Julie Anderson – Contact
Dear Beezone Visitor,
Over the many years Julie Anderson has been on Beezone, sharing her leelas of Adi Da Samraj, many people have enjoyed listening to her stories and recollections. It therefore came as a disappointment to many to learn that Julie no longer wishes to have her current leelas presented on Beezone.
But there is good news for those who wish to continue listening to Julie and following her work. Julie now has her own website, where you can stay current with her work and continue to hear her leelas and recollections of Adi Da Samraj.
We wish Julie well and encourage those who have appreciated her contributions on Beezone over the years to visit her website:
Below is an excerpt from her site:
Julie Anderson: It is now April 2026. Early last year I made a difficult but necessary choice to enter into a period of relative isolation and refuge. Without going into the intimate and practical details surrounding this choice it feels important to highlight the more significant and essentially broad reasons for doing so.
I came to a cross road because becoming a target, literally or psychically has brought on “ill-health symptoms”. I decided that it was no longer auspiciously viable to place myself in positions whereby these symptoms reared their head. It was not usefully effective to do so. This is not a forever conclusion. Nothing is in this realm where inevitable limits become obvious. A new motion was required. So I have been living virtually on retreat with very little contact with anyone except with a few, chosen close family. I have spontaneously resorted to producing simple, humble artistic anecdotes about “Bright” Adi Da and His Work and Word and observations about “right” responsiveness and auspicious signs or lack thereof.
I am clearly aware however, that there is nothing I have done that seems to touch the collective refusal to choose the required “turn about” action that would necessarily encompass the entire gathering of recognition responsive beings and to thus “righten” the colossal failure and continuing cultic activity that destructively discolors His Radical Reality Truth Gifts.
I am not looking to be agreed with, nor am I looking for egoic attention or love. Nor am I interested in aggravated debate. I am in His Love Light Being and that is sufficient. I am not intending to speak about anything other than what He has Said and Revealed about HIS direct experience in Love relationship throughout His Lifetime. Adi Da, Adept of Conscious Light, plants and germinates revolutionary insight and growth with radiantly reverberating impact in all hearts yearning for Reality Truth.
This site is my heart-offering intended to evoke an open dialogue (that does not presently exist) amongst whoever chooses to do so. It is designed to Reveal Adi Da’s uniquely clarifying voice and provide a record of events for devotees and “non-devotees” who, in turn, can share together their insights, experiences and awakened understanding that Reveal Who He Truly IS; not a misunderstood, scapegoated, or revised version.
To fully understand all the nuances of this issue will require research, study and conversing with trusted intimates, many different devotees of Adi Da and responsive respectful public. In doing so you will be choosing to enter into a space that is challenging and confronting, while necessary for growth. Please bear with me as you read, consider and share this radically insightful material. All of what is offered here is validated and clarified by Avatar Adi Da’s intimate interactions, communications, demonstration and prophetic literary and visual art Works (see the links provided in the “Links” page on this site). Adi Da intentionally repeated Himself in so many ingeniously creative ways and at different times and to many different individuals in His address to personal and universal pre-patterned errors and illusions of egoity and uniquely to the root ego act itself.
Anything I offer here in serving to sensitize us all to His human life, I have personally observed, heard numerous times beginning in 1976 and incisively felt. I have taken handwritten notes as He spoke or technically recorded His speaking (as have numerous others). These passionate, esoteric and vulnerable expressions of His must be wisely communicated by devotees while being sensitively, compassionately and acutely received and felt by all.
Most all of what will be presented has (and is) unnecessarily, fearfully, self defensively, been hidden or selectively, manipulatively withheld or misused by those in positions of power within the past and present hierarchical structures and by indiscriminate followers of institutional and cultural Adidam. Obviously, there are matters of confidentiality that should not be breached in an obligation of wise protection, not only of Adi Da but for all those He Lovingly embraced and took seriously in their request for blessings, instruction, growth and awakening.
In these recent years I came to learn that communications and materials about His Way have been collected and stored by many different individuals outside the institutional archives. Why? Because there is uncertainty that the truth of what is being communicated by the leadership of Adidam can be trusted. Why? As could be expected, communications were at times skewed depending on who was communicating (on behalf of Adi Da) and to what degree hidden agendas were at play. It is important to note that both the authorities and general practitioners who played multiple roles, at different times in relationship to Adi Da and His Work made mistakes and have learned many momentous lessons in doing so, with more to be understood. After all, one of the significant tenets of the Divine Reality Way depends on understanding critically significant errors and illusion in relationship to one another and Reality Itself!
In present time, the truth of the matter is significant lessons still need to be learned in order to authenticate Adidam as the True Culture He defined in detail as required for His Transmission Work to be embodied by a group of truly tested and proven advanced renunciate practitioners. This ORDER is essential to enable His Way to go beyond simply being an organizational structure that serves the Gifts He established and for His Blessing and Instructions to be extended from these Gifts. There is a bizarre but paradoxically understandable resistance to this continued necessary authentication process at present.
This website is not meant as a defense in relationship to many of the past controversies around Adi Da and His devotees. This is a profound esoteric offering about Divine Reality Truth for serious students, aspirants and practitioners of all traditions and cultures. What responsive individuals and our collective heart intentions are struggling with now (as barely a beginning foundation) is that we have yet to provide a matured and full vessel (mandala) for His profoundly unique Transmission. This has been a repetitive ego drama around all Realizers throughout all time. Will such repetitive patterning continue, or will we transcend this ego act collectively? This is what is to be observed and understood and demonstrated.
Because of the scapegoating game that is rampant in this ego made world, I have made a necessary heart decision relative to participation on this forum. In heart felt love and service to all interested in what is exposed on this site please compassionately understand that this blog will not be enabled as a platform for interactive conversation.