  
  
What Would You Do if You Had Nothing 
         to Do? 
The Renunciate’s Way of Life 
a talk by Da Free John 
August 7, 1982 
  
In 1979 a young 
         mother in our Communion wrote a letter to a member of what 
         is now known as the Hermitage Renunciate Order.1 
         Her young son had been killed in an automobile accident the 
         previous year, and despite many forms of Graceful help from 
         Master Da Free John and fellow devotees, she was still 
         distraught. Try as she might, she felt she could not release 
         her child to the Divine and was still angry and upset. She 
         wanted to know what to do. The renunciate brought the letter 
         to Master Da, who responded with a long message to the 
         mother about the appropriate understanding and gesture of 
         practice on her part. 
1. Members of the Hermitage Renunciate 
         Order manage occasions of access to the Spiritual Master, 
         serve visitors and retreatants at the Sanctuaries, maintain 
         and serve the Hermitage Sanctuaries, and serve the 
         residences of the Spiritual Master. 
As it happened, this correspondence took place just a 
         few days before The Day of the Heart Celebration in 1979. 
         Thus, when Master Da spoke before the large gathering in All 
         True Things Park at The Mountain of Attention Sanctuary that 
         Sunday, he repeated much of the critical instruction he had 
         sent to the distraught young mother. The essence of that 
         portion of his talk, reprinted below, places renunciation in 
         the context of our eternal relationship with the Spiritual 
         Master and the Great One. 
  
MASTER DA: Whatever is given to us must be taken 
         as God’s excess. Everything belongs to God. God has so much 
         that somehow we also acquire many possessions, but 
         everything we acquire belongs to God. Thus, everything must 
         be returned to God, and whatever is given to us, for however 
         long it is given, must be accepted as something that belongs 
         to God. We must literally treat everything as belonging to 
         God. If you bring me an apple, and I return it to you, then 
         you will have something to eat. If I eat it myself, then you 
         will not. Will you be angry with me if I do not return to 
         you what you have given to me? You will be overwhelmed with 
         anger your entire life if you do not understand and 
         appreciate the fact that you own nothing. 
Everything you know or own or think or understand or 
         presume and everyone with whom you are associated will be 
         taken away from you. Your body itself and also your own mind 
         will at some time be kept by God. If you surrender your 
         relations, your children, your spouse to God every day, they 
         will someday be kept by God. You must be free of anger on 
         that day. You must be free of sorrow while you live, free of 
         doubt and fear, or you will be crippled through your own 
         recoil upon yourself. You will become an idolator, a 
         cultist, an owner of experience, an owner of mind, of body, 
         of relations, all of which can and will be taken from you, 
         and thus you will be always unhappy. 
September 16, 1979 
  
This instruction and the incidents of a child’s death 
         and a mother’s grief dramatically portray the significance 
         of renunciation. Since ancient times men and women of wisdom 
         have been sobered by the ephemeral nature of everyone we 
         love and everything we experience, even our own bodies and 
         minds. And the wisest among them have come to the conclusion 
         that everything and everyone must therefore be surrendered 
         in every moment into the Reality that is the Source and 
         Nature and Truth of all. 
Master Da Free John Teaches the renunciation of 
         everything that obstructs our continuous Realization of and 
         Communion with the Great Divine. “True renunciation,” 
         he says, “is devotion to Happiness”- nothing less – in every 
         present moment. It has nothing to do with strategic 
         self-denial and seeking. Such is only an option of the 
         un-Happy egoic personality, and is fundamentally the same 
         gesture as willful self-indulgence. It is an act of the 
         self, whereas true renunciation is surrender of that self 
         and all its acts in present Realization of Truth, Happiness, 
         Freedom, and Love. 
In the talk that follows, Master Da describes the Way 
         of life that may be created by those who practice such 
         renunciation as a constant discipline. The talk was 
         addressed to members of the Hermitage Renunciate Order, 
         devotees who have formally consecrated their lives to the 
         renunciate Way that Master Da Teaches, and who serve him 
         directly in our Communion’s Hermitage Sanctuaries. In the 
         talk Master Da expounds the rationale for the next moment of 
         the Hermitage Renunciate Order’s spiritual experiment-the 
         creation of a simplified, serene circumstance and lifestyle 
         in which the devotees will necessarily have to confront and 
         transcend the “boredom, doubt, and discomfort” that people 
         chronically evade through egoic distraction and 
         self-gratification. 
