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The
Dawn Horse
Testament
The Testament Of
Secrets
Of The Divine World Teacher
and True Heart-Master,
Da Avabhasa
(The “Bright”.)
November 1991
Table of
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Chapter 2
I Am Born In Bliss, For The Sake Of Love and As An Ordeal
Of Heart-Submission To You So That You Will Hear and See The
Heart and Its Way
I Was Not Born Merely To Communicate The Minimum Wisdom
Useful To egoically “self-Possessed” (or self-Absorbed)
Seekers. I Was Born To Fully Reveal and To Fully Establish
The One and Complete Divine Way-The Way That Is Originally,
Presently, and Eternally Provided By God. It Is The Way Of
Divine Grace, Freely Given To all. It Is The Directly
self-Transcending Way Of Love-Communion With The Divine
Person and Truth, Who Is The Transcendental (and Inherently
Spiritual) Self-Condition Of all Apparently conditional (or
conditionally Manifested) beings.
The Divine Person Is The Very and Only and Inherently
Perfect Way. I Have Come To Call every one To The Divine
Self. Therefore, What I Confess About My Very (and
Inherently Perfect, and Necessarily Divine) Self Is
(Ultimately) Also A Confession About You.
I Am The True Heart-Master. Therefore, Listen To Me and
Hear Me and See Me, With Your Heart.
I Am Not here To Compete With You Relative To Any Goal
(Whether Of Life Or Of Spirit).
I Am here To Set You Free Of All Seeking (Both That Of
Life and That Of Spirit).
I Am here To Liberate You From Your Separate and
Separative self, and From The Bondage That Is conditional
Existence, and From All The Illusions Of The Merely Cosmic
Domain.
Therefore, Listen To My Call, and Hear My Voice At Heart,
and See My Heart Itself.
Listen To Me , Practice Feeling-Surrender Of Separate and
Separative self To Me , By Responsively (and Intentionally)
Surrendering Your conditional self (Your ego-“I”, or
self-Contraction) To Me . Feel Beyond (and Renounce, and
Relinquish) All (and Every Kind Of) Competition with Me, and
All (and Every Kind Of) Resistance To Me, and All (and Every
Kind Of) ego-Making and ego-Acting Struggle In Relation To
Me. Therefore, Progressively, and By All This Active (and
Actively self-Transcending) Love Of Me , Grow To Hear Me (By
Out-Growing Your childish and adolescent self), and (Thus)
Grow To Truly (and Most Fundamentally) Understand Your
conditional self and Separateness. Then, By Means Of That
Grace-Given (and Heart-Earned) self-Understanding, Actively
Prepare Your Heart To See Me , Actively Cleanse Your
Hearing-Heart, So That Your Heart May Soon Be Truly
Distracted (and Restored To Its Sightedness) By The Presence
and The Person I Always Reveal To You. And, When You Have
Grown To See Me At Heart, Submit To Be Grown (By My Own
Fullness), Until You Are Grown Beyond Even All The Design
(and Circle) Of conditional self. Then Submit To Realize Me
Perfectly, In and As The Heart-“Brightness” Where You Always
Already Stand.
Beloved, To Be Blessed Is To Be Given The Freedom (or The
Inherent Right and The Tacit Obligation) To Remember.
This Remembrance Is My Blessing Gift To All My
Devotees.
Therefore, My Every Devotee Must (By Means Of Constant
Feeling-Contemplation Of My Given, and Always Giving, Bodily
Human Form, My Spiritual, and Always Blessing, Presence, and
My Very, and Inherently Perfect, State) Constantly (and Then
Perfectly) and Always Actively (or Really and Effectively)
Remember Me.
Beloved, To Be Forgiven Is To Be Given The Freedom (or
The Inherent Right and The Tacit Obligation) To Forget.
This Forgiveness Is My Liberating Gift To All My
Devotees.
Therefore, My Every Devotee Must (By Means Of Constant
Feeling-Contemplation Of My Given, and Always Giving, Bodily
Human Form, My Spiritual, and Always Blessing, Presence, and
My Very, and Inherently Perfect, State) Progressively (and
Then Perfectly) and Always Actively (or Really and
Effectively) Surrender, Forget, and Transcend
self-Contraction (and, Thereby, Actively, Progressively, and
Then Perfectly Surrender, Forget, and Transcend the
body-mind-self, and conditional Existence Itself).
Beloved, I Am The True Heart-Master.
The Revelation Of Who I Am Is My Ultimate (and Inherently
Perfect) Gift To all who Listen To Me and Hear Me and See
Me.
