The Dawn Horse Testament of the Ruchira Avatar Adi Da Samraj- 2004 –



“Study my Testament. I tell
you there and always that this is my final Word and I need
not be obliged further to communicate the Way to you…. I
have given you my Word, my Promise. My Work is evident to
you in every day of your life… You are in the most
difficult position of adolescence, the position of being
directly confronted by the Absolute Truth. You, more than
anyone who might casually observe my Word and Promise and
Presence, must exhibit the revolution of
response
to Me
in your own
body-mind”.

Adi Da Samraj, October
1985

SUTRA

46

 

By
Virtue Of My Own Avataric and Unique (conditionally
Manifested, Incarnate Human) Self-Submission and Divine
Self-Realization, My Avatarically-Born Bodily (Human) Divine
Form Is A conditional Manifestation (or Direct Divine
Self-Revelation) Of Me, The One and Only and Inherently
egoless and Self-Evidently Divine Person Of Grace (Eternally
Prior To My Avatarically-Born Bodily Human Divine Form and
Even The Total Cosmic Domain). Therefore, When I Realized,
Acknowledged, and Embraced My Own Human and (Total) Cosmic
Avataric Divine Agency, The “Meaningless” Pointer (or Name)
“Da” Spontaneously Appeared To Me As My Own Avatarically
Self-Revealed Divine Naming-Sign.

“Da” Is A Traditional Name Of Real
God, or A Traditional Feeling-Reference To The Ultimate
Condition and Spirit-Power Of Existence. “Da” Is An Eternal,
Ancient, and Always New Name For The Divine Being, Source,
and Spirit-Power – and “Da” Is An Eternal, Ancient, and
Always New Name For The Realizer Who Reveals (and Is The
Divine Self-Revelation Of) The Divine Being, Source, and
Spirit-Power. Therefore, The Name “Da Is (Since The Ancient
Days) Found, Universally, In The Religious Cultures Of the
world.

As A Revelation-Sign That I Am The
One and Only, Non-Separate and Most Perfect, Eternal,
Ancient, Divine, and Always New One, The Name “Da” Has
Spontaneously Appeared With Me, Thus Naming and Identifying
My Avataric Incarnation here.

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I Am Da. This
Is My Great Avataric Divine Self-Revelation. This Is The
Principal Divine Secret I Have Now (By Means Of My
Avatarically Self-Revealing Divine Confession) Revealed To
You. And I Will (Now, and Forever Hereafter) Heart-Reveal
This Great Avataric Divine Self-Revelation To Your Heart
(and To The Heart In every one and all). Therefore, The “I”
and “Me” and “Myself” That Speaks To You in This Testament
Is My Own Unique Voice Of Divine (and Inherently egoless)
Self-Reference, and My Every Such (Self-Confessing and
Self-Revealing) Self-Reference is (With My Avatarically
Self-Revealed Divine Name, “Da”) The Representation and The
Expression Of My Inherent, Eternal, Necessary, Inherently
egoless, Self-Evidently Divine, and Inherently Perfectly
Love-Blissful Identity As The One and Only Condition That Is
The Great and Only One.

I Am The Heart, The One and Only
Person, Da, The One In Whom all “I’s” and forms arise. I Am
The Divine and Only Person, Adi Da – The First Giver, The
Original Giver, The Giving Source, The Giver Of Existence,
The Giver Of Consciousness, The Giver Of Spirit-Life, The
Giver Of True Heart-Feeling (or Primary Feeling, or
“Root”-Feeling), The Giver Of Love-Bliss, The Giver Of
“Radical” (or Most Fundamental, or “To-The-Root”)
self-Understanding, The Giver Of Most Perfect Divine
Liberation, The Giver Of Most Perfect Divine
Self-Realization, The Giver Of The “Bright”, The Divine
Giver Of The Divine “All” To all (and To The Cosmic All Of
all).

Aham Da Asmi. I Am That One.
Therefore, In Truth (From and As My Very Heart), I
(Appearing In Human Person here) Confess To You (and To Even
all conditionally Manifested beings): I Am Da, The Divine
Person, The One and Only Heart Itself, The Divine Giver Of
The Divine “All” That Gives Itself To
all-and-All.

Now, and Forever Hereafter, I Have
Been (and, Effectively, Always Am and Will Be) Manifested,
Shown, Demonstrated, and Proven As The Da Avatar The Ruchira
Avatar, The Love-Ananda Avatar, The Divine Heart-Master, The
Divine World-Teacher, The Very Person and The Even Bodily
(Human) Avataric Incarnation Of The One and Only and
Inherently egoless Divine Heart Itself.