Master Da also indicates how this wisdom can be used 
         by all devotees, both now and in the future. And he 
         describes how this moment of his experiment with the 
         Hermitage Renunciate Order can be a service to the entire 
         Johannine Daist Communion. Thus, this talk is an important 
         indicator of a new movement or era in the history of Master 
         Da Free John’s Spiritual Work.  
  
MASTER DA: The usual individual is chronically 
         suffering three basic disturbances: boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort. And the usual individual is adapted to a culture 
         of life that is always trying, by one or another means, to 
         overcome these three disturbances. When such people become 
         involved in spiritual practice, they tend, particularly in 
         the beginner’s phase of practice, to adapt the principles of 
         spiritual life to the circumstances and inclinations of 
         their ordinary life. Even though they may be oriented toward 
         the realization of higher principles of existence, they 
         attempt to use the principles of spiritual life to overcome 
         boredom, doubt, and discomfort. 
Consequently, people are always practicing on this side 
         of boredom, doubt, and discomfort, and they do not enter 
         profoundly into and transcend the conditions of ordinary 
         suffering. Rather, ordinary discomfort, disease, 
         unhappiness, and suffering are somehow always present in the 
         background of such people’s lives. When they become 
         spiritual seekers, they simply add the principles and 
         processes of spiritual life to the ordinary arsenal of means 
         whereby they try not to experience the difficulties of 
         boredom, doubt, and discomfort. 
However, for individuals in a mature phase of spiritual 
         practice, and for those who choose to manage their lives so 
         that they can renounce the usual round, a different kind of 
         practice inevitably becomes possible and necessary. We must 
         begin to observe that we are programmed through experience, 
         through stimulus-response, through social learning and the 
         trial of our own limitations and difficulties, to use 
         certain functions of the brain or the nervous system and the 
         functional being to achieve a semblance of well-being, 
         comfort, and pleasure. And we must observe that our efforts 
         to achieve these ends are efforts to overcome the three 
         fundamental difficulties of boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort. 
The programs of life that most people animate engage the 
         motor activity of the brain, the nervous system, and the 
         body, and the thinking activity of the outer-directed mind. 
         The usual individual lives on this side of boredom, doubt, 
         and discomfort in a realm bereft of well-being, equanimity, 
         release, and pleasure. Therefore, he or she is always 
         seeking through motor activity and thought, to overcome 
         boredom, doubt and discomfort in order to achieve 
         well-being, pleasure, release, and consolation. All our 
         programs that seek Happiness while always falling short of 
         it and therefore always being disturbed by the limitations 
         of boredom, doubt, and discomfort describe a kind of 
         neurosis, or essential un-Happiness. Such programs are 
         typical of individuals functioning the first three stages of 
         life. 
But these very mechanisms are themselves the source of 
         boredom, doubt, and discomfort. As we constantly stimulate 
         the motor and thinking mechanisms to overcome boredom, 
         doubt, and discomfort and achieve well-being, pleasure, and 
         release, those mechanisms. constantly stimulated and brought 
         to a point of enjoyment, become insatiable. We require more 
         and more remarkable bodily and mental stimulation to achieve 
         a relative degree of pleasure. The more we think, the more 
         extraordinary our thinking must become in order to satisfy 
         us. We become addicted to the pursuits we can engage through 
         motor activity and thought, and, constantly agitated by this 
         motivation, we feel hunted by our limitations and 
         difficulties, or boredom, doubt, and discomfort. 
The usual individual is only involved in the struggle of 
         this neurotic bind. A somewhat more uncommon individual may 
         become involved in spiritual life, including the Way of life 
         that we consider, but at the beginning he or she merely 
         adapts the possibilities of this spiritual Way of life to 
         his or her existing programs of neurotic seeking. He or she 
         tries to use the spiritual process as a means for overcoming 
         boredom, doubt, and discomfort. Consequently, the higher 
         aspects of the Way are not a major part of the practice of 
         beginners. Beginners are involved in functional disciplines 
         that relate to motor activity, such as the practices 
         associated with money, food, and sex, and in thinking about 
         and studying the Way and engaging in a verbal play with the 
         Teaching. They also seek uncommon sensory fulfillment, 
         perhaps through meditative practices, and thus such 
         beginners continue to remain on this side of boredom, doubt, 
         and discomfort, even while practicing a rudimentary form of 
         spiritual life. 
