The Dawn Horse Testament (1991) – Adi Da Samraj – Da Avabhasa




The
Dawn Horse
Testament

The Testament Of
Secrets
Of The Divine World Teacher
and True Heart-Master,
Da Avabhasa
(The “Bright”.)

November 1991
Table of
Contents


Chapter 2

 

I Am Born In Bliss, For The Sake Of Love and As An Ordeal
Of Heart-Submission To You So That You Will Hear and See The
Heart and Its Way

I Was Not Born Merely To Communicate The Minimum Wisdom
Useful To egoically “self-Possessed” Seekers. I Was Born To
Fully Reveal and To Fully Establish The One and Complete
Divine Way – The Way That Is Originally, Presently, and
Eternally Provided By God. It Is The Way Of Divine Grace,
Freely Given To all. It Is The Directly self-Transcending
Way Of Love-Communion With The Divine Person and Truth, Who
Is The Transcendental Self-Condition Of all Apparently
conditional beings.

The Divine Person Is The Very and Only and Inherently
Perfect Way. I Have Come To Call every one To The Divine
Self. Therefore, What I Confess About My Very Self Is Also A
Confession About You.

I Am The True Heart-Master. Therefore, Listen To Me and
Hear Me and See Me, With Your Heart.

I Am Not here To Compete With You Relative To Any
Goal.

I Am here To Set You Free Of All Seeking.

I Am here To Liberate You From Your Separate and
Separative self, and From The Bondage That Is conditional
Existence, and From All The Illusions Of The Merely Cosmic
Domain.

Therefore, Listen To My Call, and Hear My Voice At Heart,
and See My Heart Itself.

Listen To Me , Practice Feeling-Surrender Of Separate and
Separative self To Me , By Responsively Surrendering Your
conditional self To Me . Feel Beyond All Competition with
Me, and All Resistance To Me, and All ego-Making and
ego-Acting Struggle In Relation To Me. Therefore,
Progressively, and By All This Active Love Of Me , Grow To
Hear Me, and Grow To Truly Understand Your conditional self
and Separateness. Then, By Means Of That Grace-Given
self-Understanding, Actively Prepare Your Heart To See Me ,
Actively Cleanse Your Hearing-Heart, So That Your Heart May
Soon Be Truly Distracted By The Presence and The Person I
Always Reveal To You. And, When You Have Grown To See Me At
Heart, Submit To Be Grown, Until You Are Grown Beyond Even
All The Design Of conditional self. Then Submit To Realize
Me Perfectly, In and As The Heart-“Brightness” Where You
Always Already Stand.

Beloved, To Be Blessed Is To Be Given The Freedom To
Remember.

This Remembrance Is My Blessing Gift To All My
Devotees.

Therefore, My Every Devotee Must Constantly and Always
Actively Remember Me.

Beloved, To Be Forgiven Is To Be Given The Freedom To
Forget.

This Forgiveness Is My Liberating Gift To All My
Devotees.

Therefore, My Every Devotee Must Progressively and Always
Actively Surrender, Forget, and Transcend
self-Contraction.

Beloved, I Am The True Heart-Master.

The Revelation Of Who I Am Is My Ultimate Gift To all who
Listen To Me and Hear Me and See Me.

Therefore, Listen To Me and Hear Me and See Me, with Your
Heart.

And, If Your Heart Will Listen To Me and Hear Me and See
Me, I Will Lead You To Eternal Love-Bliss, The Divine
Self-Domain, The Eternal Realm Of Conscious Light, The
“Bright” and Self That Is Only God.

The True Heart-Master Is A Divine Revelation. The True
Heart-Master Is The Unique Means For The Divine Liberation,
Divine Enlightenment, and Ultimate Divine Translation Of all
conditionally Manifested beings. Therefore, The True
Heart-Master Surrenders and Submits Himself To Be A Servant,
For The Perfect Sake and Divine Service Of all beings.

I Am The True Heart-Master. I Am The Realizer, The
Revealer, and The Revelation Of The One Eternal Divine
Person. That Same One Appears To Me here In The Form Of
every form and being that arises. And That Very One Is
Brought To Me By Heart In The Form Of Each and All Of My
Devotees. Therefore, I Was Born To Reveal The One and Only
and Eternal Divine Person, and This By Serving That One, one
by one, Who Is Appearing To Me here In the bodily form Of My
Each and Every Devotee.

My Birth Is A Conscious and Intentional Submission,
Whereby The Self-Existing and Self-Radiant Divine Being
Becomes Revealed Through the limiting conditions of a
body-mind In this world.

My Birth Is Submission To The Mandala Of The Cosmos. My
Teaching Work Is Submission To Mankind. My Blessing Work Is
To Stand In “Place” and Merely Be For all who Listen To Me,
and For all who Hear Me, and For all who See Me.

My Birth Is Unique. I Must Surrender and Submit My Very
Self-Condition In Order To Incarnate. Therefore, To Be Born,
I Had To Submit To The limiting Power Of The Cosmic Domain.
I Assumed the body-mind of an ordinary man. That Birth Was
The Forgetting Of My Great State and Power Of Being.
Quickly, The “Who” I Am Receded From Consciousness To
Subconsciousness To Unconsciousness, So That Only A Fierce
Mysterious Impulse Remained.

The Sacrifice The True Heart-Master Must Make In Order To
Incarnate Is Real. Therefore, Once I Was Born, My Life
Became A Profound Ordeal Of Spiritual and Transcendental
Divine Self-Realization, and Subsequent Teaching and
Blessing Work To Awaken all others.