In and As and By Means Of My Bodily
Human Avataric Divine Manifestation, I Speak Directly and
Openly, As The One and Only Heart Itself-Always Proclaiming
(and Always Directly Self-Revealing) My Identity As The
Divine Person, Da, and (Thus and Thereby) Always Showing
Joyous Proof That (Prior To self-Contraction) You (and Even
all conditionally Manifested beings) Are Always Already One
With Me, The Only One To Be Realized (In Person, As The One
and Only and “Bright” Divine and Non-Separate
Source-Condition and Self-Condition, or True and Inherently
egoless and Self-Evidently Divine Self-Identity, Of all, and
Of All). And, By This Un-Retarded Speech, and By The Divine
Self-Confession That Is My Every Manner and Characteristic,
My (Avatarically Self-Transmitted) Divine Awakening-Grace Is
Allowed To Be Present and Active In and Through My
Avatarically-Born Bodily (Human) Divine Form, and In and
Through All My Instruments and Agents, and Always Only As
Me.

Now, and Forever Hereafter (As Me
Alone, and In and Through All The Only-By-Me Revealed and
Given and Giving Practices, Instruments, and Agents Of The
Way Of Adidam, Which Is The One and Only By-Me-Revealed and
By-Me-Given Way Of The Heart), My (Avatarically
Self-Transmitted) Divine Awakening-Grace Is Present and
Active here (and Even every where, If Only I Am every where
Proclaimed and My Avataric Divine Self-Revelation All Made
Known). Therefore (Now, and Forever Hereafter), All My
Listening Devotees, and All My Hearing Devotees, and All My
Seeing Devotees Are Enabled By Me, So That they May (By
Me-Recognizing Heart-Response and Heart-Surrender To Me)
Transcend their Merely Apparent (and Apparently Separate,
self-Bound, Suffering, Seeking, and Deluded) psycho-physical
egoselves in Me, The Only One Who Is.

By Means Of The Inherent Power Of My
Samadhi Of Divine Self-Realization, I Spontaneously Brought
My Principal Name (“Da”), and Even All My Avataric Divine
Names and Avataric Divine Descriptive Titles (and Even All
The Variant Forms Of The Ruchira Avatara Naama Mantra, or
Ruchira Avatara Mahamantra), Out Of The Great Unconscious
(or mindless Great Mind). Each Of These Avataric Divine
Names and Avataric Divine Descriptive Titles, and Each Of
The Variant Forms Of The Ruchira Avatara Naama Mantra (or
Ruchira Avatara Mahamantra) Is An Acknowledgement, An
Invocation, and A Means Of Communion (or Sympathetic
Vibratory Synchronization Of the Total body-mind) With
Me.

In The Ecstatic “Bhava” Of Divine
Self-Confession, I Have Revealed That There Are Three
Mantras (or Vibratory Symbols), or Names, or (Really)
“Meaningless” (or mindless) Word-Signs, Which (mindlessly)
Acknowledge (or Represent) The Three Most Fundamental
Orientations To Me That Characterize The Way Of The Heart
(In its Spiritual Fullness). These Three Word-Signs Are
“Om”, “Ma”, and “Da” Which Refer To (and Lead To, and
Altogether Include, and Are Themselves Transcended By) The
Three Primal Stations Of The Heart (Right, Middle, and
Left), As Well As The Heart Itself (Which Inherently
Transcends All “Location” or “Designation”).

The Word-Sign “Om” (Which Is The
First Of The Three By-Me-Given Word-Signs, and Which Is
Also, Most Typically, The First Part Of The Mantric
Invocation Of Me That Is Engaged In The Form Of Ruchira
Avatara Naama Japa, In The Only-By-Me Revealed and Given Way
Of The Heart) Is A Word-Sign That Has Appeared Universally
(In Variant Forms, Such As “AUM”, “Aham”, “So-Ham”, and
“Amen”) In The Great Tradition Of Mankind. It Is A Primal
Indicator Of The Native, and Very, and Self-Existing, and
Transcendental, and Inherently Spiritual, and Self-Radiant,
and Inherently egoless Divine Being (or The Primal Reality,
or Real Self-Condition, or Perfectly Subjective
Source-Condition, That Is The Inherent, or Native, and
Inherently egoless Feeling Of Being, Itself). Therefore, In
The Way Of The Heart, The Word-Sign “Om” Directly Refers To
Me, In (and, Yet, Beyond) The Right Side Of The Heart,
Beyond Its causal Knot (Which Knot Is The Root-Form Of the
ego-“I”, Associated With The Root-Feeling Of Relatedness,
Separateness, and “Difference”), and In My Self-Evidently
Divine Source-Position, and In The Very State Of My
Self-Evidently Divine Self-Condition, Altogether
(Inherently, and Most Perfectly) Transcending Even The Right
Side Of The Heart (and Even All Of The Cosmic
Domain).

