What Is the Conscious Process? In The Liberator (Eleutherios), I have written: “Be
Conscious as the Feeling of Being and Realize that It Is
Radiant Happiness.” This Admonition summarizes the Teaching
relative to the “conscious process.” And that practice
epitomizes and fulfills the entire Way that I Teach. However, it must be understood that this Practice or
ultimate Realization of the conscious process is not a
matter of remaining fixed in the conscious or merely
left-brained mind of the waking state. It is a matter of
Realizing the Transcendental Condition of Consciousness,
Free Being, or Self-Radiant Happiness–what is called
“Turiya,” or the “fourth state,” in the Hindu tradition.
Therefore, the ultimate Realization of the conscious process
requires, as a matter of real preparation, the liberation of
attention from the self contraction (or ego-bond), and thus
the liberation of attention (or functional consciousness),
from bondage to the limiting structures of the three common
states–waking, dreaming, and sleeping. For this reason, the practical discipline of the Way that
I Teach involves not only a sequence of preparatory
disciplines or phases of the conscious process (finally
epitomized in the Realization of the Practice as described
above), but also a culture of associated secondary or
supportive disciplines, all of which may be regarded to be
forms of the general practice I call “conductivity.” Apart from the conscious process (generated in the form
of true prayer, enquiry, recognition, and the first two
stages of the Perfect Practice), my devotees also practice a
broad spectrum of functional and relational disciplines
(relating to general health, diet, sexuality, intimate
society, community, and so on). These disciplines, in the
midst of the entire culture of devotion, study, and right
relationship to the Spiritual Influence of the Adept
Spiritual Master, are a secondary but necessary supportive
regime of practice that ultimately provides the maturity or
free ground for the fulfillment of the conscious
process. As I have always indicated, the fulfillment of the
conscious process requires, as a matter of preparation, the
significant development of truly free energy and attention.
This means that, for the conscious process to fulfill itself
in the terms I quoted earlier from The Liberator, energy and
attention must be truly and stably free from bondage to the
self-contraction in every kind of functional and relational
context. It is the work of the secondary disciplines (or the
entire regime of conductivity) to release energy and
attention from the ego-bond. Without this supportive
exercise, the conscious process remains nothing more than a
minor psychological and verbal exercise of the waking mind.
It is only to the degree that energy and attention are set
free by the practical and meditational exercises of
conductivity that the conscious process can enter profoundly
into the Real Source of life and attention. It is because of the absence of profound practice of
supportive disciplines involving total psycho-physical
submission into the Life-Current that the Way of the
conscious process gets reduced to a kind of “talking school”
obsession with “consciousness.” Many people read and even
write books and give lectures about the primacy and freedom
of consciousness, as if they could, merely by analyzing
consciousness out from the mass of thinking, knowing, and
experiencing, achieve the incomparable State of “Jnana,”
Enlightenment, or Transcendental Realization. But all such
talk is the mediocre chat of the waking mind. In order to
Realize the Transcendental Truth that Is Consciousness, the
entire process of attention must be liberated from
functional bondage to the states and functions and emotions
and thoughts and relations of the egoic or self-contracted
body-mind. Therefore, I call you not only to consider my Arguments
and understand, but to practice that consideration in the
form of real disciplines that restore psycho-physical
equanimity and liberate energy and attention for the
ultimate affair of radical intuition. The practices of conductivity and the conscious process
are the responsibility of each individual devotee. But the
Way is not merely a matter of self-generating these
disciplines. The Way that I Teach (in both its preparatory
and mature or ultimate forms) is the Way of “Satsang,” or
Transcendental Spiritual Communion with the Adept in God (or
Reality). The practices of conductivity and the conscious
process are simply the means whereby individuals enter into
that Communion moment to moment. The Adept Spiritual Master
provides the Ultimate Means whereby the practices of
conductivity and the conscious process become fruitful. It is in the “talking school” of heady non practitioners
(or self-contained egos) that we hear so much nonsense about
the non-necessity of a Spiritual Master. Of course, the
Adept is of no use (except perhaps to write books to feed
the ego minds) for those who are self-bound and not