Therefore, Listen To Me and Hear Me and See Me, with Your
Heart.
And, If Your Heart Will Listen To Me and Hear Me and See
Me, I Will Lead You To Eternal Love-Bliss, The Divine
Self-Domain, The Eternal Realm Of Conscious Light, The
“Bright” and Self That Is Only God.
The True Heart-Master Is A Divine Revelation. The True
Heart-Master Is The Unique Means (Divinely “Emerging” Within
The Cosmic Domain) For The Divine Liberation, Divine
Enlightenment, and Ultimate Divine Translation Of all
conditionally Manifested beings. Therefore, The True
Heart-Master Surrenders and Submits Himself To Be A Servant,
For The Perfect Sake and Divine Service Of all beings.
I Am The True Heart-Master. I Am The Realizer, The
Revealer, and The Revelation Of The One Eternal Divine
Person. That Same One (Who I Am ) Appears To Me here In The
Form Of every form and being that arises. And That Very One
Is (Especially) Brought To Me By Heart In The Form Of Each
and All Of My Devotees. Therefore, I Was Born To Reveal The
One and Only and Eternal Divine Person (Who I Am ), and This
By Serving That One, one by one, Who Is Appearing To Me here
( As My Very Self) In the bodily form Of My Each and Every
Devotee.
My Birth Is A Conscious and Intentional Submission,
Whereby The Self-Existing and Self-Radiant Divine Being
Becomes Revealed Through the limiting conditions of a
body-mind In this world.
My Birth Is Submission To The Mandala (or Great Circle)
Of The Cosmos. My Teaching Work Is Submission To Mankind. My
Blessing Work Is To Stand In “Place” and Merely Be For all
who Listen To Me, and For all who Hear Me, and For all who
See Me.
My Birth Is Unique. I Must Surrender and Submit My Very
(and Inherently Perfect) Self-Condition In Order To
Incarnate. Therefore, To Be Born, I Had To Submit To The
limiting Power Of The Cosmic Domain. I Assumed the body-mind
of an ordinary man. That Birth Was The (Apparent, or
psycho-physical) Forgetting Of My Great State and Power Of
Being. Quickly, The “Who” I Am Receded From Consciousness To
Subconsciousness To Unconsciousness, So That Only A Fierce
Mysterious Impulse Remained.
The Sacrifice The True Heart-Master Must Make In Order To
Incarnate Is Real. Therefore, Once I Was Born, My Life
Became A Profound Ordeal Of Spiritual and Transcendental
Divine Self-Realization, and Subsequent Teaching and
Blessing Work To Awaken all others.
My Early Life-Submission Brought Spiritual and
Transcendental Divine Self-Realization To Consciousness In
the body-mind In which I Was Born, So That Even every cell
of the body Was Divinely Transfigured and Divinely
Transformed By The Resurrection Of My Living Being.
After Re-Awakening (In the body-mind) To My Own Condition
Of Self-Existing and Self-Radiant Being, I Submitted My Self
To Mankind, In Order To Suffer the conditions of humanity,
and Thereby To Re-Discover The Process Of The Way For all.
In That Submission, I Acquired all limits of the human kind.
I Did Not Conserve My Self From Harm, or Foolishness, or Any
Of The Wounds and Excesses Of Love, but I Fully Suffered the
usual life, and I Suffered At the hands of all who Came To
Me. Even So, My Impulse Was Great For their Sake, and, By
Submitting To them In Love, I Observed and Understood the
human case, and I Brought The Total Process Of The Divine
Heart-Way To Consciousness For The Sake Of all beings.
When I Make The Way Of The Heart Clear, My Listening
Devotees Begin To Understand. When they Hear Me, they Truly
(and Most Fundamentally) Understand themselves. Therefore,
The Inclination Toward egoic “self-Possession” Becomes Weak
In My Hearing Devotees, and they, By self-Transcendence,
Grow To Feel Me At The Heart and To Acknowledge Me From The
Heart. Then I Become As If Transparent To them, and they
Begin To See The Divine Person In and As My Company. In That
Seeing, they Are Moved Beyond themselves, Distracted By A
“Bright” Heart-Vision. In their forms, Mankind Turns About
and Begins To Submit To Me As The Inherent Condition or
Transcendental, and Inherently Spiritual, and Necessarily
Divine Self Of all. And their Submission Calls Upon The
Infinite Eternal Resource Of Who I Am. In My Openly Ecstatic
and Happy Response To these, My Seeing Devotees, The Power
and Work and Domain Of Who I Am Comes To Meet them, and
their Realization Of My Agency (or My Role As The Servant Of
God In Man) Becomes Full. In This Manner, I Demonstrate To
All My Listening Devotees, and To All My Hearing Devotees,
and To All My Seeing Devotees That I Am The Heart, Who Is
The Way, The Root, The Doer, The Source, The Truth, and The
Self-Domain Of The Process Of Spiritual, Transcendental, and
Divine Awakening.