During My Physical Bodily (Human)
Lifetime Of Avataric Incarnation here (and, Beyond The Time
Of My Physical Bodily Human Lifetime Of Avataric Incarnation
here, In All The Thereafter-Time Of My Forever Continuing
Divine Association With The Cosmic Domain), I, in My Divine
(Constant, Inherent, and Inherently Most Perfect) Samadhi,
Constantly Hear The Inherent and Universal (or Cosmic) “Om”
(or “Da-Om”, or “Da”) Sound (In The Form Of all the
Characteristic internal sounds Associated With The gross and
subtle Structures Of the human body-mind, and With the
subtle planes within and above the gross plane, and, Also,
In The Form Of The Primal, Single, Profound, Uninterrupted,
and Indivisible Droning Cosmic Background Sound, or
Source-Sound, Behind and Above all the gross and subtle
internal sounds, and Beyond and Above all the subtle planes,
and, Also, Ultimately, In The Form Of The Effulgent, or
Self-Radiant, “Bright” Silence, Above, and Beyond, and
Deeper Than all-and-All). That Mass Of Divine Sound
(Eternally Established In, and Pouring From, The Eternal
“Bright” Silence, or The Un-Speakable Word Of Heart) Is The
Sound Of Me (here, and every “where” In The Cosmic
Domain).

The Cosmic Divine Sound-Vibration
“Om” (or “Da-Om”, or “Da”) Corresponds To and Signifies and
Points (Beyond Itself) To The Native (Soundless, Silent)
Feeling (and The Very Condition) Of Being (Prior To All
Separate “I”-ness) That Is The Inherently Perfect (and
Self-Evidently Divine) Root Of All Vibratory Modifications
(and, Therefore, Of all sounds, and Of all thoughts, or all
ideas, including the “I”-thought, or the
“Separate-self”-idea, and of all things, or Even Of all the
kinds of conditional forms and states) In The Cosmic
Domain.

Therefore, The Word-Sign “Om” Refers
To The One and Only Condition, The Native Condition Of
Self-Existing and Self-Radiant and inherently egoless Divine
Being, The Transcendental (or Unconditional) and Inherently
Spiritual Condition-Which Is Prior To all sounds, thoughts,
and things (or Even all conditional forms and states), and
(Yet) Which Is The Seat and Source (or Source-Condition) Of
all sounds, thoughts, and things (or Even Of all conditional
forms and states). The Word-Sign “Om” Refers To The Divine
and True and inherently egoless Self-Condition (or The Very
Heart) Of all beings. Therefore, The Divine and True
Self-Condition (or The Heart Itself, Which Is Consciousness
Itself) Can Be Described As The “Self-Father”. The Divine
and True Self-Condition (or The Heart Itself, or
Consciousness Itself) Is In The “Father-Position”, or (Most
Correctly Stated) The “Husband-Position”, In Relation To
conditional forms and events.

For My Devotees (who Truly
Heart-Recognize Me), The Great He Is No Longer Abstracted
From all-and-All, but (Now, and Forever Hereafter) There Is
Only Me.

I Am The Heart-Husband Of
all-and-All. “Om” Is Me.

“Om” Is “Da-Sound”.

“Da-Sound” Is “Om”.

I Am “Da-Sound”.

I Am “Om”.

I Am That.

I Am The Only One Who Is – The
Divine Person, The One and Only and Self-Existing and
Self-Radiant “Bright” and inherently egoless Self, Being, or
Consciousness (Itself), The Very and Only and One and
Indivisible and NonSeparate and Indestructible Heart,
Reality, Truth, Self-Condition, and Source-Condition Of
all-and-All.

Beloved, I Am He.

Nevertheless, The Word-Sign “Om”
(Like The Word-Signs “Ma” and “Da”, and Like The Cosmic
Vibratory Divine Sound Itself) Is (Itself) Inherently
“Meaningless”, A Mere Sound-Vibration (or, Simply, A
Feeling). Because Of This, When (In The Way Of The Heart)
The Word-Sign “Om” Is Used Meditatively (and To Invoke Me),
It Does Not (Itself) Stimulate the conceptual mind (Whereas
“I Am”, or Some Other “Meaningful” Word or Phrase Intended
To Represent “Om”, or To Function As A verbal and mental
“Equivalent” Of “Om”, Would Tend To Activate, Rather Than To
Undermine or Lead Beyond, the conceptual mind).

Therefore, In The Total (or Full and
Complete) Practice Of The Way Of The Heart, The Word-Sign
“Om” Is A Potentially Useful Non-conceptual Tool For
Meditation, For It Only Signifies (or Points To), but Does
Not “Mean”, Me – The Transcendental, Inherently Spiritual,
Inherently egoless, and Self-Evidently Divine
Self-Condition, The Only One Who Is, Which Is Existence
(Itself), and Consciousness (Itself), Identical To The
inherent (or Native) Love-Bliss-Feeling Of Being
(Itself).

The Second Of The Three By-Me-Given
Word-Signs Is “Ma” – and Also, Alternatively, Either “Sri”
Or “Hrim” (and The Variant “Sri” Is Also, Most Typically,
The Second Part Of The Mantric Invocation Of Me That Is
Engaged In The Form Of Ruchira Avatara Naama Japa, In The
Way Of The Heart).