interested in the real fulfillment of the Great Way. And
there are also many kinds of ego-based, childish,
adolescent, merely cultic, and false kinds of approach or
attachment to the Adept–and I criticize those inappropriate
approaches and attachments more than any of those who merely
damn and anathematize the Great Relationship between the
devotee and the Adept Spiritual Master. But when the Way is
fully understood, valued, and practiced, then-and only
then–the Great Relationship is seen to be the Primary
Principle of the Way itself. The Adept Spiritual Master is not merely an independent
Realizer of the Truth. The true Adept is a “Siddha,” or a
Living Agent of Help and Awakening. Thus, beyond the Work of
Communicating the Arguments of the Way, the Adept is Present
to Transmit the Power of Awakening. Those who are devotees of the Adept not only “hear” or
understand the Teaching Arguments and practice the conscious
process and the relational and functional disciplines of
conductivity, but, by these means, they “see,” or enter into
Communion with, the Radiant Power of Being Transmitted by,
as, and through the Adept. There is no practice of the Way
that I Teach apart from such participatory “seeing.” On this basis, the practice of devotees is made fruitful
by self-transcending or self surrendered association with
the Divine Help and Awakening Power. The Way is not
fulfilled by the efforts of the ego, but by the ego’s
transcending itself in Communion with its Ultimate Help. Those who are only beginning their association with me in
this Way are yet preoccupied with the initial obligation to
listen to and hear or understand the Teaching. Therefore,
they are also preoccupied with the struggle to adapt to the
various disciplines that are their obligation. For these reasons,
such people have not yet developed the means of Communion
with the Adept’s Transmission. And, for them, a formal
relationship to me as the Teaching Source is their right
form of association with me. But as their practice begins to
develop, devotees also begin to “find” me, or Locate the
Power of my Spiritual Transmission in their daily lives. For
this reason, I make myself available to actual practitioners
in various occasions or gatherings devoted to the
Magnification of my Transmission. Those who practice thus in my Company develop over time a
sensitivity to my Influence, and, as devotees mature via the
stages of practice, they are offered many different kinds of
opportunities to enter directly into the sphere of my
Influence. If you will ask mature devotees about the development of
their practice in my Company over the years, you will hear
countless remarkable and extraordinary stories. Those
stories are indicators of how the Radiant Divine Influence
has made Itself felt and effective in the case of those who
know how to use me. And what is the actual process behind
all of those remarkable effects? As I have told you, when the Adept Awakens into his
Function for others, the “Siddhi” or Divine Awakening Power
achieves universal Agency. Thereafter, when the Influence of
the Adept is contacted via the practice of devotees (or when
the Adept makes his Influence effective, spontaneously or at
will, in the case of any person or condition), changes begin
to occur. The essence of those changes is a Work that
purifies, balances, and ultimately Awakens the individual
being. Those who truly practice, and thus cooperate with (rather
than resist, or even merely luxuriate in the superficial
effects of) the Adept’s Transmission, are progressively
relieved or purified of the “karmic” (or self-based and
habitual) limitations they have accumulated in the
functional domain of the body-mind and its relations. It should be understood that the karmas or habit patterns
of every individual are effective at every level: physical,
emotional, mental, unconscious, subconscious, conscious,
waking, dreaming, and sleeping. And those karmas extend
beyond the individual body-mind to include others, objects,
and environments on every level, visible (or gross) and
invisible (or subtle), known and unknown–past, present, and
future. Also, because of the universal effectiveness of the
karmic or conditional associations of individual being, it
is not at all possible merely to invert upon and identify
with the self-essence (the “atman” or most inner
consciousness) and have that be true Transcendental
Self-Realization or Enlightenment. The inner self or “atman”
is not identical to the Transcendental Self (“Paramatman” or
“Brahman”) unless it is Realized to be Such. (Just as
“Nirvana” and “samsara” are not identical until they are
Realized to be So.) And such Realization is not at all
possible until the individual or self-bound consciousness
has first been transcended through the real discipline of
practice. Transcendental Realization requires, as a prerequisite,
the purificatory release of karmic accumulations, or the
tendencies of attention that limit and suppress the ability
of attention to Locate its Ultimate Source-Condition.
