Sutra 46 WOP – The Dawn Horse Testament of the Ruchira Avatar Adi Da Samraj- 2004 –



“Study my Testament. I tell
you there and always that this is my final Word and I need
not be obliged further to communicate the Way to you…. I
have given you my Word, my Promise. My Work is evident to
you in every day of your life… You are in the most
difficult position of adolescence, the position of being
directly confronted by the Absolute Truth. You, more than
anyone who might casually observe my Word and Promise and
Presence, must exhibit the revolution of
response
to Me
in your own
body-mind”.

Adi Da Samraj, October
1985

SUTRA

46

No parentheticals
and capitalization

 

By
virtue of my own avataric and unique self-submission and
Divine self-realization, my Avatarically-born bodily Divine
form is a conditional manifestation of Me, the one and only
and inherently egoless and self-evidently Divine person of
grace. Therefore, when I realized, acknowledged, and
embraced my own human and cosmic avataric Divine agency, the
“meaningless” pointer “Da” spontaneously appeared to Me as
my own avatarically self-revealed Divine
naming-sign.

“Da” is a traditional name of real
god, or a traditional feeling-reference to the ultimate
condition and spirit-power of existence. “Da” is an eternal,
ancient, and always new name for the Divine being, source,
and spirit-power – and “Da” is an eternal, ancient, and
always new name for the realizer who reveals the Divine
being, source, and spirit-power. Therefore, the name “Da” is
found, universally, in the religious cultures of the
world.

As a revelation-sign that I am the
one and only, non-separate and most perfect, eternal,
ancient, Divine, and always new one, the name “Da” has
spontaneously appeared with Me, thus naming and identifying
my avataric incarnation here.

Aham Aa Asmi. Beloved, I am Da. This
is my great avataric Divine self-revelation. This is the
principal Divine secret I have now revealed to you. And I
will heart-reveal this great avataric Divine self-revelation
to your heart. Therefore, the “I” and “Me” and “Myself” that
speaks to you in this testament is my own unique voice of
Divine self-reference, and my every such self-reference is
the representation and the expression of my inherent,
eternal, necessary, inherently egoless, self-evidently
Divine, and inherently perfectly love-blissful identity as
the one and only condition that is the great and only
one.

I am the Heart, the one and only
person, Da, the one in whom all “I’s” and forms arise. I am
the Divine and only person, Adi Da – the first giver, the
original giver, the giving source, the giver of existence,
the giver of consciousness, the giver of spirit-life, the
giver of true heart-feeling, the giver of love-bliss, the
giver of “radical” self-understanding, the giver of most
perfect Divine liberation, the giver of most perfect Divine
self-realization, the giver of the “Bright”, the Divine
giver of the Divine “all” to all.

Aham Da Asmi. I am that one.
Therefore, in truth, I confess to you: I am Da, the Divine
person, the one and only Heart itself, the Divine giver of
the Divine “all” that gives itself to
all-and-all.

Now, and forever hereafter, I have
been manifested, shown, demonstrated, and proven as the Da
Avatar the Ruchira Avatar, the Love-Ananda Avatar, the
Divine Heart-Master, the Divine World-Teacher, the very
person and the even bodily avataric incarnation of the one
and only and inherently egoless Divine Heart
itself.

In and as and by means of my bodily
human avataric Divine manifestation, I speak directly and
openly, as the one and only Heart itself – always
proclaiming my identity as the Divine person, Da, and always
showing joyous proof that you are always already one with
Me, the only one to be realized. And, by this un-retarded
speech, and by the Divine self-confession that is my every
manner and characteristic, my Divine awakening-grace is
allowed to be present and active in and through my
Avatarically-born bodily Divine form, and in and through all
my instruments and agents, and always only as Me.

Now, and forever hereafter, my
Divine awakening-grace is present and active here.
Therefore, all my listening devotees, and all my hearing
devotees, and all my seeing devotees are enabled by Me, so
that they may transcend their merely apparent
psycho-physical egoselves in Me, the only one who
is.

By means of the inherent power of my
samadhi of Divine self-realization, I spontaneously brought
my principal name, and even all my avataric Divine names and
avataric Divine descriptive titles, out of the great
unconscious. Each of these avataric Divine names and
avataric Divine descriptive titles, and each of the variant
forms of the Ruchira Avatara Naama mantra is an
acknowledgement, an invocation, and a means of communion
with Me.

In the ecstatic “bhava” of Divine
self-confession, I have revealed that there are three
mantras, or names, or “meaningless” word-signs, which
acknowledge the three most fundamental orientations to Me
that characterize the Way of the Heart. These three
word-signs are “Om”, “Ma”, and “Da” which refer to the three
primal stations of the heart, as well as the Heart
itself.