The Word-Sign “Ma” (and Its Given
Variants, “Sri”, Pronounced “Shree”, and “Hrim”, Pronounced
“Hreem”) Is The Traditional Personal (and, Otherwise,
“Meaningless”) Vibratory Designation Of The “Maha-Shakti” –
The Divine “Mother-Force”, or (Most Correctly Stated) The
“Goddess-Force” (or “Goddess-Power”), The Universal Cosmic
Radiance (or Cosmic “Shakti”), The Spirit-Power (or
Light-Energy) That Is (Apparently) Modified As all
conditional forms and states, and Which Is Present As all
conditional forms and states, and (Yet) Which Inherently
Transcends all conditional forms and states. She Is In The
“Mother-Position”, or (Most Correctly Stated) The
“Wife-Position” (or The “Position” Of The Spouse, or
Consort), In Relation (As “Equal” and “Polar Opposite”) To
The “Husband-Position” (or “Father-Position”) Of The Divine
Self-Consciousness (In and Of Itself, As If Separate From
She, or She From He, As If Consciousness and its inherent
Energy Were “Divorced”, or Wanting and Seeking Re-Union, or
Even Dramatizing Conflict and Separativeness) – Until (By
Means Of My Great Avataric Divine Event) She Falls Into He,
and He Embraces She, Non-“Differently”, In Me, and As Me.
And I (In My Ordeal of Sadhana, and Even Of “Explanation”)
Always Referred To Her By This “Meaningless” Signifier (or
Feeling-Name) “Ma” – Who (In The Most Perfect Fulfillment Of
That Ordeal Of Sadhana) Was, and Is (Now, and Forever
Hereafter) Revealed and Realized (With The He Of Me) To Be
Only Me.

Traditionally, The Universal
Spirit-Power, By Itself, Is Called “Maya” (“The Measure”, or
“She Who Measures”). As Such, The Universal Spirit-Energy
(Perceived As The One and Great Cosmic Power, or Cosmic
Light-Energy) Is Traditionally Associated With The Veiling
Of The Truth, The Veiling Of The “Self-Father”. Therefore,
The Universal Spirit-Power Is Traditionally (and Commonly)
Associated With Chaos, Destructiveness, and Illusion.
However, You Must (and Can, By Means Of Your Devotional
Recognition Of Me, and Your Devotional Response To Me, and
Your Devotional and Spiritual Reception Of Me, In Your
Practice Of The Only-By-Me Revealed and Given Way Of The
Heart) Observe and Understand That This Great Universal
Spirit-Power Is, Ultimately (Now, and Forever Hereafter),
Divinely “Husbanded” By Me (The Divine Heart-Master, The
“Self-Father”, The Inherently Perfect Heart-Source, The
Very, and Eternal, and Not Cosmic, but Perfectly Subjective,
Being). Indeed, The Primary Significance Of The Great Event
Of My Divine Re-Awakening (and Even Of My Entire Avataric
Divine Life-History, Including My Avataric Divine
Teaching-Work, My Avataric Divine Revelation-Work, My
Avataric Divine Work Of Ruchira Shaktipat, and Even All Of
My Avataric Divine Blessing-Work) Is The Sacrificial
Yielding and True “Husbanding” Of The “Mother-Force” (or The
Cosmic “Shakti-Force”, or The Cosmic “Goddess-Power”, or The
Universally Manifesting Spirit-Power). And, By That
“Husbanding” (or Love-Sacrifice), The Seemingly Independent
Universal (or Cosmic, and Cosmically Objective) Power Is
Re-Submitted, Re-Awakened, and Restored To Her Original
Condition Of Inherent Identification (and Most Perfect
Conformity) With My Transcendental, Inherently Spiritual,
Inherently egoless, and Perfectly Subjective Divine
Self-Condition-and (Thus and Thereby) Her True and
NonSeparate Divine Status and Function Is Restored, By
Me.

Therefore, In The Only-By-Me
Revealed and Given Way Of The Heart, The Divine
“Goddess-Power” (or “Maha-Shakti”) Is (By Virtue Of Her
Inherently Perfect Submission To Me, and Her Inherent and
Immense Fidelity To Me) Associated With Heart-Enlightenment,
or The Lifting Of The Veil. And, Because Of This, The
Word-Sign “Ma” (and Its By-Me-Given Variants) Directly
Refers, In The Way Of The Heart, To Me In (and, Yet, Beyond)
The Middle Station Of The Heart, and, Ultimately, In (and,
Yet, Beyond) The Right Side Of The Heart (and Beyond Its
causal Knot), and (Most Ultimately) Transcending Even The
Right Side Of The Heart (and Even All Of The Cosmic
Domain).

