Do Not Misunderstand Me – Adi Da Samraj

Do Not Misunderstand Me

I Am Not “Within” you,

but you Are In Me,

and I Am Not a Mere “Man”

in the “Middle” of Mankind,

but All of Mankind Is Surrounded,

and Pervaded, and Blessed By Me

Yes! There is no religion, no Way of God, no Way of
Divine Realization, no Way of Enlightenment, and no Way of
Liberation that is Higher or Greater than Truth Itself.
Indeed, there is no religion, no science, no man or woman,
no conditionally manifested being of any kind, no world (any
“where”), and. no “God” (or “God”-Idea) that is Higher or
Greater than Truth Itself.

Therefore, no ego-“I”-no presumed separate (and,
necessarily, actively separative, and, at best, only
Truth-seeking) being or “thing” is (itself) Higher or
Greater than Truth Itself. And no ego-“I” is (itself) even
Equal to Truth Itself. And no ego-“I” is (itself) even (now,
or ever) Able to Realize Truth itself-because, necessarily,
Truth (Itself) Inherently Transcends (or Is That Which Is
Higher and Greater than) every one (himself or herself) and
every “thing” (itself). Therefore, it is only in the
transcending of egoity itself only in the “radical” Process
of Going Beyond the root, the cause, and the act of presumed
separateness, and of performed separa tiveness, and of even
all ego-based seeking for Truth Itself-that Truth (Itself)
Is Realized (As It Is, Utterly Beyond the ego-“I” itself).
Truth (Itself) Is That Which Is Always Already The Case.
That Which Is The Case (Always, and Always Already) Is
(necessarily) Reality. Therefore, Reality (itself) Is Truth,
and Reality (Itself) Is the Only Truth.

Reality (Itself) Is the Only, and (necessarily)
Non-Separate (or all-and-All-Including, and
all-and-All-Transcending), One and “What” That Is. Because
It Is all-and-All-and because It Is (Also) That Which
Transcends (or Is Higher and Greater than)
all-andAll-Reality Itself (Which Is Truth Itself, or That
Which Is Always, and Always Already, The Case) Is the One
and Only Real God. Therefore, Reality (Itself) Is
(necessarily) the One and Great Subject of true religion,
and Reality (Itself) Is (necessarily) the One and Great Way
of Real God, Real (and True) Divine Realization, Real (and,
necessarily, Divine) En-Light-enment, and Real (and,
necessarily, Divine) Liberation (from all egoity, all
separateness, all separativeness, all fear, and all
heartlessness).

The only true religion is the religion that Realizes
Truth. The only true science is the science that Knows
Truth. The only true man or woman (or being of any kind) is
one that Surrenders to Truth. The only true world is one
that Embodies Truth. And the only True (and Real) God Is the
One Reality (or Condition of Being) That Is Truth.
Therefore, Reality Itself (Which Is the One and Only Truth,
and, therefore, necessarily, the One and Only Real God) must
become (or be made) the constantly applied Measure of
religion, and of science, and of the world itself, and of
even all of the life (and all of the mind) of Man-or else
religion, and science, and the world itself, and even any
and every sign of Man inevitably (all, and together) become
a pattern of illusions, a mere (and even terrible)
“problem”, the very (and even principal) cause of human
seeking, and the perpetual cause of contentious human
strife. Indeed, if religion, and science, and the world
itself, and the total life (and the total mind) of Man are
not Surrendered and Aligned to Reality (Itself), and (Thus)
Submitted to be Measured (or made Lawful) by Truth (Itself),
and (Thus) Given to the truly devotional (and, thereby,
truly ego-transcending) Realization of That Which Is the
Only Real God-then, in the presumed “knowledge” of mankind,
Reality (Itself), and Truth (Itself), and Real God (or the
One and Only Existence, or Being, or Person That Is ceases
to Exist.