Since ancient times, however, an alternative has been 
         offered to individuals who are seriously committed to the 
         truly spiritual Way of life, but for which not everyone is 
         immediately qualified. Nor would everyone choose it if he or 
         she fully understood or appreciated what it involves. That 
         alternative is renunciation. 
The discipline of renunciation is not merely a matter of 
         superimposing stark limitations on your ordinary life. 
         Rather, it is, first of all, a matter of changing the 
         circumstances of your life so that in fact and in effect you 
         are no longer trying to practice the Way in the midst of an 
         ordinary life, but you are practicing the Way in the midst 
         of an uncommon life. It is to abandon the setting of 
         ordinary life in the world and to reduce the opportunities 
         that the world uses to overcome boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort. The renunciate Way is a direct confrontation 
         with boredom, doubt, and discomfort so that within a 
         relatively short period of time you are practicing on the 
         other side, rather than on this side, of boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort. This is the secret of true renunciation. 
In the traditional setting individuals who chose 
         renunciation often retired alone into a wilderness area and 
         maintained the minimal requirements for survival there. But 
         an alternative to personal isolation is a spiritual or 
         renunciate community. If you do not choose isolation, then 
         to the degree that you are unable to establish a renunciate 
         community, you remain in the world in some significant 
         sense, and you are obliged, thereby, to develop your 
         practice more or less as others who live in the world must 
         do so. If you choose the practice of renunciation, then you 
         must create a circumstance of remoteness and freedom from 
         outside responsibilities, concerns, and communications, and 
         you must be able to generate within the renunciate community 
         the ordinary requirements of life. Once you have established 
         such a circumstance, then you can begin to practice the 
         renunciate Way, which is to freely renounce, or abandon, the 
         techniques of life and the programs of action associated 
         with the neuroses of the earlier stages of life and with the 
         functional requirements of worldly life. 
In the typical worldly setting of the usual life, we 
         constantly use the faculties of the body-mind  
         physical, emotional, and mental  to pursue a sense of 
         pleasure, well-being, and release from the chronic 
         difficulties of boredom, doubt, and discomfort. Everyone who 
         takes an occasional retreat, or even sits for meditation a 
         couple of times a day, is constantly confronting these three 
         chronic difficulties and to one or another degree perhaps 
         moving beyond them through spiritual activity. But those 
         confrontations are at best occasional. The unique 
         characteristic of the renunciate Way of life is that the 
         renunciate does not retire from all this merely from time to 
         time, as in daily meditation or occasional meditative 
         retreat. Rather, the renunciate enters, as a rule of life, 
         into a circumstance that bypasses these programs by 
         intention. The renunciate in the renunciate community no 
         longer uses body, emotion, and mind to overcome discomfort, 
         boredom, and doubt. He or she does not, in general, engage 
         in a daily life of associations that stimulate body, 
         emotion, and mind to overcome boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort. Instead, he or she confronts this chronic 
         discomfort, boredom, and doubt, and, in effect and in fact, 
         enters into permanent and constant retreat, or founds his or 
         her life on the principle 
         of retreat. 
The renunciate discipline provides a unique circumstance 
         of living wherein the means for escaping boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort are neither available nor sought. In the 
         renunciate community there is simply boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort. That is it. What is on the other side of 
         boredom, doubt, and discomfort is to be Realized, and the 
         spiritual process is then engaged as the means for that 
         Realization. 
Those who enter into spiritual maturity inevitably and 
         naturally realize a habit of life that conforms, more or 
         less, to the renunciate discipline. For some, the renunciate 
         discipline may not appear until the seventh stage of life. 
         But others, who are disposed toward renunciation and for 
         whom the renunciate discipline becomes a practical 
         possibility, may practice this unique form of the discipline 
         even from an early stage of practice. 
Recently, I capsulized the practice, or sufficient 
         sadhana, that would take place in the renunciate community. 
         In the past, I have frequently pointed out to you that in 
         every moment you always know what it would be to look, and 
         feel, and be, and act completely happy. The 
         Current of Bliss is resident in intimate association 
         with the being. It is always locatable. It is perpetually 
         knowable. It is never lost, although It can be forgotten, 
         and we can dissociate attention from It. But we are always 
         capable of locating It, of knowing It, realizing It, 
         animating It, and being It. This is the essential or 
         sufficient sadhana of the renunciate Way. 