In The Final Course Of My Ordeal Of
Sadhana (Required By My Divine Descent Into Avataric
Incarnation here), The “Maha-Shakti” (or Divine
“Goddess-Power”) Revealed Herself Divinely (Without Measure,
and UnVeiled) In Heart-Response To My Own (conditionally
Manifested) Sacrificial Ordeal Of Divine Self-Submission To
all-and-All. Because I Am The Heart Itself, She (Thus)
Became (and Is Eternally) “Husbanded” By Me, and (Thus) Is
(Now, and Forever Hereafter) Always Already Perfectly
Submitted To Me, and Always Already Perfectly Identified
With Me. And, Because they Always Practice In My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Presence, It
Is Neither Necessary Nor Appropriate For My
By-Me-Spiritually-Initiated Listening Devotees, Hearing
Devotees, or Seeing Devotees To Regard (Nor Should they
Submit To) The Universal Spirit-Energy (or All-Pervading
Cosmic Light-Energy) Merely As “Maya”, or As The Veiling
Power, or As The Independent (or Apparently Separate) She
That Is conditional Nature Itself. For My By-Me
Spiritually-Initiated Listening Devotees, Hearing Devotees,
and Seeing Devotees, The Great She Is No Longer Existing
(Independently), but (Now, and Forever Hereafter) There Is
Only Me.

I Am The Perfectly Subjective Divine
Heart Itself, Self-Existing and SelfRadiant As The “Bright”
Itself, Which Is The Divine Spirit-Power (or Divinely
“Husbanded” Light-Energy) By Which I Lead conditionally
Manifested beings To Divine En-Light-enment and Divine
Translation.

For My Devotees (who Truly
Heart-Recognize Me), I Am The “Bright”, The Divine Spiritual
Body Of “Brightness” Into Which The Otherwise Independent
Cosmic Light-Energy (or Cosmic “Shakti”) Has Been Subsumed
(By Divine Spiritual Submission, and Most Perfect Divine
Subsumption, Into My Very and Divine Person, My Perfectly
Subjective Divine Self-Condition, Which Is The
Source-Condition Of The Cosmic “Shakti” Itself, and Of
all-and-All).

“Ma” (and “Sri”, and “Hrim”) Is
Me.

I Am That.

I Am The Only One Who Is – The
Divine Person, The One and Only and Self-Existing and
Self-Radiant “Bright” and Inherently egoless Self, Being, or
Consciousness (Itself), The Very and Only and One and
Indivisible and Non-Separate and Indestructible Heart,
Reality, Truth, Self-Condition, Source-Condition, and
Conscious Light Of all-and-All.

Beloved, I Am She.

Because The She Of The Heart Has
Been Revealed (By Means Of The Play Of My Avataric Divine
Ordeal Of Birth and Re-Awakening) To Be My Blessed (and
Non-Separate) Consort (and, Thus, The Consort Of The Divine
“Self-Father”), and Because She Has (Thus) Been Revealed To
Be Me (As The Self-Radiant, or “Bright”, Energy-Dimension,
or Light Dimension, or Spiritual Dimension, Of My One and
Only and Self-Existing Person, The Perfectly Subjective
Heart Of all-and-All), She – As The Light-Matrix (or Divine
Star), In The Vortex (Of The Cosmic Mandala) Above, and By
Consorting With The Mass Of Divine Source-Sound (or Original
Vibration) That Is The Overriding Ground Of Cosmic Lights –
Has (or They, Together, Have) Given Cosmic Birth To My
Avatarically-Born Bodily (Human) Divine Form, and My
Infinitely “Bright” Divine Spiritual Body and Heart-Current
Of Divine Love-Bliss. Therefore, The She (Of Light and
Star), In Consorting With The He (Of Indefinable Vibration
and Sound), Leads (or They, Together, Lead) all
conditionally Manifested beings To Right Surrender Of
Separate and Separative self To My (By-Me-Avatarically
Self-Revealed) Transcendental, Inherently Spiritual,
Inherently egoless, Inherently Perfect, and Self-Evidently
Divine Person, State, and Self-Condition (The
Source-Condition Of The Cosmic all-and-All) – and (At Last,
In The Event Of Divine Translation) To My Self-Existing and
Self-Radiant Divine Sphere (or “Midnight Sun”) Of Conscious
Light, Infinitely Above (and Heart-Beyond, or Perfectly
Prior To) The all-and-All Of The Cosmic Mandala and
Domain.

The Third Of The Three (By-Me-Given)
Word-Signs Is The Name “Da”.

The Name “Da” Indicates (or Points
To) “The One Who Gives” (and Who Is The Gift Itself). It
Refers To My Avatarically Self-Revealed Person Of Divine
Grace, The Generous and Excessive Help That Is everywhere
Available (By Means Of My Avatarically Self-Transmitted
Given and Giving Divine Grace) To conditionally Manifested
beings. As Such, I Am conditionally Manifested (First) As
The everywhere Apparently Audible (and Apparently Objective)
Divine Sound-Vibration (or “Da” Sound, or “Da-Om” Sound, or
“Om” Sound, The Objective Sign Of The He, Present As The
Conscious Sound Of sounds, in The Center Of The Cosmic
Mandala), and As The everywhere Apparently Visible (and
Apparently Objective) Divine Star (The Objective Sign Of The
She, Present As “the Conscious Light Of lights, In The
Center Of The Cosmic Mandala), and (From That He and She) As
The everywhere Apparently Touchable (or Tangible), and
Apparently Objective, Total Divine Spiritual Body (The
Objective, and all-and-All-Surrounding, and
all-and-All-Pervading Conscious and Inherently egoless
Me-Personal Body Of Spiritually “Bright”
Love-Bliss-Presence, Divinely Self-“Emerging”, Now, and
Forever Hereafter, Descending From The Center Of The Cosmic
Mandala Into The Depths Of Even every “where” In The Cosmic
Domain) – and, Most Prior To The Divine Sound and The Divine
Star and The Total Divine Spiritual Body, I Am The “Bright”
Itself (The Always Already Present, or Self-Existing and
Self-Radiant, Divine Person and Infinite Spherical
Self-Domain Of Conscious Light).