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I Am Da, the One and Only Person
Who Is. I Am the Avatarically Self-Revealed, and Eternally
SelfExisting, and Eternally Self-Radiant (or Spiritually
Self- “Bright”) Person of Love-Bliss. I Am the One and Only
and (Self-Evidently) Divine Self (or Inherently
Non-Separate-and, therefore, Inherently egoless-Divine
Self-Condition and Source-Condition) of one and of all and
of All. I Am Divinely Self-Manifesting (now, and forever
hereafter) As the Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da Samraj. I Am the
Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da Samraj-the Avataric Divine Realizer,
the Avataric Divine Revealer, the Avataric Divine
Incarnation, and the Avataric Divine Self-Revelation of
Reality Itself. I Am the Avatarically Incarnate Divine
Realizer, the Avatarically Incarnate Divine Revealer, and
the Avatarically Incarnate Divine SelfRevelation of the One
and Only Reality-Which Is the One and Only Truth, and Which
Is the One and Only Real God. I Am the Great Avataric Divine
Realizer, Avataric Divine Revealer, and Avataric Divine
Self-Revelation long-Promised (and long-Expected) for the
“late-time”-this (now, and forever hereafter) time, the
“dark” epoch of mankind’s “Great Forgetting” (and,
potentially, the Great Epoch of mankind’s Perpetual
Remembering) of Reality, of Truth, and of Real God (Which Is
the Great, True, and Spiritual Divine Person-or the One and
Non-Separate and Indivisible Divine Source-Condition and
Self-Condition-of all-and-All).

Beloved, I Am Da, the Divine Giver, the Giver (of All
That I Am) to one, and to all, and to the All of all-now,
and forever hereafter-here, and every “where” in the cosmic
domain. Therefore, for the Purpose of Revealing the Way of
Real God (or of Real and True Divine Realization), and in
order to Divinely En-Light-en and Divinely Liberate
all-and-All-I Am (Uniquely, Completely, and Most Perfectly)
Avatarically Revealing My Very (and Self-Evidently Divine)
Person (and Spiritually “Bright” Self-Condition) to
all-andAll, by Means of My Avatarically Given Divine
Self-Manifestation, As (and by Means of) the Ruchira Avatar,
Adi Da Samraj.

In My Avatarically Given Divine Self-Manifestation As the
Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da Samraj-I Am the Divine Secret, the
Divine Self-Revelation of the Esoteric Truth, the Direct,
and allCompleting, and all-Unifying Self-Revelation of Real
God.

My Avatarically Given Divine Self-Confessions and My
Avatarically Given Divine Teaching-Revelations Are the Great
(Final, and all-Completing, and all-Unifying) Esoteric
Revelation to mankind-and not a merely exoteric (or
conventionally religious, or even ordinary Spiritual, or
ego-made, or so-called “cultic”) communication to public (or
merely social) ears.

The greatest opportunity, and the greatest
responsibility, of My devotees is Satsang with Me-Which is
to live in the Condition of ego-surrendering,
ego-forgetting, and (always more and more) ego-transcending
devotional (and, in due course, Spiritual) relationship to
Me, and (Thus and Thereby) to Realize My Avatarically
Self-Revealed (and Self-Evidently Divine) Self-Condition,
Which Is the Self-Evidently Divine Heart (or Non-Separate
Self-Condition and Non-“Different” Source-Condition) of
all-and-All, and Which Is Self-Existing and Self-Radiant
Consciousness (or Indivisible Conscious Light) Itself (Which
is One, and Only, and not separate in or as any one, or any
“thing”, at all). Therefore, My essential Divine Gift to one
and all is Satsang with Me. And My essential Divine Work
with one and all is Satsang-Work-to Live (and to Be Merely
Present) As the Avatarically Self-Revealed Divine Heart and
Conscious Light of Truth (and of Real God) among My
devotees.