In the usual setting of life, people act and think 
         chronically, constantly. They engage in motor activity and 
         thinking constantly. They are always intentionally 
         stimulating themselves physically, emotionally, and 
         mentally. In the remote setting of the renunciate community, 
         however, there is no significant stimulation from without. 
         Therefore, instead of stimulating yourself or responding to 
         stimulation from without to escape boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort, you may directly recollect and enter into the 
         Condition of Bliss or Happiness. In principle, this 
         description of the spiritual practice of renunciation 
         corresponds to the practice of the Way of Faith, or the Way 
         of Divine Communion. But fundamentally all of the means 
         available through the three Ways of practice that I have 
         described are the means for the direct Realization of That 
         which is prior to boredom, doubt, and discomfort. In the 
         renunciate community, you can simply resort to the direct 
         means of the spiritual process and Realize the native state 
         of Bliss. 
This is the secret of the disposition of Enlightened 
         beings. It is the secret of the disposition of the seventh 
         stage of life. It is to be so oriented to the disposition of 
         renunciation that you do not choose anything except Bliss. 
         You do not fall from It. You do not dissociate from It. You 
         do not contract or collapse into the chronic difficulties 
         that motivate you to seek fulfillment and release. Rather, 
         you always remain in the Condition of Bliss. You always 
         enter directly into the Native Domain of Being. 
In the common world, you are not supposed to look as if 
         you are in a state of Bliss. Blissfulness is not acceptable 
         social behavior. If you are tending toward an exaggerated 
         expression of Bliss, people urge you to stop, or they feel 
         uncomfortable around you. or they try to make you feel 
         uncomfortable so that you will withdraw into your social 
         face. In the world, there exists a subtle (and perhaps not 
         so subtle) obligation to maintain the social personality or 
         superficial ego as the instrument of living and association. 
         This obligation carries with it taboos against Happiness, 
         Bliss, Enlightenment, laughter, God-Realization, and 
         ecstasy. 
These taboos also exist in relation to conventional 
         pleasures. Sexuality, for instance, is associated with all 
         kinds of taboos that keep it limited and contained. Even the 
         slightest animation of sexuality in public violates the 
         basic taboo against ecstasy. It violates the basic demand to 
         maintain the social personality, the egoic face, the being 
         possessed by boredom, doubt, and discomfort, struggling to 
         feel good through ordinary social and conventionally 
         psychological means. In the world there exist taboos against 
         pleasures in general, because pleasure looks too much like 
         ecstasy. At the root of these functional taboos against 
         pleasure is the taboo against Bliss. Life in the world is 
         organized around un-Happiness and the pursuit of Happiness, 
         rather than around Happiness and the direct transcendence of 
         un-Happiness. 
A different program is operative in the world than the 
         one that is operative in the renunciate community. Once you 
         begin to awaken to the Happiness of the renunciate practice, 
         you must either find some way to live it while remaining in 
         the world or you must choose at some point to enter into 
         hermitage in a remote setting, not as an anti-social act of 
         dissociation from the world, but as the choice of a 
         completely different way of life. The renunciate Way is not 
         merely opposed to the habit of people who live in the world. 
         It is not an egoic reaction to the common life. It is based 
         on self-criticism, self-observation, self-understanding, and 
         a clear appreciation of the choice people commonly make. The 
         common choice is not based on Enlightenment, but it is 
         simply a functional choice programmed through the ordinary 
         media of society and suffering. We may take up the spiritual 
         Way of life in the midst of a worldly life, gradually 
         overcome the limitations in ourselves, and carry on a right 
         practice, even while living in the world. But the time 
         inevitably comes in the advanced stages of spiritual 
         maturity when we stop accommodating the social personality 
         and the merely conventional orientation to life and enter 
         into some form of spiritual retirement. 
In some traditional settings, the alternative to egoic 
         existence is understood. There, even in the setting of 
         ordinary social life in the downtown world, some people of 
         advanced spiritual maturity have entered into uncommon Bliss 
         and become somewhat foolish in the process. But they have 
         been acceptable within the setting of the general society 
         where they lived because of a traditional appreciation of 
         the spiritual possibility. In our society at the present 
         time, however, there is absolutely no appreciation or 
         valuation of such ecstasy. On the contrary, there is much 
         angry resistance to it. 