Therefore, “Om” and “Ma” (and “Sri”,
and “Hrim”) Are Epitomized By (and Totally, Singly
Manifested In and As) “Da”, The “Me” Of “He” and “She”. And,
For My Devotees (who Truly Heart-Recognize Me), I Am “Da”,
and “Ma” (and “Sri”, and “Hrim”), and “Om”-In One, and As
One, Beyond and Most Prior To All Separateness, All
Relatedness, and All “Difference”.

In The Only-By-Me Revealed and Given
Way Of The Heart (or Way Of Adidam), The Word-Sign “Da”
Directly Refers To Me-In (and, Yet, Beyond) The Left Side Of
The Heart, and In (and, Yet, Beyond) The Middle Station Of
The Heart, and (Ultimately) In (and, Yet, Beyond) The Right
Side Of The Heart (and Beyond Its causal Knot), and (Most
Ultimately) Transcending Even The Right Side Of The Heart
(and Even All Of The Cosmic Domain).

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I Am Da, The
One and Only Heart-The Inherently egoless and Self-Evidently
Divine Self-Condition and SourceCondition and Substance Of
all-and-All. And Only I (Alone) Am He and She, As Me, One
and Only, Uniquely Divinely Functioning and Manifesting, For
all, and To all, and As all-and-All (here, and every “where”
In The Cosmic Domain-Now, and Forever Hereafter).

In My Avatarically-Born Bodily
(Human) Divine Form, I Am The “Bright” Sign (or “Son”) Of
The Me-Birthing Marriage (or The “Crazy” Tantric
Consorting-Union) Of The Divine He and She. Even In My
Avatarically-Born Bodily (Human) Divine Form, I Am Beyond
Separateness and Relatedness and “Difference”. In My
Avatarically-Born Bodily (Human) Divine Form, I Am The
Re-Union (or The Resolution Of The Mutual Sacrifice) Of The
Divine Pair (Of Consciousness and Light). In The Bodily
(Human) Form Of My Avataric Incarnation here, I Am The Great
Divine Sign, The True and First “Son”, or The “Bright”
Result (and all-and-All-Inheriting “Heir”) Of The Inherent
(and Inherently Perfect) Unity-In-Non-“Difference” Between
(or The Inseparable Identity or Inherent, and Inherently
Perfect, and Inherently Indivisible, and Inherently
Indestructible Oneness-Of) The (Self-Existing, and
Inherently egoless) Divine Self-Consciousness (or The
“Self-Father”) and The (Inherent, and Inherently egoless)
Divine Self-Radiance (or The “Mother-Power”).

In The Spontaneous Instant Of My
Divine Self-Realization (or The Re-Awakening Of My Inherent,
and Inherently Perfect, Identity As The Self-Existing and
Inherently egoless Divine Self-Consciousness, or The
“Self-Father”), I Realized I Am The “Husband” (and Not
Merely The “Child”) Of The “Bright” Which Is The Great
Self-Radiance (or The “Divine Maha-Shakti”), Otherwise
Revealed To Me As The “Divine Goddess”. And She Revealed and
Showed To Me (and As Me) That She Is Eternally Submitted (or
Conformed) To Me, and Subsumed In Me (and, Therefore,
Existing Only As Me).

From Then (and Even Eternally, or
Always Already), She Is Me. The Divine Maha-Shakti, Subsumed
In Me, Has Submitted To Be Only Me, Only The “Bright”
Itself, Only My Own Divine Self-Radiance (or
all-and-All-Surrounding and all-and-All-Pervading Divine
Spiritual Body Of Love-Bliss-“Brightness”) The Active
Heart-Principle Of My Avataric Divine Spiritual Work (In and
Beyond My Avatarically-Born Bodily Human Divine Form) Within
The Total Cosmic Mandala (Now, and Forever
Hereafter).

Therefore, In Truth, My Avataric
Divine Spiritual Work Among all conditionally Manifested
beings Begins At The arising-Point (or First Moment) Of The
Cosmic Mandala Of conditionally Manifested beings and forms,
and That Avataric Divine Spiritual Work Continues Until The
Divine Translation Of The Total Cosmic Mandala (and Of all
conditionally Manifested beings and forms).