Therefore, the ultimate fulfillment of the Way (which is to
“Be Conscious as the Feeling of Being and Realize that It Is
Radiant Happiness”) requires, as a matter of preparation,
the purification or release of attention from the self-bond,
the stable development of true psycho-physical equanimity
(or full responsibility for self-transcendence), and the
magnification of free energy and attention. The Adept Spiritual Master Works spontaneously for
devotees as a Free Agent that Serves both the initial or
preparatory process (of purification, self-transcendence,
equanimity, and free energy and attention) and the ultimate
process of Transcendental Awakening that follows naturally
upon and even always coincides with every stage of such
preparation. Therefore, when I regard my devotees, or when I
sit with them in Transcendental Communion (whether I am
physically near or far from them), I Magnify the Purifying,
Liberating, and Awakening Power to them, each and all. As devotees progressively develop and mature in their
practice, the Power in my Company acts directly and
effectively to prepare them and to Awaken them. This is
shown by many kinds of evidence in life and meditation, and
there are at least many hundreds of individuals thus far who
can attest to this. The Awakening Effect is affirmed even by
those who first study the literature of my Teaching.
Likewise, all the Effects that serve to purify, to release
the self-contraction, to create equanimity, and to release
energy and attention can be testified to by many who have
practiced this Way in my Company for years or even
months. The process whereby these Effects are Demonstrated is
directly associated with the unique daily life and
meditation of each devotee. Each day, unique tendencies,
associations, and conditions of life and meditation appear
in the case of each devotee. When those tendencies,
associations, and conditions are combined with real practice
(in the forms of conductivity and the conscious process) and
brought into the sphere of Communion with the Adept in God
(or Reality), a purifying, harmonizing, liberating, and
Awakening Force is brought into the context of the
moment–and this Event produces all kinds of transformative
changes, both ordinary and extraordinary or profound. In
this manner, the various karmic accumulations or habitual
limitations of each true devotee are gradually lifted off
and absorbed or eliminated by my Agency. My own Work in this regard is a spontaneous Siddhi that
has always been Alive in me, but I accepted full
responsibility for It in relation to others only after the
Event in the Vedanta Temple. Then the Signs of Its Operation
began to Move and Oblige me toward others for the sake of
their Awakening, and I began to Teach. Over the years since
then, I have entered spontaneously and freely into all kinds
of relations with people in order to allow this Siddhi to do
Its Work without limitation. As a result, the Great Way has
now been fully Communicated anew, and devotees and I
practice the Siddhi of our Great Relationship even at great
distances. It is a Marvel of Divine Grace which few are able
to value and understand. And so I call you to practice this Way in my Company. I
call you to understand, surrender, and transcend yourself in
Divine Company, free of the conceits of egoity. If you do
this, then all of these obvious and also hidden content of
manifest consciousness will gradually rise up to your
attention–and each portion of it will be inspected and
released in your own case. When all of that content has been
drawn up and released, then attention will stand bare in
you, and all of the energies of your manifest being will be
free to collect in the locus of the right side of the heart.
Then, and only then, your own consciousness will be free to
Identify with the Transcendental Consciousness, which is
prior to the body-mind and all of Nature. Therefore, do not think you can “take Heaven by storm.”
The mere “I” thought is not now an indicator of the Great
One. The “I” is Narcissus-more than a thought, but a
profoundly complex pattern of destiny. You must first
transcend the complex “I” through real practice of the self
transcending Way. And I am always Present to Help you Awaken
from your sleep, your dreams, and your waking conceits. That
Awakening, in the midst of the hard school of
self-transcendence, and in the constant swoon of
Transcendental Communion, is the conscious process that I
Teach.
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