Therefore, those who practice this Way must find some 
         means to develop the spiritual process that I Teach, through 
         living more and more cooperatively in community with one 
         another and living more privately while continuing to live 
         in the world. At some point in their real spiritual 
         maturity, they should find a way to accommodate themselves 
         and one another in communities established by devotees that 
         permit people to live in a setting of remoteness and 
         renunciation. 
  
(It is important to note that, in his talk, Master Da 
         is speaking directly to the members of the Hermitage 
         Renunciate Order, all of whom will be involved in the 
         development of the “renunciate’s Way of life” in the 
         Hermitage setting that he proposes here. No other devotees, 
         at present, are in quite the same position. Thus, all the 
         rest of us are obliged, as the Master indicates, to use this 
         consideration of “boredom, doubt, and discomfort” and 
         transcendental renunciation to the fullest degree possible, 
         but without abandoning any of our natural human and 
         spiritual obligations. 
One of the explicit purposes of the Hermitage 
         Renunciate Order is to provide for all devotees a living 
         demonstration of how this Way evolves when it is lived in 
         its purity. Their experimental life in face-to-face 
         Communion with the incarnate Adept blazes the trail of 
         renunciation and Realization that all devotees must 
         duplicate in essence and in spirit, even though under more 
         ordinary circumstances.) 
  
MASTER DA: You will always discover in yourself 
         the tendencies of boredom, doubt, and discomfort, and the 
         learned will to seek, through physical, emotional, and 
         mental stimulation, to escape the confrontation with these 
         tendencies. The unique discipline of renunciate community is 
         that you do not readily have at hand the usual means of 
         stimulation, although you do have always at hand the 
         neuroses from which you would generally distract yourself 
         through physical, emotional, and mental means. If you do not 
         have these means at hand, and if you do not directly 
         transcend boredom, doubt, and discomfort, then you will find 
         yourself always settling into some neurotic mode of boredom, 
         doubt, and discomfort, negative emotion, physical 
         discomfort, and mental dis-ease. Therefore, if you desire to 
         enter the circumstance of renunciation, you must come 
         equipped with the ability to observe and transcend your own 
         neuroses, and to practice the Way in its most direct form as 
         a moment to moment discipline. 
The renunciate discipline is not the arbitrary taking on 
         of stark disciplines, such as a diet of raw food or 
         celibacy, unless you are readily adapted to them. It is the 
         basic circumstance I have just described. Once you establish 
         yourself culturally in that circumstance and its orientation 
         to practice, then what you should do from day to day 
         relative to such basic things as sexuality and diet becomes 
         obvious. In any case, you will manage the functional aspects 
         of your life according to the principles of this Teaching. 
         It remains to be seen whether you will become a fruitarian 
         or a celibate. Neither fruitarianism nor celibacy nor 
         breatharianism nor their like is your obligation. Your 
         obligation is the one I have already described, which is to 
         abandon the techniques of escape from boredom, doubt, and 
         discomfort. You are obliged to understand and abandon your 
         neurotic reactions to the inability to escape boredom, 
         doubt, and discomfort, and to be committed to the real, 
         direct, and moment to moment practice of the Realization of 
         spiritual Bliss. You must discover and creatively develop 
         what you do functionally along with that spiritual 
         discipline. 
Likewise the renunciate setting must represent a society 
         wherein the taboos against Bliss or Happiness are freely 
         abandoned, a society based on tolerance, enjoyment, service, 
         and a willingness to permit human existence to manifest its 
         Blissful form, rather than its conventional social form. 
         Thus, we should examine the social conventions that are 
         generally required of us and that we animate in relationship 
         to one another, and we should observe to what degree they 
         are simply the expressions of a false, social face, an 
         impediment, or a suppression of Happiness. 
The usual requirements for the false, social face of the 
         conventional ego do not exist in renunciate hermitage. But 
         you have already learned and adapted to all the conventions 
         of ordinary society. They are part of your functional 
         personality. You automatically maintain them. Therefore, you 
         must intentionally adapt to the spiritual orientation and 
         intentionally create the circumstances of renunciate 
         hermitage, wherein you will observe and transcend in 
         yourself all the unnecessary, acquired limitations of egoity 
         and social personality that obstruct the spiritualized 
         personality. Having chosen renunciation, we will see how we 
         live, together and in times of being alone, when we are 
         simply Happy or established in the Current of Spiritual 
         Bliss. We will see how we will associate with one another, 
         and how our use of time and space will be transformed. 