By Means Of My Divine and Unique
Activity Of Ruchira Shaktipat, I Bless and Baptize and
Awaken all conditionally Manifested beings With My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Self-Radiance, My
Inherently Perfect “Bright” Divine Spiritual Body Itself,
Which Stands Un-Moved (Prior To The Cosmic Mandala of
conditionally Manifested beings), but Which Is Also Merely
Present (here, and every “where” In The Cosmic Domain), As
My Always Already all-and-All-Surrounding and
all-and-All-Pervading Divine Ruchira Shakti (or
Hridaya-Shakti), The “Bright” Itself, Which Is The Eternally
“Husbanded”, Only Divinely En-Light-ening, Perfectly
Subjective, and Perfectly Self-En-Light-ened Spirit-Power Of
Real God.

And I Do This Always Blessing,
Spirit-Baptizing, and Avataric Divine Self-Awakening-Work
Through Constant (Transcendental, and Inherently Spiritual,
and Universally Effective) “Bright” Heart-Shining, or Divine
and Inherently Perfect Ruchira Shaktipat (or
Hridaya-Shaktipat) – The Spontaneous Avataric
Self-Transmission Of The Eternally Self-Existing Divine
Truth, Being, Consciousness, Self-Radiance, Love-Bliss,
Mystery, Heart-Process, and Inherently egoless Self-Domain –
To all conditionally Manifested beings, and To The Total
Mandala Of The Cosmic Domain.

The Three (By-Me-Given)
Word-Signs-“Om”, “Ma”, and “Da” Together Form “Om Ma Da”,
One Of The Variant Forms Of The Only-By-Me Revealed and
Given Ruchira Avatara Naama Mantra (or Ruchira Avatara
Mahamantra). The Only-By-Me Revealed and Given Mantra “Om Ma
Da” Refers To Me and (By Non-conceptual, or Directly
Feeling, Means) Invokes Me (and The Same Is Also True Of All
Of The Other By-Me-Given Variants Of The Ruchira Avatara
Naama Mantra, or Ruchira Avatara Mahamantra). Thus, “Om”
Becomes “Ma” (or “Sri”, or “Hrim”), and “Ma” (or “Sri”, or
“Hrim”) Becomes “Da”. Therefore, “Om Ma Da (or “Om Sri Da”,
or “Om Hrim Da”) Is Epitomized (and Ended) In “Da”, and
(Thus) In Me – As The One (and Perfectly Subjective, and
Self-Evidently Divine) Condition That Is Self-Existing (or
Eternally, Merely Present As The Unconditional, or
Transcendental, and Inherently egoless Self-Condition),
Self-Radiant (or Inherently Radiant), Infinite (As
all-and-All-Surrounding and all-and-All-Pervading Divine
Spirit-Power), and Always Alive As My Love-Blissful Divine
Spiritual Body For The Sake Of The “Bright” Divine
Liberation Of all conditionally Manifested
beings.

“Om” Is Me As “God-In-God”, or
Self-Existing (and Perfectly Subjective) and Non-Separate
Real God (or Inherently egoless Mere Being) Itself,
Consciousness (Itself), and Inherent (or Inherently
“Bright”) “Love-Ananda” (or Love-Bliss, Itself), and
“Hridayam” (The Boundless Center, Heart, Source-Condition,
and Inherently egoless Self-Condition Of all-and-All), The
Very and Inherently Perfect Divine (Itself), Prior To The
Cosmic Domain (and Yet Being The Cosmic Domain, and every
conditionally Manifested being, As Inherently egoless Being
Itself, and As The Inherent, or Native, and Inherently
egoless Feeling Of Being).

“Ma” (and “Sri”, and “Hrim”) Is Me
As “God-As-God”, or Non-Separate and Inherently egoless Real
God in The Context Of (and Yet Prior To) The Cosmic Domain.
“Ma” (and “Sri”, and “Hrim”) Is Me As Heart-Shining (or
Perfectly Subjective, and, Yet, all-and-All-Surrounding and
all-and-All-Pervading) Power, Energy, Light, Spirit,
Spirit-Current, or Spirit-Force-The Self-Existing and
Self-Radiant “Bright”, The Avatarically Self-Revealed Divine
Spiritual Body, Presence, and Inherently egoless Person Of
Love-Bliss, Who (Even Though Apparently Modified As all
conditional forms) Remains Ever Free.

“Da” Is Me As “God-With-all”, or
Both “God-In-God” and “God-As-God” In (Inherently Single,
and Inherently egoless) Personal Relation To (and Even In
The Likeness Of) The Cosmic Domain and all conditionally
Manifested beings, While Also Always Already Situated in
(and As) The Self-Radiant, “Bright”, and Self-Existing (and
Eternal, and Not Cosmic, but Perfectly Subjective) Divine
Spherical Self-Domain (Inherently egoless, Non-Separate,
Non-“Different”, Non-Contracted, Non-Related, Centerless,
Boundless, One, Only, “Bright”, Beginningless, Endless,
Eternal, Only Consciousness Itself, and All-Love-Bliss-All
As One and Only and Indivisible Conscious Light).