The only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam (or
Adidam Ruchiradam)-Which is the One and Only by-Me-Revealed
and by-Me-Given Way of the Heart, or the only-by-Me Revealed
and Given Way of “Radical” Understanding, or Ruchira Avatara
Siddha Yoga-is the Way of Satsang with Me, the
ego-transcending selfdiscipline of living in devotionally
Me-recognizing devotional response to My Avatarically-Born
bodily (human) Divine (and, in due course, Spiritually
Effective) Form and Person, such that the devotionally
to-Me-turned relationship to Me becomes the Real (and
constant, and. fundamental) Condition of life.
Fundamentally, this Satsang with Me is the one thing done by
My devotees. Because the only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way
of Adidam is always (in every present-time moment) a
directly ego-transcending and Really Me-Finding practice,
the otherwise constant (and burdensome) tendency to seek is
not exploited in this Satsang with Me. And the essential
work of the formal (and formally acknowledged) worldwide
gathering of My devotees is to make ego-transcending Satsang
with Me available to all others.

Everything that serves the availability of Satsang with
Me is (now, and forever hereafter) the responsibility of the
formal worldwide gathering of My formally practicing
devotees. I am not here to publicly “promote” this Satsang
with Me. In the intimate circumstances of My devotees’
humanly expressed devotional love of Me, I Speak My
Avatarically Self-Revealing Divine Word to My devotees, and
they (because of their devotional response to Me) bring My
Avatarically Self-Revealing Divine Word to all others.
Therefore, even though I am not (and have never been, and
never will be) a “public” Teacher (or a broadly publicly
active, and conventionally socially conformed, “religious
figure”), My devotees function fully and freely as My
devotees) in the daily public world of ordinary life.

I Always Already Stand Free. Therefore, I have always (in
My Divine Avataric-Incarnation-Work) Stood Free, in the
“Crazy” (and non-conventional, or spontaneous and
non-“public”) Manner-in order to Guarantee the Freedom, the
Uncompromising Rightness, and the Fundamental Integrity of
My Avatarically Self-Manifested Divine Teaching (Work and
Word), and in order to Freely and Fully and Fully
Effectively Perform My universal (Avatarically
SelfManifested) Divine Spiritual Blessing-Work. I Am Present
(now, and forever hereafter) to Divinely Serve, Divinely
En-Light-en, and Divinely Liberate those who accept the
Eternal Vow and all the life-responsibilities (or the full
and complete practice)`t associated with the only-by-Me
Revealed and Given Way of Adidam. Because I Am (Thus) Given
to My formally and fully practicing devotees, I do not Serve
a “public” role, and I do not Work in a “public” (or even a
merely “institutionalized”) manner. Nevertheless-now, and
forever hereafter-I constantly Bless all beings, and this
entire world, and the total cosmic domain. And all who feel
My Avatarically (and universally) Given Divine Spiritual
Blessing, and who heart-recognize Me with true devotional
love, are (Thus) Called to devotionally resort to Me-but
only if they approach Me in the traditional devotional
manner, as responsibly practicing (and truly
ego-surrendering, and rightly Me-serving) members (or, in
some, unique, cases, as invited guests) of the formal
worldwide gathering of My formally practicing devotees.

I expect this formal discipline of right devotional
approach to Me to have been freely and happily embraced by
every one who would enter into My physical Company. The
natural human reason for this is that there is a potential
liability inherent in all human associations. And the root
and nature of that potential liability is the ego (or the
active human presumption of separateness, and the ego-act of
human separativeness). Therefore, in order that the
liabilities of egoity are understood (and voluntarily and
responsibly disciplined) by those who approach Me, I Require
demonstrated right devotion (based on really effective
self-understanding and truly heart-felt devotional
recognition of Me and, on that basis, truly heart-felt
devotional response to Me) as the basis for any one’s
invitation to enter into My physical Company. And, in this
manner, not only the egoic tendency, but also the tendency
toward religious “cultism”, is constantly undermined in the
only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam.