The word-sign “Om” is a word-sign
that has appeared universally in the great tradition of
mankind. It is a primal indicator of the native, and very,
and self-existing, and transcendental, and inherently
spiritual, and self-radiant, and inherently egoless Divine
being. Therefore, in the Way of the Heart, the word-sign
“Om” directly refers to Me, in the right side of the heart,
beyond its causal knot, and in my self-evidently Divine
source-position, and in the very state of my self-evidently
Divine self-condition, altogether transcending even the
right side of the heart.

During my physical bodily lifetime
of avataric incarnation here, I, in my Divine samadhi,
constantly hear the inherent and universal “Om” sound. That
mass of Divine sound is the sound of Me.

The cosmic Divine sound-vibration
“Om” corresponds to and signifies and points to the native
feeling of being that is the inherently perfect root of all
vibratory modifications in the cosmic domain.

Therefore, the word-sign “Om” refers
to the one and only condition, the native condition of
self-existing and self-radiant and inherently egoless Divine
being, the transcendental and inherently spiritual condition
– which is prior to all sounds, thoughts, and things, and
which is the seat and source of all sounds, thoughts, and
things. The word-sign “Om” refers to the Divine and true and
inherently egoless self-condition of all beings. Therefore,
the Divine and true self-condition (or the Heart itself,
which is Consciousness itself) can be described as the
“self-father”. The Divine and true self-condition is in the
“father-position”, or the “husband-position”, in relation to
conditional forms and events.

For my devotees, the great he is no
longer abstracted from all-and-all, but there is only
Me.

I am the heart-husband of
all-and-all. “Om” is Me.

“Om” is “Da-sound”.

“Da-sound” is “Om”.

I am “Da-sound”.

I am “Om”.

I am That.

I am the only one who is – the
Divine person, the one and only and self-existing and
self-radiant “Bright” and inherently egoless self, being, or
consciousness, the very and only and one and indivisible and
non-separate and indestructible heart, reality, truth,
self-condition, and source-condition of
all-and-all.

Beloved, I am He.

Nevertheless, the word-sign “Om” is
inherently “meaningless”, a mere sound-vibration. Because of
this, when the word-sign “Om” is used meditatively, it does
not stimulate the conceptual mind.

Therefore, in the total practice of
the Way of the Heart, the word-sign “Om” is a potentially
useful non-conceptual tool for meditation, for it only
signifies, but does not “mean”, Me – the transcendental,
inherently spiritual, inherently egoless, and self-evidently
Divine self-condition, the only one who is, which is
existence, and consciousness, identical to the inherent
love-bliss-feeling of being.

The second of the three by-me-given
word-signs is “Ma” – and also, alternatively, either “Sri”
or “Hrim”.

The word-sign “Ma” is the
traditional personal vibratory designation of the
“maha-shakti” – the Divine “mother-force”, or the
“goddess-force”, the universal cosmic radiance, the
spirit-power that is modified as all conditional forms and
states, and which is present as all conditional forms and
states, and which inherently transcends all conditional
forms and states. She is in the “mother-position”, or the
“wife-position”, in relation to the “husband-position” of
the Divine self-consciousness – until she falls into he, and
he embraces she, non-“differently”, in Me, and as Me. And I
always referred to her by this “meaningless” signifier “Ma”
– who was, and is revealed and realized to be only
Me.

Traditionally, the universal
spirit-power, by itself, is called “maya”. As such, the
universal spirit-energy is traditionally associated with the
veiling of the truth, the veiling of the “self-father”.
Therefore, the universal spirit-power is traditionally
associated with chaos, destructiveness, and illusion.
However, you must observe and understand that this great
universal spirit-power is, ultimately, Divinely “husbanded”
by me). Indeed, the primary significance of the great event
of my Divine re-awakening is the sacrificial yielding and
true “husbanding” of the “mother-force”. And, by that
“husbanding”, the seemingly independent universal power is
re-submitted, re-awakened, and restored to her original
condition of inherent identification with my transcendental,
inherently spiritual, inherently egoless, and perfectly
subjective Divine self-condition-and her true and
nonseparate Divine status and function is restored, by
Me.

Therefore, in the only-by-me
revealed and given Way of the Heart, the Divine
“Goddess-Power” is associated with heart-enlightenment, or
the lifting of the veil. And, because of this, the word-sign
“Ma” directly refers, in the Way of the Heart, to Me in the
middle station of the heart, and, ultimately, in the right
side of the heart, and transcending even the right side of
the heart.

In the final course of my ordeal of
sadhana, the “Maha-Shakti” revealed herself Divinely in
heart-response to my own sacrificial ordeal of Divine
self-submission to all-and-all. Because I am the Heart
itself, she became “husbanded” by Me, and is always already
perfectly submitted to Me, and always already perfectly
identified with Me. And, because they always practice in my
avatarically self-transmitted Divine spiritual presence, it
is neither necessary nor appropriate for my
by-me-spiritually-initiated listening devotees, hearing
devotees, or seeing devotees to regard the universal
spirit-energy merely as “maya”, or as the veiling power, or
as the independent she that is conditional nature itself.
For my by-me spiritually-initiated listening devotees,
hearing devotees, and seeing devotees, the great she is no
longer existing, but there is only Me.