We are habituated to a number of activities that perhaps 
         we would not engage anymore. Reading in general might be 
         eliminated, other than what may be required for the sake of 
         your practice. Perhaps you would simply abandon hearing the 
         daily news and watching television. Certain kinds of 
         conversation and ways of relating to one another that are 
         basically the means of the social ego to escape boredom, 
         doubt, and discomfort may gradually fall away. 
In response to this consideration, however, the first 
         thing you should do is not to arbitrarily decide to abandon 
         your present habit of life and stop watching TV. The first 
         thing you should do is understand the principles we have 
         been considering that are fundamental to self-observation 
         and self-understanding and see how they relate to the 
         renunciate practice that I have described. Then establish 
         the will to enter into retreat as a matter of moment to 
         moment existence, not the retreat of staying in your room, 
         but the retreat of living in self-contained spiritual 
         community. Create the practical environment of remoteness 
         and freedom from the superimposition of the concerns that 
         belong to life in the world. In retreat with one another, 
         observe the attachments, arbitrary rituals, taboos, 
         limitations, neuroses, and needs for stimulation to which 
         you have become habituated and, at least gradually, release 
         what is unnecessary or merely burdensome. In the world, you 
         might maintain much of the usual attention to life simply as 
         an ordinary matter of survival or even as part of your 
         service to the Communion. But in the remote setting, you no 
         longer share the concerns for survival that possess other 
         people. You are producing your own food and associating with 
         the ordinary affairs of survival in the economized terms of 
         a renunciate hermitage. Likewise, you no longer have the 
         concerns that require you to be constantly in touch with the 
         world news to learn what people in the world are doing. The 
         news and the concerns it fosters are simply unnecessary. 
         When you realize them to be unnecessary and step aside from 
         them, you will feel an immediate sense of relief and you 
         will recognize them as a burden. You will also feel an 
         increase of boredom, doubt, and discomfort, because until 
         now you have relied on these stimulations to help you escape 
         the crunch of boredom, doubt, and discomfort that you 
         chronically suffer. 
DEVOTEE: Master, you said something yesterday that 
         epitomizes the whole discipline of renunciation. You said. 
         “Always do what is necessary and nothing more.” 
MASTER DA: Yes. You are used to doing a lot of 
         things, acting and thinking all the time. I think we began 
         this discussion the other day when I said to someone, “What 
         would you do if you had nothing to do?” What would you do if 
         you had nothing highly stimulating to do? What if you did 
         not have many communications to deal with emotionally and 
         mentally, did not have many overt physical demands, and did 
         not do much to keep yourself stimulated and pleasurized? 
         What would you do? Now you are habituated to physical 
         activity and thinking. But if you had no significant 
         physical and mental obligations, could you simply live a 
         conscious existence? Could you live the spiritual 
         process? 
The spiritual process is primarily a matter of conscious 
         existence. It is the process that takes place in 
         consciousness, rather than in the extensions or associations 
         of consciousness at the level of the mind or the body. 
         Secondary obligations or impositions on consciousness appear 
         at the level of mind and body, but more infrequently in the 
         renunciate setting than in the world. If you are going to 
         retire into the renunciate setting, therefore, you must be 
         certain that you have the capacity in you to live a 
         conscious life. You must be able to live more and more in 
         the Domain of Consciousness and far, far less in the domain 
         of body and mind. 
To the degree that you exist in the plane of body and 
         mind, you will live in a far more simple and less stimulated 
         circumstance than people living in the world. Therefore, you 
         must have a much greater capacity for conscious life, or 
         else the effect of living in renunciate retreat will be 
         deadening. After an initial period of reacting to the lack 
         of stimulation, you will simply become a sort of vegetable, 
         droning and sleepy, dull and sluggish. Such qualities of 
         course have nothing to do with spiritual life, although many 
         people think that they are becoming spiritual by merely 
         limiting the activities and objects in their lives, taking 
         on the renunciate circumstance in effect without assuming 
         the renunciate practice and, as a result, simply doing 
         nothing. 