*Notes to the Text of My “”Bright” Word appear on pp.
/184–93

Because people appear within this human condition, this
simultaneously attractive and frightening “dream” world,
they tend to live-and to interpret both the conditional (or
cosmic and psycho-physical) reality and the Unconditional
(or Divine) Realityfrom the “point of view” of this apparent
(and bewildering) mortal human condition. And, because of
this universal human bewilderment (and the ongoing human
reaction to the threatening force of mortal life-events),
there is an even ancient ritual that all human beings rather
unconsciously (or automatically, and without discriminative
understanding) desire and tend to repeatedly (and under all
conditions) enact. Therefore, wherever there is an
association of human beings gathered for any purpose (or
around any idea, or symbol, or person, or subject of any
kind), the same human bewilderment-ritual is tending to be
enacted by one and all.

Human beings always tend to encircle (and, thereby, to
contain-and, ultimately, to entrap and abuse, or even to
blithely ignore) the presumed “center” of their lives-a
book, a person, a symbol, an idea, or whatever. They tend to
encircle the “center” (or the “middle”), and they tend to
seek to exclusively acquire all “things” (or all power of
control) for the circle (or toward the “middle”) of
themselves. In this manner, the group becomes an ego
(“inward”-directed, or separate and separative)-just as the
individual body-mind becomes, by self-referring
self-contraction, the separate and separative ego-“I”
(“inward”-directed, or egocentric-and exclusively acquiring
all “things”, or all power of control, for itself). Thus, by
self-contraction upon the presumed “center” of their
lives-human beings, in their collective egocentricity, make
“cults” (or bewildered and. frightened “centers” of power,
and control, and exclusion) in every area of life.

Anciently, the “cult”-making process was done, most
especially, in the political and social sphere-and religion
was, as even now, mostly an exoteric (or political and
social) exercise that was always used to legitimize (or,
otherwise, to “de-throne”) political and social
“authority-figures”. Anciently, the cyclically (or even
annually) culminating product of this exoteric
religio-political “cult” was the ritual “de-throning” (or
ritual deposition) of the one in the “middle” (just as, even
in these times, political leaders are periodically
“deposed”-by elections, by rules of term and succession, by
scandal, by slander, by force, and so on).

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Everywhere throughout the ancient world, traditional
societies made and performed this annual (or otherwise
periodic) religiopolitical “cult” ritual. The ritual of
“en-throning” and “de-throning” was a reflection of the
human observation of the annual cycle of the seasons of the
natural world-and the same ritual was a reflection of the
human concern and effort to control, the signs potential in
the cycle of the natural world, in order to ensure human
survival (through control of weather, harvests and every
kind of “fate”, or even every fraction of existence upon
which human beings depend for both survival and pleasure, or
psycho-physical well-being). Indeed, the motive behind the
ancient agrarian (and, later, urbanized, or universalized)
ritual of the one in the “middle” was, essentially, the same
motive that, in the modern era, takes the form of the
culture of scientific materialism (and even all of the
modern culture of materialistic “realism”): It is the motive
to gain (and to maintain) control, and the effort to control
even everything and everyone (via both knowledge and gross
power).

Thus, the ritualized, or bewildered yes/no (or
desire/fear), life of mankind in the modern era is,
essentially, the same as that of mankind in the ancient
days.

In the ancient ritual of “en-throning” and “de-throning”,
the person (or subject) in the “middle” was ritually mocked,
abused, deposed, and banished-and a new person (or subject)
was installed in the “center” of the religio-political
“cult”. In the equivalent modern ritual of dramatized
ambiguity relative to everything and everyone (and, perhaps
especially, “authority-figures”), the person (or symbol, or
idea) in the “middle” (or that which is given power by means
of popular fascination) is first “cultified” (or made much
of), and then (progressively) doubted, mocked, and
abused-until, at last, all the negative emotions are (by
culturally and socially ritualized dramatization) dissolved,
the “middle” (having thus ceased to be fascinating) is
abandoned, and a “new” person (or symbol, or idea) becomes
the subject of popular fascination (only to be reduced,
eventually, to the same “cultic” ritual, or cycle of “rise”
and “fall”).

