.

Common erroneous presumptions of separate defined
locations of mind, intelligence, thought and action are
false. In truth mind, intelligence, thought and action and
automatic and ‘longtime coming’ results of the deeper
aspects of ‘a machine of causality’.

Mind in all its forms, intelligent and unintelligent,
emotional and unemotional are not, when inspected,
indications of a central headquarters, or a command central.

The “I” reference is purely a social and functional
presumption. Necessary to function but quite absent when
pressed to ‘show itself’, for it is a fiction and always
non-existent.

The “I” thought, the “I” feeling, the “I” of anything
NEVER arises. If it does it does so only in a reflective
instance, an illusionary one, like a mirage
.

My Word is a Spoken Message, therefore Prophetic. My
Message is not spoken from or to a ‘separate one’.

My Written word is an extension of Me, Reality.

I do not think and write. I am Who I Write.

Speech and Written language have rules of grammar and
capitalization that support the Center pole of ego as the
‘main event’.

The fiction of ego rules spoken and written language
unless Reality Intervenes. When Reality intervenes language,
words, thoughts and ideas are subordinated to Truth Itself.

My Word is Always from The Place of prior which always
transcends all limited ‘visions’ and views and presumptions
of separate worlds, selves and things.

My Intention is to Awaken every being to its Real
Condition. My capitalization are addressed Signals to you of
your True Transcendental Nature.

My Center pole is Reality Itself. My Capitalization
Represent Reality. lowercase represent conditional, limited
reality.

To read or listen to Me is to be Released from the
separate ‘point of view’.

Therefore, read and listen and feel my Message to You.

My Writing Awakens the Heart of You.

My Word is Agency and Blessing to everyone.

My Word is Agency and Blessing to everyone.

My Word is Me.

My Word is not ‘an other’.

Do not abstract My Word. My Word is Direct. My Word is
a ‘straight shot’.

Do not abstract my Word and make it separate from Me.

My Word is not a ‘substitute’ for Me

Always use My Word as a Direct Means of Me.

Anyone can Receive My Means, My Gift.

By Responding to My Means you will ‘Locate’ Me and in
time ‘Fully Realize Me”.

 

The Original Text and Interpretation


The “Source-Texts” of My Direct Self-Utterance are
the Always-Living Word of Reality Itself, now (and forever
hereafter) Spoken by Me to absolutely every one, and all,
and All.

My writings ARE Reality, are the Truth. The Word is
forever true and is spoken to all enlighten and
unenlightened sentient beings who can read.


The “Source-Texts” of My Divine Avataric Word
always Communicate Reality Itself in-present-time.

The Eternal Word is always in present time which is
forever and true.


The “Source-Texts” of My Divine Avataric Word
are the Perpetual and (now, and forever hereafter) Always
Direct and Non-mediated Self-Utterance of My Real
Person—As I Am.

My Word is a non-mediate, direct Revelation of The
Person of Truth.


The “Source-Texts” of My Divine Avataric Word
are Addressed (by Me) directly to every particular
individual—personally, but, also, in and As Reality
Itself (and, Thus, Eternally Prior to the
ego-“I”). Such is the Uniqueness of the
Forever-Spoken Word of Reality Itself.

The uniqueness of My Word is addressed to everyone,
personally IN AND AS Reality.

(Editorial note: IN and AS shows the limits of
language where language or thought can not express two ideas
at the same time).


No matter how many times you read (or Listen to) My
Divine Avataric Word, every time you read It (or Listen to
It) you will “experience” unique and distinct
responses, unique and distinct “subjective”
activity, and a distinctly unique circumstance altogether.
Nevertheless, the reason that My Divine Avataric Word is (in
Reality) new every time you approach It is not simply that
you are always going through changes. Rather, the reason My
Divine Avataric Word is always new (and Always Now) is that
It Is the Direct Self-Utterance of Reality Itself—Which
Is Always Already Prior to time, space,
“location”, “point of view”, and
ego-“I”.

My Word is always New, Present, Eternal because it is
from Eternity Itself.


The conventions of everyday speech and writing are based
on a social convention that is, in Reality Itself, untrue.
The “I” of the presumed separate and independent
“self” is an illusory (or, in Reality Itself,
non-existing) and abstract (and, thus, universal, and
inherently non-personal) identity, by which (as a device for
social “dramatization”, or relational reference)
all common spoken and written language is proposed. My
Divine Avataric Word is not spoken or communicated
from—or, Ultimately, even to—the egoic “point
of view”.

Conventional writings and speaking is purely
functional and therefore limited. From the ‘point of view’
of Reality false because it presupposed a limited and
separate individual and world. My Word does not come from or
presume anyone or anything separate.


It is commonly presumed (merely as a matter of convention,
rather than of “experiential” observation) that
intelligence and thought are functions of personal identity,
inherently associated with a central and constant
source-construct, which is the “I”-thought (or a
separate “self”, or a separate “personal
mind”, identified as the origin of intelligence,
thought, and action in general). However, in fact (confirmed
by direct “experiential” observation),
intelligence and thought are autonomous activities,
associated with the brain-body-complex and with the
structure and symbols of language itself (both verbal and
abstract).