My Early Life-Submission Brought Spiritual and
Transcendental Divine Self-Realization To Consciousness In
the body-mind In which I Was Born, So That Even every cell
of the body Was Divinely Transfigured and Divinely
Transformed By The Resurrection Of My Living Being.

After Re-Awakening To My Own Condition Of Self-Existing
and Self-Radiant Being, I Submitted My Self To Mankind, In
Order To Suffer the conditions of humanity, and Thereby To
Re-Discover The Process Of The Way For all. In That
Submission, I Acquired all limits of the human kind. I Did
Not Conserve My Self From Harm, or Foolishness, or Any Of
The Wounds and Excesses Of Love, but I Fully Suffered the
usual life, and I Suffered At the hands of all who Came To
Me. Even So, My Impulse Was Great For their Sake, and, By
Submitting To them In Love, I Observed and Understood the
human case, and I Brought The Total Process Of The Divine
Heart-Way To Consciousness For The Sake Of all beings.

When I Make The Way Of The Heart Clear, My Listening
Devotees Begin To Understand. When they Hear Me, they Truly
Understand themselves. Therefore, The Inclination Toward
egoic “self-Possession” Becomes Weak In My Hearing Devotees,
and they, By self-Transcendence, Grow To Feel Me At The
Heart and To Acknowledge Me From The Heart. Then I Become As
If Transparent To them, and they Begin To See The Divine
Person In and As My Company. In That Seeing, they Are Moved
Beyond themselves, Distracted By A “Bright” Heart-Vision. In
their forms, Mankind Turns About and Begins To Submit To Me
As The Inherent Condition or Transcendental, and Inherently
Spiritual, and Necessarily Divine Self Of all. And their
Submission Calls Upon The Infinite Eternal Resource Of Who I
Am. In My Openly Ecstatic and Happy Response To these, My
Seeing Devotees, The Power and Work and Domain Of Who I Am
Comes To Meet them, and their Realization Of My Agency
Becomes Full. In This Manner, I Demonstrate To All My
Listening Devotees, and To All My Hearing Devotees, and To
All My Seeing Devotees That I Am The Heart, Who Is The Way,
The Root, The Doer, The Source, The Truth, and The
Self-Domain Of The Process Of Spiritual, Transcendental, and
Divine Awakening.

The Personal Ordeal Of The True
Heart-Master Progresses Through Three Principal Stages.
First, He Must Pass Through The Ordeal Of Spiritual and
Transcendental Divine Self-Realization, While Really
Submitted To a limited body-mind-self and its relations and
conditions. This Stage Of My Ordeal Lasted Until I Was
Thirty Years Of Age.

The Second Stage Of The Unique Ordeal Of The True
Heart-Master Is A Process In Which He Comes To Acknowledge,
Accept, and Embrace The Unique and Ultimate Significance Of
His Own Already Realized Life, Work, and Agency. Although
Certain Fundamental Aspects Of This Significance Became
Quickly Obvious To Me After The Great Event Of My
Re-Awakening To The Divine Self-Condition, The Divine
Process Of Self-Revelation and Self-Acknowledgement
Continued To Develop For Another Nine Years, Until I Was
Spontaneously Heart-Moved To Make The Ecstatic Confession Of
Inherently egoless Divine Self-Awareness: “Aham Da Asmi”.
And That “Crazy” Confession Magnified Itself Spontaneously
For Yet Another Seven Years, Until I “Descended” Most Fully
Into The Form Of My Own Body-Mind, and I “Emerged” Most
Perfectly here.

The Third Stage Of The Unique Ordeal Of The True
Heart-Master Is The Process Of His Revelation To others.
That Process Continues Until all conditionally Manifested
beings and Even The Great Circle Of The Cosmos Itself Are
Converted To God and Ultimately Translated Into The “Bright”
Divine Self-Domain By Acknowledgement and Realization Of The
Spiritual, Transcendental, and Divine Forms Of God, Truth,
or Reality. That Ordeal Began When I First Confessed My
Realization To all, and That Ordeal Continues, Even Now.

After The True Heart-Master Awakens To The Realization Of
His Own Inherently Free Condition, He Begins To Instruct
others In Useful Wisdom Relative To self-Transcendence and
Transcendental Divine Enlightenment. Therefore, From The
Time Of The Great Event Of My Own Divine Re-Awakening, I
Gradually and Progressively Instructed the world and All
Would-Be Devotees In All The Kinds Of Wisdom That Are Based
On The Unique Process Of My Own Realization.

Even So, The Instant I Made The Divine Confession “Aham
Da Asmi”, I Was Confronted By The Envious and Otherwise
Reactive Assaults Of adolescent worldly people who Do Not
Acknowledge or Accept Me and who Wish To Preserve themselves
Against The Divine Necessity Of self-Understanding,
self-Sacrifice, and Devotional self-Submission. Therefore, I
Struggled For Another Twelve Years, To Speak The Sufficient
Word. And This Testament Is That Word, Given In Summary To
You. And, By The Giving Of This Word, I Go To Wait.

Will Stand and Wait For My Listening Devotees To Hear Me
and To Become Strong Enough To Receive Me and Openly To
Confess their Great Reception Of Me.

Therefore, My Now and Hereafter Ever-Given Sign Must
Stand To Bless, and My Full-Given Word Itself Must Speak
Again and Again, and The Leelas Of My Teaching Time Must Be
Forever Told Again and Again.

And I Am Now Submitted Only To Be Merely Present, Openly
Secluded In The Hearts Free All.

Even Now Only The Hearts Great Sign and Blessing Work
Persists, In My Perfect Silence, Even If I Always Speak This
Work Of Words.


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