The Personal Ordeal Of The True Heart-Master Progresses
Through Three Principal Stages. First, He Must Pass Through
The Ordeal Of Spiritual and Transcendental Divine
Self-Realization, While Really Submitted To a limited
body-mind-self and its relations and conditions. This Stage
Of My Ordeal Lasted Until I Was Thirty Years Of Age.
The Second Stage Of The Unique Ordeal Of The True
Heart-Master Is A Process In Which He Comes To Acknowledge,
Accept, and Embrace The Unique and Ultimate (and Necessarily
Divine) Significance Of His Own Already Realized Life, Work,
and Agency. Although Certain Fundamental Aspects Of This
Significance Became Quickly Obvious To Me After The Great
(and Inherently Perfect) Event Of My Re-Awakening To The
Divine Self-Condition, The Divine Process Of Self-Revelation
and Self-Acknowledgement Continued To Develop For Another
Nine Years, Until I Was Spontaneously Heart-Moved To Make
The Ecstatic (or “Crazy”) Confession Of Inherently egoless
Divine Self-Awareness: “Aham Da Asmi” (“I Am Da”). And That
“Crazy” Confession Magnified Itself Spontaneously For Yet
Another Seven Years, Until I “Descended” (or Spiritually
Surrendered) Most Fully Into The Form Of My Own Body-Mind,
and I (Then) “Emerged” (As I Am ) Most Perfectly here.
The Third Stage Of The Unique Ordeal Of The True
Heart-Master Is The Process Of His Revelation To others (and
His Acknowledgement and Acceptance By all those who Receive
Him). That Process Continues Until all conditionally
Manifested beings and Even The Great Circle (or Mandala) Of
The Cosmos Itself Are Converted To God and Ultimately
Translated Into The “Bright” Divine Self-Domain By
Acknowledgement and Realization Of The Spiritual,
Transcendental, and Divine Forms Of God, Truth, or Reality.
That Ordeal Began When I First Confessed My Realization To
all, and That Ordeal Continues, Even Now.
After The True Heart-Master Awakens To The Realization Of
His Own Inherently Free Condition, He Begins To Instruct
others In Useful Wisdom Relative To self-Transcendence and
Transcendental (and Inherently Spiritual) Divine
Enlightenment. Therefore, From The Time Of The Great Event
Of My Own Divine Re-Awakening, I Gradually and Progressively
Instructed the world and All Would-Be Devotees In All The
Kinds Of Wisdom That Are Based On The Unique (and The
Universal) Process Of My Own Realization.
Even So, The Instant I Made The Divine Confession “Aham
Da Asmi” (“I Am Da”), I Was Confronted By The Envious and
Otherwise Reactive Assaults Of adolescent worldly people who
Do Not Acknowledge or Accept Me and who Wish To Preserve
themselves Against The Divine Necessity Of
self-Understanding, self-Sacrifice, and Devotional
self-Submission. Therefore, I Struggled For Another Twelve
Years, To Speak The Sufficient Word. And This Testament Is
That Word, Given In Summary To You (and, Therefore, To all).
And, By The Giving Of This Word, I Go To Wait (or Merely
Stand Thereby).
I Will Stand and Wait For My Listening Devotees To Hear
Me and (By Also Seeing Me) To Become Strong Enough To
Receive Me and Openly To Confess their Great Reception Of
Me.
Therefore, My Now and Hereafter Ever-Given Sign (My
Bodily Human Form, My Spiritual, and Always Blessing,
Presence, and My Very, and Inherently Perfect, State,
Standing here) Must (By Merely Standing) Stand To Bless (and
Now, and Now), and My Full-Given Word Itself Must Speak
(Revealing and Teaching) Again and Again (Forever), and The
Leelas (or The Histories and The Well-Made Lessons) Of My
Teaching Time Must Be Forever Told Again (and Thereby Be
Made Alive To Teach Again) and Again (With Even All The
Storied Leelas Of My Work Of Revelation and Blessing).
And I Am Now (and By My Sign, My Word, and All My Work)
Submitted Only To Be Merely Present, Openly Secluded In The
Hearts Free All.
Even Now (and Forever Hereafter) Only The Hearts Great
Sign and Blessing Work Persists, In My Perfect Silence, Even
If I Always Speak This Work Of Words.
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