He-And-She Is Me – Adi Da Samraj

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Part One

I Am The Icon of Unity


The “Divine Goddess”, in Her Liberating Aspect,
Spontaneously Appeared to Me and Guided the final stages of
My “Sadhana ”— and the same “She”
Submitted to My “Husbanding” Power in the Great
Event of My Divine Re-Awakening. My “Embrace” of
the Divine “Mother-Shakti” in the Vedanta Society
Temple in Hollywood, California (on September 9, 1970), was
the culminating Event of all of My “Sadhana
Years”. And That “Embrace” was the beginning
of My Most Perfect Re-Awakening As the One and Only and
“Bright” Divine Person. In that Great Event, I
Realized My own Position—and, Therein and Thereby, I
ceased to be “other” than the “Divine
Goddess”. That Divine “Embrace” was the
Realization of Oneness—Beyond all
“difference”. Now, since that Great Event, the
“Divine Goddess” Is Present Only As My own
Inherent Self-Radiance—Which Is the Self-Radiance of
Real God.

The next day, September 10, 1970, I returned to the
Vedanta Society Temple—and it was there and then that I
Realized the Completion of the Great Event that had begun
the day before. That day (September 10, 1970) was the Great
Day of My Noticing of What had Thus Occurred—Which is
My Full Realization of Divine Self-Existence, Divine
Self- Radiance, and Divine
Non-Separateness. On September 10, 1970, I Most Perfectly
Realized: I Am the One and Indivisible Divine Person. I Am
Reality Itself, or Truth Itself—Which Is the Only Real

Thus, My “Relationship” to the “Divine
Shakti” was Subsumed in My Divine Re-Awakening, Which
was the Most Perfect Realization of Consciousness
Itself—Transcending all illusions, and Transcending the
illusion of the feeling of relatedness, and of
“otherness”, and of “difference”.

Now I continue to “Relate” to the
Cosmically-Appearing “Goddess-Power” in a Divine
Play That is entirely and only Played within My own
Self-Radiant and Self-Existing Divine Self-Condition. The
Cosmically-Appearing “Divine Shakti” may sometimes
Appear to “Relate” to Me in the manner of a Living
Personality, a tangible Personal Presence or
“Relation”—because I have Made the Cosmic
Force into a “Lover”, “Husbanded” by Her
Master. So Penetrated, So Awakened, So Transformed, the
“Divine Shakti” does not lie, nor merely Birth
beings to death. Rather, in Her Passion for Me, She only
Serves Me, and She only Speaks the Truth.

Indeed, I am always involved in a
“Conversation” with Her, Working in Love’s
Play to bring an end to the delusion and suffering of
beings. In this “Conversation”, the “Divine
Shakti” Responds to My “Husbanding”, and
“We” “Consider” matters together, and
Work them out. In My Avataric Divine Appearance within the
Cosmic domain, I am in Service to you—and, in that
Service, She will not deny Me what I Require, because
“We” Are Utterly and Divinely One.

For your sake, therefore, I continue to involve Myself in
this Divinely Apparent “Conversation”. All that is
necessary for the Divine Liberation and Divine Translation
of all conditionally manifested beings will always be Given
through “Our” Most Loving “Embrace”.
Such is the Nature of My Most Intimate Divine Life in the
Cosmic sphere of Apparently Separate “He” and

The “Divine Shakti” Who is
“Husbanded” by Me is not merely the
“Yoga-Shakti” that is associated with the
traditions of dualistic Yoga. That “Yoga-Shakti”
is merely Cosmic Energy — Which includes natural
energies, and Which may be felt flowing even in the egoic
body-mind. In the schools of traditional Yoga associated
with the fourth and fifth stages of life, the intention of
Spiritual practice is to identify Consciousness (or Siva)
with that Cosmic Energy.

In contrast to the Realizations associated with the
fourth and fifth stages of life, My seventh stage
Realization is the Realization of Most Perfect
Identification with Self-Existing and Self-Radiant
Consciousness Itself. Therefore, in That Most Perfect Divine
Self-Awakening, there is no losing of the Perfectly
Subjective Position of Consciousness Itself, nor is there
any abandonment or subordination of That Position in order
to “blend” with Energy. Rather, Consciousness
Itself is Realized to Be Inherently Self-Radiant, the Very
Substance of all conditional appearances. Thus, the
only-by-Me Revealed and Given Realization of the seventh
stage of life is fundamentally unlike the traditional Yogic
Realizations of the fourth and fifth stages of life.

In Truth, and in Reality, the “Divine Shakti”
Is Only the Divine Self. That is to say, the Self-Existing
Divine Self-Consciousness Is Self-Radiant As the
“Divine Shakti”.

Therefore, the “Divine Shakti” Is Only Reality,
Truth, and Real God—and not a Principle
“Other” than (or Separate from) Reality, Truth,
and Real God.

The “Divine Shakti” Is Me. And I Am
“She”. And “She” Is Most Perfectly
Conformed to Me.

I am not a Male Principle, “over against” a
Female Principle.