Common erroneous presumptions of separate defined
locations of mind, intelligence, thought and action are
false. In truth mind, intelligence, thought and action and
automatic and ‘longtime coming’ results of the deeper
aspects of ‘a machine of causality’.


Truly, the exercises of intelligence and thought go on
constantly, and, in general, without a context of
“I”-reference (or of a separate-“self”
presumption). Intelligence and thought are, in general, no
more the evidence and the result of an active and central
ego-identity than any instance of mere perception,
originating (as it does) from the simple contact between the
brain-body-complex and a source of sensation.

Mind in all its forms, intelligent and unintelligent,
emotional and unemotional are not, when inspected,
indications of a central headquarters, a command central.


The “I”-reference is a convention of social
representation—and, in fact, no definable,
quantifiable, or comprehensively identifiable separate
“self” is (or even can be) observed. Likewise, no
separate, definable, quantifiable, or comprehensively
identifiable “personal mind” is (or even can be)
“experienced” or (by any means) “known”.
Thus, the “I”-reference, the separate
“self”, and the separate “personal mind”
are mere (and otherwise un-“knowable”) conventions
of common speech—and, otherwise (or in, of, and as
“themselves”), they are fictitious
“entities”, or socially and “subjectively”
presumed myths.

The “I” reference is purely a social and functional
presumption. Necessary to function but quite absent when
pressed to ‘show itself’, for it is a fiction and always
non-existent.


In general, the “I”-thought does not arise in
the context of active intelligence and active thought. The
exercise of intelligence and thought does not, in general,
include “I”-references—as if to remind
oneself “who” is thinking, reading, counting,
perceiving, talking, and walking. Thus, the
“I”-reference is, in general, reserved for
socially interactive communication (and other forms of
socially-dramatizing or socially-speaking mind)—and,
otherwise, the “I”-thought (or
“I”-concept) does not arise in the reveries of
intelligence and thought (whether in the waking state or in
the dreaming state).

The “I” thought, the “I” feeling, the “I” of anything
NEVER arises. If it does it does so only in a reflective
instance, an illusionary one, like a mirage
.


My Divine Avataric Word is, primarily, a Spoken Message.
However, That Message is not Spoken by an
ego-“I”—nor is That Message Spoken (either
originally or, forever hereafter, in any then-present-time
moment) within a mere social context, or as an address to
any mere “social ego”.

My Word is a Spoken Message, therefore Prophetic. My
Message is not spoken from or to a ‘separate one’.


Written language is, basically, a representation (or a
picture) of spoken language. Therefore, My Divine Avataric
Word is (in Its Written form) a visual Representation (or
always Now-Spoken Textual Sign) That Extends (or
Self-Radiates) My egoless Self-Nature, Self-Condition, and
Self-State—Which Is the egoless Self-Nature,
Self-Condition, and Self-State of all-and-All.

My Written word is an extension of Me, Reality.


I Spontaneously Uttered the “Picture” that is
My every “Source-Text” of Divine Avataric
Word—each of Which is a by-Me-Given Means Whereby I
Speak from and As the Reality-Position That Is Prior to
egoity, Prior to the body-mind-complex, Prior to conditional
existence, and Prior to time and space. Therefore, My
Written Word Is the Speech (or Direct Self-Presentation) of
Intrinsically egoless (and Self-Evidently Divine)
Transcendental Spiritual Conscious Light Itself—the
Most Perfectly Self-Awakened (and Self-Evidently Divine)
Self-Consciousness, the Heart-Word of Reality (Itself),
Which Is the by-Me-Divinely-Avatarically-Self-Transmitted
Inherent (and Tacit) Self-Apprehension of Being
(Itself).

I do not think and write. I am Who I Write.


Ordinary speech and written language are a
“theatrically”-conceived mode of communication,
which (as such) is “played” upon the
“fiction” of an ego-“I”—much as a
tent for social meeting is hoisted on a center pole.
Therefore, in the ordinary written language of English, the
ego-word “I” is commonly capitalized, and
everything presumed to be (at least grammatically)
subordinate to the ego-“I” is shown in lowercase.
Indeed, everything that is grammatically and linguistically
conceived to be “other” than the ego-“I”
is grammatically subordinated to the egoic
“I”-reference—and, thus and thereby,
“defined” as “not-self”. Any presumed
“persons” grammatically identified as
“other” than the principal subject or speaker are
commonly shown in lowercase only—unless they are being
addressed or referred to by name. Capitalization is
otherwise commonly reserved for “big meanings”, or
whatever the “fictional” ego-“I”
presumes to be somehow great, or even Larger (and,
therefore, the ego presumes, “Greatly Other”) than
itself.

Speech and Written language have rules of grammar and
capitalization that support the Center pole of ego as the
‘main event’.