But the spiritual Way is not to do nothing. It is to 
         enter fully into the consciousness of existence, the Domain 
         of Consciousness, the Domain of the Divine. That 
         Consciousness economizes or simplifies the functional 
         extensions of the being in body and mind and in society. 
         Spiritual renunciation does not entirely eliminate these 
         functions, but it reduces them to a state of “sattvic” or 
         balanced economy. In the renunciate setting, the obligations 
         that impinge upon the being through worldly association and 
         the conventions of egoic society are, in general, not 
         present. The choice of the renunciate style of life must 
         therefore necessarily be accompanied by the choice of the 
         spiritual process in its ultimate form. 
You should take time to develop the choice of renunciate 
         discipline. Profoundly observe and measure your limitations. 
         The circumstance of life in the renunciate Ashram is reduced 
         to a high degree of simplicity, and therefore your lack of 
         responsibility for the conventional patterns of year 
         necroses represents a much more stark impediment to ordinary 
         well-being. Magnify your self-understanding and your 
         capacity to procure the spiritual Way. Magnify your capacity 
         to locate and exist in the Domain of Happiness, 
         Consciousness, Divine or Transcendental Existence. In the 
         midst of a circumstance where you cannot avoid boredom, 
         doubt, and discomfort, you must find the resource always 
         immediately at hand to living beings that transcends 
         boredom, doubt, discomfort, egoity, and the suffering that 
         we mechanically superimpose on ourselves and that is part of 
         the great mass of conviction that causes people to imagine 
         there is no Divine Being and no Great Domain at the heart of 
         existence. 
  
At present Master Da Free John and the Hermitage 
         Renunciate Order are living in a Hermitage retreat free of 
         many of the responsibilities they have previously held 
         within our Communion. This freedom is a sign of a certain 
         growth in our Sacred Institution and devotional culture. 
         Only a maturing Spiritual community can possibly support 
         such an experiment by its Spiritual Master and many of its 
         most mature members. Their activity represents no limitation 
         but only a new opportunity in all devotees’ relationships to 
         the Spiritual Master and the Divine. The Hermitage 
         Renunciate Order will remain communicative with the rest of 
         our sacred culture through articles in this magazine, books, 
         and other media. And mature practitioners in the 
         Institutional culture – in general, members of the 
         Advaitayana Buddhist Order – will spend periods of time at 
         the Hermitage Sanctuary with the Spiritual Master and the 
         Hermitage Renunciate Order. Future issues of Crazy Wisdom 
         will include lilas of this sacred new development of Master 
         Da’s Work. 
As devotees, we in general have a different 
         relationship to Master Da Free John than we have had in the 
         past. For several years now he has not lived in a setting 
         wherein he has had frequent personal contact with large 
         numbers of people. Our association with the Spiritual Master 
         in the future will be through the Agencies of Divine Help he 
         has created – the Teaching, the Sanctuaries, and the mature 
         Community of practitioners – as well as through the lilas of 
         his Work with the Renunciate Order and other advanced 
         practitioners of the Way. At some stage in their practice, 
         mature devotees may have the opportunity to take retreats at 
         a Sanctuary where the Spiritual Master resides, or where he 
         may visit from time to time. The Master himself points out, 
         “For the most part I must live in retreat, having done what 
         is appropriate and necessary for me to do for the sake of 
         devotees’ actual practice. “ 
As always, what the Master will do at any given time 
         cannot be prefigured. In any case, all devotees are called 
         to participate in the “culture of release” whereby Master 
         Da is free to live in retreat with no active institutional 
         or cultural role that requires his personal availability to 
         others. 
  
MASTER DA: All should understand that I have done 
         the Work I needed to do for their sake, that my Influence is 
         present in the form of the Teaching, the Sanctuaries, and 
         the other Agencies including the Community, and that there 
         is a continuum of practice that relates to me. In other 
         words, no one or gathering of devotees is merely separate 
         from me. Obviously, there is a direct, Transcendental link 
         to me for each devotee, in the form of my continuous 
         Spiritual Transmission. And there is also a direct cultural 
         link to me, through people who associate directly with me, 
         and who enjoy varying degrees of maturity in practice and 
         responsibility for the Sacred Institution and the culture of 
         practitioners. Some of these devotees who associate more 
         directly with me are present within the Sacred Institution 
         and its culture. And all who really practice and develop 
         real maturity in practice will likely have some form of 
         contact with me from time to time in the future. 
August 7. 1982  
 
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