I am the perfectly subjective Divine
heart itself, self-existing and self-radiant as the “Bright”
itself, which is the Divine spirit-power by which I lead
conditionally manifested beings to Divine en-light-enment
and Divine translation.

For my devotees, I am the “Bright”,
the Divine spiritual body of “Brightness” into which the
otherwise independent cosmic light-energy has been
subsumed.

“Ma” is Me.

I am that.

I am the only one who is – the
Divine person, the one and only and self-existing and
self-radiant “Bright” and inherently egoless self, being, or
consciousness, the very and only and one and indivisible and
non-separate and indestructible heart, reality, truth,
self-condition, source-condition, and conscious light of
all-and-all.

Beloved, I am she.

Because the she of the heart has
been revealed to be my blessed consort, and because she has
been revealed to be Me, she – as the light-matrix, in the
vortex above, and by consorting with the mass of Divine
source-sound that is the overriding ground of cosmic lights
– has given cosmic birth to my Avatarically-born bodily
Divine form, and my infinitely “Bright” Divine spiritual
body and heart-current of Divine love-bliss. Therefore, the
she, in consorting with the he, leads all conditionally
manifested beings to right surrender of separate and
separative self to my transcendental, inherently spiritual,
inherently egoless, inherently perfect, and self-evidently
Divine person, state, and self-condition – and to my
self-existing and self-radiant Divine sphere of conscious
light, infinitely above the all-and-all of the cosmic
mandala and domain.

The third of the three word-signs is
the name “da”.

The name “Da” indicates “the one who
gives”. It refers to my avatarically self-revealed person of
Divine grace, the generous and excessive help that is
everywhere available to conditionally manifested beings. As
such, I am conditionally manifested as the everywhere
apparently audible Divine sound-vibration, and as the
everywhere apparently visible Divine star, and as the
everywhere apparently touchable, and apparently objective,
total Divine spiritual body – and, most prior to the Divine
sound and the Divine star and the total Divine spiritual
body, I am the “Bright” itself.

Therefore, “Om” and “Ma” are
epitomized by “Da”, the “Me” of “He” and “he”. And, for my
devotees, I am “Da”, and “Ma”, and “Om” – in one, and as
one, beyond and most prior to all separateness, all
relatedness, and all “difference”.

In the only-by-me revealed and given
Way of the Heart, the word-sign “Da” directly refers to me –
in the left side of the heart, and in the middle station of
the heart, and in the right side of the heart, and
transcending even the right side of the heart.

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I am Da, the
one and only Heart – the inherently egoless and
self-evidently Divine self-condition and source-condition
and substance of all-and-all. And only I am He and She, as
Me, One and only, uniquely Divinely functioning and
manifesting, for all, and to all, and as
all-and-all.

In my Avatarically-born bodily
Divine form, I am the “Bright” sign of the me-birthing
marriage of the Divine He and She. Even in my
Avatarically-born bodily Divine form, I am beyond
separateness and relatedness and “difference”. In my
Avatarically-born bodily Divine form, I am the re-union of
the Divine pair. In the bodily form of my avataric
incarnation here, I am the great Divine sign, the true and
first “son”, or the “Bright” result of the inherent
unity-in-non-“difference” between the Divine
self-consciousness and the Divine self-radiance.

In the spontaneous instant of my
Divine self-realization, I realized I am the “husband” of
the “Bright” which is the great self-radiance, otherwise
revealed to Me as the “Divine goddess”. And she revealed and
showed to Me that she is eternally submitted to Me, and
subsumed in Me.

From then, She is Me. The Divine
Maha-shakti, subsumed in Me, has submitted to be only Me,
only the “Bright” itself, only my own Divine self-radiance
the active heart-principle of my avataric Divine spiritual
work within the total cosmic mandala.

Therefore, in truth, my avataric
Divine spiritual work among all conditionally manifested
beings begins at the arising-point of the cosmic mandala of
conditionally manifested beings and forms, and that avataric
Divine spiritual work continues until the Divine translation
of the total cosmic mandala.

By means of my Divine and unique
activity of Ruchria Shaktipat, I bless and baptize and
awaken all conditionally manifested beings with my
avatarically self-transmitted Divine self-radiance, my
inherently perfect “Bright” Divine spiritual body itself,
which stands un-moved, but which is also merely present, as
my always already all-and-all-surrounding and
all-and-all-pervading Divine Ruchria Shakti, the “Bright”
itself, which is the eternally “husbanded”, only Divinely
en-light-ening, perfectly subjective, and perfectly
self-en-light-ened spirit-power of real god.