Thus, the “fiction” of ego-“I” is a
mere grammatical convention—as is every
“other”, and, indeed, all of “not-self”.
The ego-“I”, the “other”, all of
“not-self”, all of “separateness”, all
of “relatedness”, all of “otherness,”
and all of “difference” is a mere convention of
speech (and of speech-born thought). In this manner, grammar
(or the conventional logic inherent in the autonomous
proceedings of language itself) rules both daily life and
all of human thought and philosophy—unless Reality
Itself (Which Is Truth Itself) Intervenes, and subordinates
all language to Itself.

The fiction of ego rules spoken and written language
unless Reality Intervenes. When Reality intervenes language,
words, thoughts and ideas are subordinated to Truth
Itself.


My Divine Avataric Word of Direct Self-Utterance is Spoken
from the Inherently Perfect Self-Position of Reality Itself
(Which Is the True Divine Heart, or the Context of Prior and
Inherently Free Being, Itself), the Ultimate Self-Nature,
Self-Condition, Source-Condition, and Self-State That Always
Already Transcends the ego-“I”, the conditional
“world” of “others” and
“things”, and the primary illusions of
“separateness”, “otherness”,
“relatedness”, and “difference”.
Therefore, My Divine Avataric Word Always Presumes and
Communicates a “View” of the “world”
(and of Truth) That is Prior to egoity, and Prior to the
“vision” of the “world” (and the
“vision” of Truth) made by the
“theatrically”-presumed “fictional”
character (or the merely grammatically-originated and, thus
and thereby, conventionally-presumed social persona) of
ego-“I”.

My Word is Always from The Place of prior which always
transcends all limited ‘visions’ and views and presumptions
of separate worlds, selves and things.


My Divine Avataric Word Is the Spoken and Written Extension
of My Spontaneous Intention to (by Acausally Effective
Means) Awaken the “Root”-Consciousness of every
being to its Real (egoless, Transcendental, Spiritual, and
Self-Evidently Divine) Self-Nature, Self-Condition, and
Self-State. Therefore, the conventions of capitalization
(and non-capitalization) in My “Source-Texts” are
Word-Signals to the Intrinsically egoless (and
Self-Evidently Divine) Transcendental Spiritual Conscious
Light That Is the every “you” of all My Word of
all-and-All-Address.

My Intention is to Awaken every being to its Real
Condition. My capitalization are addressed Signals to you of
your True Transcendental Nature.


The only “Center pole” of My Divine Avataric
Word Is Reality Itself, the Conscious Light (or True Divine
Heart) That Is Transcendental, Inherently Spiritual,
Intrinsically egoless, and Self-Evidently Divine Being
(Itself). The uppercase Written Words Represent (or Picture)
the Reality-Truth of Heart-Significance—and the
lowercase words, by comparison, characteristically achieve
significance as indicators (or representations, or pictures)
of conditional (or limited) existence.

My Center pole is Reality Itself. My Capitalization
Represent Reality. lowercase represent conditional, limited
reality.


To read (or Listen to) and understand My Divine Avataric
Word is to be Acausally Released from having to exercise the
egoic vision and its separate and separative “point of
view”.

To read or listen to Me is to be Released from the
separate ‘point of view’.


Therefore, read, and Listen to, and recite, and feel (rather
than merely think) the Words of My Divine Avataric
Message.

Therefore, read and listen and feel my Message to You.


The big and small letters of My Texted Gift always
interrupt the common flow of mind, and Signal the Heart of
“you” that this moment Is the Necessary Instant of
Self-Awakening—to Be As “you” Are.

My Writing Awakens the Heart of You.


My Divine Avataric Word Is a Form of My Divine
Agency—an Extension of Myself, a Means Whereby I Bless
all-and-All.

My Word is Agency and Blessing to everyone.


My Divine Avataric Word is not independent of Me.

My Word is Me.


My Divine Avataric Word is not a “substitute” for
Me.

My Word is not ‘an other’.


Therefore, as you read (or Listen to) My Divine Avataric
Word, do not abstract yourself from Me.

Do not abstract My Word. My Word is Direct. My Word is
a ‘straight shot’.


Do not approach My Divine Avataric Word as if It were a
“something” in and of Itself, separate from
Me.

Do not abstract my Word and make it separate from
Me.


Do not make My Divine Avataric Word into a
“substitute” for Me.

My Word is not a ‘substitute’ for Me.


Always use My Divine Avataric Word rightly—as a
(by-Me-Given) Means to turn to Me.

Always use My Word as a Direct Means of Me.


Only by turning to Me, and not merely to My
“explanations” in mind, can anyone receive the
Divine Avataric Gifts I Offer to all-and-All by Means of My
all-and-All-“Brightening” Word of Heart.

Anyone can Receive My Means, My Gift.


By turning all the faculties of body-mind to Me, My true
devotee tacitly “Locates” Me—and (in that
ego-transcending devotional turning, and entirely by Means
of My Avataric Self-Transmission of Divine
“Bright” Transcendental Spiritual Grace) My true
devotee will (in due course) be (whole bodily)
Transcendentally Spiritually Pervaded by Me, and will (Thus
and Thereby, in the perpetual circumstance of turned-to-Me
devotion) Realize Perfect Non-separateness from Me.
 

By Responding to My Means you will ‘Locate’ Me and in
time ‘Fully Realize Me”.


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