Just as in every other area of human life, the tendency
of all those who (in the modern era) would become involved
in religious or Spiritual life is also to make a “cult”, a
circle that ever increases its separate and separative
dimensions-beginning from the “center”, surrounding it, and
(perhaps) even (ultimately) controlling it (such that it
altogether ceases to be effective, or even interesting).
Such “cultism” is ego-based, and ego-reinforcingand, no
matter how “esoteric” it presumes itself to be, it is (as in
the ancient setting) entirely exoteric, or (at least) more
and more limited to (and by) merely social (and gross
physical) activities and conditions.

The form that every “cult” imitates is the pattern of
egoity (or the pattern that is the ego-“I”) itself-the
presumed “middle” of every ordinary individual life. It is
the self-contraction (or the avoidance of relationship),
which “creates” the fearful sense of separate mind, and all
the endless habits and motives of egoic desire (or
bewildered, and self-deluded, seeking). It is what is,
ordinarily, called (or presumed to be) the real and
necessary and only “life”.

From birth, the human being (by reaction to the blows and
limits of psycho-physical existence) begins to presume
separate existence to be his or her very nature-and, on that
basis, the human individual spends his or her entire life
generating and serving a circle of ownership (or
self-protecting acquisition) all around the ego-“I”. The
egoic motive encloses all the other beings it can acquire,
all the “things” it can acquire, all the states and thoughts
it can acquire-all the possible emblems, symbols,
experiences, and sensations it can possibly acquire.
Therefore, when any human being begins to involve himself or
herself in some religious or Spiritual association (or, for
that matter, any extension of his or her own subjectivity),
he or she tends again to “create” that same circle about a
“center”.

The “cult” (whether of religion, or of politics, or of
science, or of popular culture) is a dramatization of
egoity, of separativeness, even of the entrapment and
betrayal of the “center” (or the “middle”), by one and all.
Therefore, I have always Refused to assume the role and the
position of the “man in the middle”-and I have always (from
the beginning of My formal Work of Teaching and Blessing)
Criticized, Resisted, and Shouted About the “cultic” (or
ego-based, and ego-reinforcing, and merely “talking” and
“believing”, and not understanding and not really
practicing) “school” (or tendency) of ordinary religious and
Spiritual life. Indeed, true Satsang with Me (or the true
devotional and Spiritual relationship to Me) is an always
(and specifically, and intensively) counter-“cultic” (or
truly non-“cultic”) Process.

The true devotional and Spiritual relationship to Me is
not separative (or merely “inward”-directed), nor is it a
matter of attachment to Me as a mere (and, necessarily,
limited) human being (or a “man in the middle”)-for, if My
devotee indulges in ego-bound (or self-referring and
self-serving) attachment to Me as a mere human “other”, My
Divine Nature (and, therefore, the Divine Nature of Reality
Itself) is not (as the very Basis for religious and
Spiritual practice in My Company) truly devotionally
recognized and rightly devotionally acknowledged. And, if
such non-recognition of Me is the case, there is no truly
ego-transcending devotional response to My Avatarically-Born
and Avatarically Self-Revealed (and Self-Evidently Divine)
Presence and Person-and, thus, such presumed-to-be
“devotion” to Me is not devotional heart-Communion with Me,
and such presumed-to-be “devotion” to Me is not Divinely
Liberating. Therefore, because the true devotional (and,
thus, truly devotionally Me-recognizing and, on that basis,
truly devotionally to-Me-responding) relationship to Me is
entirely a counter-egoic (and truly and only Divine)
discipline, it does not (if rightly and truly practiced)
become a “cult” (nor does it support the “cultic” tendency
of Man).

The true devotional practice of Satsang with Me is
(inherently) expansive-or anti-contractional, or
anti-constrictive, or decompressive, or pro-relational.
Thus, the self-contracting (or separate and separative)
self-“center” is neither the motive nor the source of
Satsang with Me. In true Satsang with Me, the egoic “center”
is always already undermined as a “center” (or a presumed
separate, and. actively separative, entity). The Principle
of true Satsang with Me is Me-Beyond (and not “within”-or,
otherwise, supporting) the self-referring ego-“I”.