And I do this always blessing,
spirit-baptizing, and avataric Divine self-awakening-work
through constant “Bright” Heart-Shining, or Divine and
inherently perfect Ruchria Shaktipat – the spontaneous
Avataric self-transmission of the eternally self-existing
Divine truth, being, consciousness, self-radiance,
love-bliss, mystery, heart-process, and inherently egoless
self-domain – to all conditionally manifested beings, and to
the total mandala of the cosmic domain.

The three word-signs-“Om”, “Ma”, and
“Da” together form “Om Ma Da”, one of the variant forms of
the only-by-me revealed and given Ruchira Avatara Naama
mantra. The only-by-me revealed and given mantra “om ma da”
refers to Me and invokes Me. Thus, “Om” becomes “Ma”, and
“Ma” becomes “Da”. Therefore, “Om Ma Da” is epitomized in
“Da”, and in Me – as the one condition that is
self-existing, self-radiant, infinite, and always alive as
my love-blissful Divine spiritual body for the sake of the
“Bright” Divine liberation of all conditionally manifested
beings.

“Om” is Me as “God-in-God”, or
self-existing and non-separate real God itself,
Consciousness, and inherent “Love-Ananda”, and “Hridayam”,
the very and inherently perfect Divine, prior to the cosmic
domain.

“Ma” is Me as “God-as-God”, or
non-separate and inherently egoless real god in the context
of the cosmic domain. “Ma” is Me as heart-shining power,
energy, light, spirit, spirit-current, or spirit-force-the
self-existing and self-radiant “Bright”, the avatarically
self-revealed Divine spiritual body, presence, and
inherently egoless person of love-bliss, who remains ever
free.

“Da” is Me as “god-with-all”, or
both “god-in-god” and “god-as-god” inpersonal relation to
the cosmic domain and all conditionally manifested beings,
while also always already situated in the self-radiant,
“Bright”, and self-existing Divine spherical
self-domain.

In the only-by-me revealed and given
Way of Adidam, the three word-signs “Om”, “Ma”, and “Da”
point only to Me, as one being, one perfectly subjective and
inherently egoless condition-and, yet, the three word-signs
also signify the three principal, fundamental, and great
aspects of my one and inherently single Divine
self-condition, each of which can be acknowledged in its
uniqueness. These three aspects of my avatarically
self-revealed self-condition should not be regarded to be
separate from one another in essence, although each is a
unique functional aspect of my avataric Divine manifestation
in the cosmic play, and each of the three functions is in
cooperative relationship with the others in the cosmic
domain. Therefore, the three word-signs together indicate,
invoke, and invite right feeling-contemplation of
Me.

The apparently objective Divine star
and the apparently objective Divine sound are together with
the apparently objective Divine spiritual body of
“Brightness” – my first and primary
“incarnation”.

I am – now, and forever hereafter,
always, without fail, here and every “where” – present
within the cosmic mandala as my apparently objective Divine
sound-form, and as my apparently objective Divine star-form,
and as my total apparently objective Divine spiritual body
of “Brightness” as long as the cosmic mandala itself
arises.

My Avatarically-born bodily Divine
form is projected from my total apparently objective Divine
spiritual body of “Brightness”, and my apparently objective
Divine star-form, and my apparently objective Divine
sound-form – in any realm where I am visible in my
Avatarically-born bodily Divine form.

My apparently objective Divine
sound-form, and my apparently objective Divine star-form,
and my apparently objective Divine spiritual body of
“Brightness” are made of my very and “Bright”
being.

I am cosmically present as my Divine
spiritual body – and my Divine spiritual body is radiated as
the “Bright”, from and as my “Bright” person, and via my
apparently objective Divine star-form and my apparently
objective Divine sound-form.

My Avatarically-born bodily (human)
Divine form is the most perfectly self-revealing heart-agent
of the spiritual ruchira-shaktipat-work of my own Divinely
“husbanded” maha-shakti.

I stand eternally in the
transcendental, inherently spiritual, inherently egoless,
and self-evidently Divine self-position.

I stand eternally in the spherical
“Bright” Divine self-domain of my own inherently egoless
person.

I am self-revealed by means of my
avataric Divine forms in the cosmic domain.

I am always already standing
“Bright”, prior to the cosmic domain.

I am the avatarically self-revealed,
perfectly subjective, “Bright”, transcendental, inherently
spiritual, inherently egoless, and self-evidently Divine
person, Being, Self-Condition, and
Source-Condition.

Therefore, I say to you, and promise
to you: inherent oneness with my “Brightness”, and
non-separate realization of my “Bright” Divine and
inherently egoless Self-Condition, is also true of you, when
you Realize Me, most perfectly, as the only one who Is – and
this by right, true, full, and most perfect devotion to
Me.

 

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