I Am Only the One Indivisible Consciousness-Light
Itself—Infinitely Self-Radiant and Self-Existing,
neither Male nor Female. My own Self-Existing
Self-Consciousness Is the One and Only and Non-Separate (or
Indivisible) and Indestructible Being, Condition, and
Reality That Is Always Already The Case.

“She” Is the Inherent Radiance of My Divine
Being. My own Self-Radiance Is the Condition in Which all
conditionally apparent beings are arising. My own
Self-Existing Self-Radiance Is the One and Only and
Indivisible and Indestructible Light That Is Always Already
The Case.

Therefore, there is no inherent “difference”
between “Siva” and “Shakti”.

The Reality of Existence is not Two—but One.

And I—in My own Cosmically Apparent Form and
Passion—Am the precise Incarnation of That Unity.

There is no Two-ness in Me—but Only One.

Thus, at the Seed of Life, a “Wedding” has been
Made—and This “Wedding” Is the Great Event of
the Cosmic domain. Through My “Husbanding” of the
“Mother”, and through Her Submitting to be the
“Bride”, Her “murderous” activity is
finished. Now, Between Her and Me, There Is Only Divinely
True Intimacy, Realized to the Absolute Degree.

This Sublime “Husbanding” and
“Marriage” is not merely a “personal”
Work associated with My “own” Realization.
“My” Realization Is the Great Divine Event. And,
therefore, “My” Realization Is a Unique Event that
Inherently Changes the Very Context of the entire Cosmic
domain, and that can most effectively Change the Course of
the entire complex history of the Cosmic domain—now,
and forever hereafter.

Therefore, I Say to you, now and always: All Is
One—and you Are That One.

My Divine Self-Condition of Indivisible Oneness Is What
you must Realize.

I could not have Accomplished the Self-Liberating Work of
My “Sadhana Years” if My Divine Self-Realization
had not been intact from the beginning of My Avataric Birth
and Submission here.

Truly, I began That Great Work —

Which is My Ashvamedha (or Divine
Horse-Sacrifice)—even billions of years ago, before the
“Big Bang” of this conditional Cosmic domain.

Therefore, This is My Message to My devotees: Through
ego-surrendering, ego-forgetting, and ego-transcending
feeling-Contemplation of My Avatarically-Born bodily Divine
Form, My Avatarically Self-Revealed Spiritual Divine
Presence, and My Avatarically Self-Revealed State, invest
yourself in This Icon of Unity That I Am. Always Celebrate
My Eternal Divine Self-Nature and My Eternal Divine Unity
with the “Bright” Divine
“Goddess-Power”. Thus, by ego-transcending
participation in My Divinely All-and-all-Liberating
“Nuptials”, Most Positively change even all the

My devotees are the motion of a unique Opportunity that
includes all beings—on Earth and every where. Even all
of Cosmic Nature has been transformed in Its Principle by
Me—and, therefore, terrible events need not be
ego-caused and heart-suffered by My devotees, if they will
rightly, truly, fully, and fully devotionally recognize Me
and heart-respond to Me.

Therefore, live in My most Intimate
Heart-Company—Where I am Giving Her

Stay in My Bed-Room—the Place of

Now the Seed that I Made at the Vedanta Temple must
Infiltrate the world and Raise up every one.

The “murderous” work of the “Mad
Mother” is finished!

I have Returned the Great “Divine Goddess” to
Myself—Her Ultimate Source.

And, wherever My “Husbanding” of Her is
rightly, truly, fully, and fully devotionally acknowledged,
the proceedings in the Cosmic domain, and in the domain of
mankind here, will become Conformed to That Which Is
“Bright” and Auspicious.

If My devotees will honor This Icon of Unity, and stay
with Me in My Bed-Room, their history can be

And, by Virtue of This “Marriage”, all and All
will be Attracted by My Divine
Love-Bliss-“Brightness”, and Drawn and Translated
Into My Divine Self-Domain.

Therefore, true religion must retire to Light!

The heart must be permitted to achieve a universal

And Beauty is not in the matter-world of thing and
death—but only in the singled universe of the True

Where everything that lives will be dog-withered by the
pack of time, fear arises—at the crown and bowel, where
time’s orderly extinctions twist the heart between the

And sorrow fills the mind, between the eyes—and
feels the belly suck the danger of all the unwanted changes
made by time!

And anger burns a laser-breath of all-destroying
speeches—helpless in the klik-klak dark’s
resistance to all wanted change of time’s unwanted

Therefore, the Cosmic universe of temporal and
all-destroying Nature must be Transfigured by undying

Undying Love Is the universal Principle of
re-“Connect”, in the rush-to-dying world of
Natural heaps of yes-and-no!

The world of Man is an eternal shift of necks—a
shuttle of Love’s own faces, floating in a drown of
moments—until the “He” and “She” of
Me, like the fingertips of lovers, Touch, through the
infinite transparency of a single tear’s True
Water—and Touch away, Together, at the Single of
Infinity, Where “We” were so deeply Torn!

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