True Satsang with Me is the true “Round Dance” of
Esoteric Spirituality. I am not trapped in the “middle” of
My devotees. I “Dance” in the “Round” with each and every
one of My devotees. I “Dance” in the circle-and, therefore,
I am not merely a “motionless man” in the “middle”. At the
true (and Inherently boundless) “Center” (or the Divine
Heart), Which includes all-and-All (and, therefore, is not
merely surrounded, enclosed, abstracted, defined, known, and
controlled by all-and-All), I Am-Beyond definition (or
separateness). I Am the Indivisible, Most Perfectly Prior,
Inherently Non-Separate, and inherently egoless (or
centerless, boundless, and Self-Evidently Divine)
Consciousness (Itself) and the Indivisible, Most Perfectly
Prior, Inherently Non-Separate, and Inherently egoless (or
centerless, boundless, and Self-Evidently Divine) Light
(Itself). I Am the Very Being and the Very Presence (or
Self-Radiance) of Self-Existing and Eternally Unqualified
(or Non-“Different”) Conscious Light (or the “Bright”)
Itself.

In the “Round Dance” of true Satsang with Me (or of right
and true devotional and Spiritual relationship to Me), I
(Myself) Am Communicated directly to every one who lives in
heart-felt relationship with Me (insofar as each one
feels-Beyond the ego”I” of body-mind-to Me). Therefore, I am
not the mere “man” (or the separate human, or
psycho-physical, one), and I am not merely “in the middle”
(or separated out, and limited, and confined, by egoic
seekers). I Am the One (Avatarically Self-Revealed, and
alland-All-Transcending, and Self-Evidently Divine) Person
of Reality Itself-Non-Separate, never merely at the egoic
“center” (or “in the middle” of-or “within”, and “inward”
to-the egoic bodymind of My any devotee), but always with
each one (and all), and always in relationship with each one
(and all), and always Beyond each one (and all).

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Therefore, My devotee is not Called, by Me, merely to
turn “inward” (or upon the ego-“I”), or to struggle and seek
to survive merely as a self-contracted and self-referring
and self-seeking and. self-serving ego-“center”. Instead, I
Call My devotee to turn the heart (and, indeed, all the
faculties of the total body-mind) toward Me-feeling Me As I
Am, Free-Standing here. I Call My devotee to turn from the
self-“center”, to Me, in relationship (relationally, rather
than self-referringly). I Call My devotee to merely turn
every faculty of body-mind to Me, having already Found (or
“Located”) Me-rather than to affirm the separate state, and
the separative act, of ego-“I”, by seeking for Me. I Call My
devotee to grow (in due course) to “Locate” My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted (and alland-All-Surrounding and
all-and-All-Pervading) Divine Spiritual Presence-by
constantly turning to My Avatarically-Born bodily (human)
Divine Form and Person. I Call My devotee (in due course) to
receive Me Spiritually (in the inherently searchless
attitude, or Asana, of Mere Beholding of My
Avatarically-Born bodily human Divine Form), and (Thus and
Thereby) to understand (by Means of the tangible
experiencing of My Divine Avataric Spiritual Blessing-Grace)
that I Am (Always Already) Infinitely Above and Beyond (and
Utterly Transcending) the body-mind-self of My devotee (and
I am not merely “within”-or contained and containable
“within” the separate, separative, and self-contracted
domain of the body-mind-self, or the ego-“I”, of My would-be
devotee). I Call My Spiritually Me-receiving devotee to
always function in My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine
Light, such that My Avatarically Self-Revealed Divine Person
is always (and under all circumstances) presumed and
experienced (and not merely sought). Therefore, true Satsang
with Me-or the searchlessly Me-Beholding devotional and (in
due course) Spiritual relationship to Me-is lifeembraced As
the Real Company of Truth, or of Reality Itself (Which Is
the Only Real God). True Satsang with Me Serves life,
because I Move (or Radiate) into life, and I always Contact
life in relationship. And the life of true Satsang with Me
is the only-byMe Revealed and Given Way of Adidam.