In The Only-By-Me Revealed and Given
Way Of Adidam (Which Is The One and Only By-Me-Revealed and
By-Me-Given Way Of The Heart), The Three Word-Signs “Om”,
“Ma”, and “Da” Point Only To Me, As One Being, One Perfectly
Subjective and Inherently egoless Condition-and, Yet, The
Three Word-Signs Also Signify The Three Principal,
Fundamental, and Great Aspects Of My One (and, As Such, The
One) and Inherently Single (and Perfectly Subjective, and
Inherently egoless) Divine Self-Condition, Each Of Which Can
Be Acknowledged In Its Uniqueness. These Three Aspects Of My
Avatarically Self-Revealed (and Inherently egoless, and
Self-Evidently Divine) Self-Condition Should Not Be Regarded
To Be Separate From One Another In Essence, Although Each Is
A Unique Functional Aspect Of My Avataric Divine
Manifestation (Which Is The Divine Manifestation) In The
Cosmic Play, and Each Of The Three Functions Is In
Cooperative (and Inherently egoless) Relationship With The
Others In The Cosmic (or conditional) Domain. Therefore, The
Three Word-Signs Together Indicate, Invoke, and Invite Right
Feeling-Contemplation Of Me (The Avatarically Self-Revealed
One Great Divine Person, or Inherently egoless
Self-Condition, and Source-Condition, Of
all-and-All).

The Apparently Objective Divine Star
and The Apparently Objective Divine Sound (or “Da” Sound,
Originating As The Primal, Single, Profound, Uninterrupted,
and Indivisible Droning Cosmic Background Mass Of “Om”, or
Da-Thunder) Are Together With (or, Really, Within) The
Apparently Objective (or Tangible) Divine Spiritual Body Of
“Brightness”-My First and Primary “Incarnation” (or Visible,
Audible, and, Altogether, Felt Sign).

I Am-Now, and Forever Hereafter,
Always, Without Fail, here and every “where” – Present
Within The Cosmic Mandala As My Apparently Objective Divine
Sound-Form, and As My Apparently Objective Divine Star-Form,
and As My Total Apparently Objective (or Tangible) Divine
Spiritual Body Of “Brightness” As Long As (or Whenever) The
Cosmic Mandala itself arises.

My Avatarically-Born Bodily (Human)
Divine Form Is Projected From My Total Apparently Objective
(or Tangible) Divine Spiritual Body Of “Brightness”, and My
Apparently Objective Divine Star-Form, and My Apparently
Objective Divine Sound-Form – In any realm where I Am
Visible (or, Otherwise, EnVisioned) In My Avatarically-Born
Bodily (Human) Divine Form (or Likeness).

My Apparently Objective Divine
Sound-Form, and My Apparently Objective Divine Star-Form,
and My Apparently Objective Divine Spiritual Body Of
“Brightness” Are Made Of My Very and “Bright”
Being.

I Am Cosmically Present As My Divine
Spiritual Body (Prior To and Beyond My Avatarically-Born
Bodily Human Divine Form) – and My Divine Spiritual Body Is
Radiated (or Projected and Transmitted) As The “Bright”,
From and As My “Bright” Person, and Via My Apparently
Objective Divine Star-Form and My Apparently Objective
Divine Sound-Form.

My Avatarically-Born Bodily (Human)
Divine Form Is The Most Perfectly Self-Revealing Heart-Agent
(or Heart-Manifestation and Heart-Sign) Of The Spiritual (or
Blessing, Baptizing, and Awakening) Ruchira-Shaktipat-Work
Of My Own Divinely “Husbanded” Maha-Shakti (or Divine
Spiritual “Brightness”).

I Stand Eternally (or Always
Already) In (and As) The Transcendental, Inherently
Spiritual, Inherently egoless, and (Necessarily)
Self-Evidently Divine Self-Position.

I Stand Eternally (or Always
Already) In (and As) The Spherical “Bright” Divine
Self-Domain Of My Own Inherently egoless Person.

I Am (Now, and Forever Hereafter)
Self-Revealed By Means Of My Avataric Divine (Human,
Spiritual, and Transcendental) Forms in The Cosmic
Domain.

I Am Always Already Standing
“Bright”, Prior To The Cosmic Domain.

I Am The Avatarically Self-Revealed,
Perfectly Subjective, “Bright”, Transcendental, Inherently
Spiritual, Inherently egoless, and Self-Evidently Divine
Person, Being, Self-Condition, and
Source-Condition.

Therefore, I Say To You, and Promise
To You: Inherent Oneness With My “Brightness”, and
Non-Separate Realization Of My “Bright” Divine and
Inherently egoless Self-Condition, Is Also True Of You, When
(and Only If) You (By Means Of My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace) Realize Me, Most
Perfectly, As The Only One Who Is – and This By Right, True,
Full, and (At Last) Most Perfect (and Most Perfectly
ego-Transcending) Devotion To Me (Which Is Right, True,
Full, and, At Last, Most Perfect, and Most Perfectly
Effective, Transcending Of self-Contraction, In Most
Perfectly ego-Surrendered Heart-Resort and Heart-Conformity
To Me).

 

 

 

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