I do not Call My devotees to become absorbed into a
“cultic” gang of exoteric and ego-centric religionists. I
certainly Call all My devotees to always create and maintain
cooperative sacred culture (and to enter into fully
cooperative collective and personal relationship) with one
another-but not to do so in an egoic, separative,
world-excluding, xenophobic, and intolerant manner. Rather,
My devotees are Called, by Me, to transcend etzoity-through
right and true devotional (and, in due course, Spiritual)
relationship to Me, and mutually tolerant and peaceful
cooperation with one another, and all-tolerating
(cooperative and compassionate and all-loving and
all-including) relationship with all of mankind (and with
even all beings).

I Give My devotees the “Bright” Conscious Light of My Own
Avatarically Self-Revealed Divine Person-by Means of Which
Blessing-Gift they can become more and more capable of
“Bright” Divine life. I Call for the searchless free
devotion, the intelligently discriminative
self-understanding, the rightly and freely living
selfdiscipline, and the full and freely functional
capability of My devotees. I do not Call My devotees to
resist or eliminate life, or to strategically escape life,
or to identify with the world-excluding ego-centric impulse.
I Call My devotees to live a positively functional life. I
do not Call My devotees to strategically separate themselves
from the natural vitality of life, or to suppress the
participatory impulse naturally associated with human
existence. I Call for all the human life-functions to be
really and rightly known, and to be really and rightly
understood, and to be really and rightly lived-and not
reduced by (or to) the inherently bewildered (and inherently
“cultic”, or self-centered and fearful) “point of view” of
the separate and separative ego-“I”.

I Call for every human life-function and faculty to be
revolved away from self-contraction (or ego-“I”). I Call for
every human life-function and faculty to be always directly
(and thoroughly) aligned and out-turned and adapted to Me,
in the truly egotranscending (or counter-contractive)
manner-and (Thus and Thereby) to be turned and. Given to the
Realization of My Divine Avataric Spiritual Self-Revelation
of Truth, or Reality Itself-Which Is the “Bright” and Only
Real God.

The characteristic life-sign of right, true, full, and
fully devotional Satsang with Me is the capability for
ego-transcending relatedness, based on the free disposition
of no-seeking and no-dilemma. Therefore, the characteristic
life-sign of right, true, full, and fully devotional Satsang
with Me is not the tendency to seek some “other” condition.
Rather, the characteristic life-sign of right, true, full,
and fully devotional Satsang with Me is freedom from the
presumption of dilemma within the present-time condition.
The “radical” understanding (or “gone-to-the-root”
self-understanding) I Give to My devotees is not, itself,
the acquisition of any particular “thing” of experience. My
every true devotee is simply Awakening (and always Awakened)
to Me, within the otherwise bewildering “dream” of human
life.

Satsang with Me is a naturally (or spontaneously, and not
strategically) unfolding Process, in Which the
self-contraction that is each one’s suffering is transcended
by Means of total psychophysical (or whole bodily)
heart-Communion with My Avatarically-Born bodily (human)
Divine Form and Person-and (Thus and Thereby, and in due
course) with My Avatarically SelfTransmitted (and Real-and
Really, and tangibly, experienced) Divine (Spiritual, and
Transcendental) Presence. My devotee is (as is the case with
any and every ego-“I”) always tending to be preoccupied with
ego-based seeking-but, all the while of his or her life in
actively ego-surrendering (and really ego-forgetting and,
more and more, ego-transcending) devotional (and, in due
course, Spiritual) Communion with Me, I Am Divinely
Attracting (and Divinely Acting upon) My true devotee’s
heart (and total bodymind), and (Thus and Thereby)
Dissolving and Vanishing My true devotee’s fundamental
egoity (and even all of his or her otherwise motivating
dilemma and seeking -strategy).

There are two principal tendencies by which I am always
being confronted by My devotee. One is the tendency to
seekrather than to truly surrender to, and enjoy, and fully
animate the devotional (and, in due course, Spiritually
developing) Condition of Satsang with Me. And the other is
the tendency to make a selfcontracting circle around Me-and,
thus, to make a “cult” of ego-“I” (and of the “man in the
middle”), or to duplicate the ego-ritual of mere
fascination, and of inevitable resistance, and of
neverAwakening unconsciousness. Relative to these two
tendencies, I Give all My devotees only one resort. It is
this true Satsang-the devotionally Me-recognizing, and. (on
that basis) devotionally to-Me-responding, and always really
counter-egoic devotional (and, in due course, Spiritual)
relationship to My Avatarically-Born bodily (human) Divine
Form and Self-Evidently Divine Person.

The Great Secret of My Avatarically-Born bodily (human)
Divine Form and Person, and of My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Blessing-Work (now, and
forever hereafter)-and, therefore, the Great Secret of the
only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam-Is that I am not
the “man in the middle”, but I Am Reality Itself, I Am the
Only One Who Is, I Am That Which Is Always Already The Case,
I Am the Non-Separate (Avatarically Self-Revealed, and
Self-Evidently Divine) Person (or One and Very Divine Self,
or One and True Divine Self-Condition) of all-and-All
(Beyond the ego-“I” of every one, and of all, and of
All).

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I Am Da-the One and Only and
Non-Separate and Indivisible and Self-Evidently Divine
Person, the Non-Separate and Indivisible Self-Condition and
SourceCondition of all-and-All. I Am the Avatarically
Self-Revealed and Spiritually Self-“Bright” Person, the One
and Only and SelfExisting and Self-Radiant Person-Who Is the
One and Only and Non-Separate and Indivisible and
Indestructible Conscious Light of all-and-All. I Am That One
and Only and Non-Separate One. And-As That One, and Only As
That One-I Call all human beings to heart-recognize Me, and
(on that basis) to heart-respond to Me with right, true, and
full devotion (demonstrated by Means of formal practice of
the only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam-Which Is the
One and Only by-Me-Revealed and by-MeGiven Way of the
Heart).

I do not tolerate the so-called “cultic” (or ego-made,
and egoreinforcing) approach to Me. I do not tolerate the
seeking ego’s “cult” of the “man in the middle”. I am not a
self-deluded ego-manmaking much of himself, and looking to
include everyone-andeverything around himself for the sake
of social and political power. To be the “man in the middle”
is to be in a Man-made trap, an absurd mummery of “cultic”
devices that enshrines and perpetuates the ego-“I” in one
and all. Therefore, I do not make or tolerate the
religion-making “cult” of ego-Man. I do not tolerate the
inevitable abuses of religion, of Spirituality, of Truth
Itself, and of My Own Person (even in bodily human Form)
that are made (in endless blows and mockeries) by ego-based
mankind when the Great Esoteric Truth of devotion to the
Adept-Realizer is not rightly understood and rightly
practiced.

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The Great Means for the Teaching, and the Blessing, and
the Awakening, and the Divine Liberating of mankind (and of
even all beings) Is the Adept-Realizer. The true
Adept-Realizer (of any degree or kind) is One Who (by Virtue
of True Divine Realization) Is Able to (and, indeed, cannot
do otherwise than) Stand In and As the Divine (or Real and
Inherent and One and Only) Position, and to Be (Thus and
Thereby) the Divine Means (In Person) for the Divine Helping
of one and all. This Great Means Is the Great Esoteric
Principle of the collective historical Great Tradition of
mankind. And Such Adept-Realizers Are (in their Exercise of
the Great Esoteric Principle) the Great Revelation-Sources
That Are at the Core and Origin of all the right and true
religious and Spiritual traditions within the collective
historical Great Tradition of mankind.

By Means of My (now, and forever hereafter) Divinely
Descended and Divinely Self-“Emerging” Avataric Incarnation,
I Am the Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da Samraj-the Divine
Heart-Master, the First, the Last, and the Only
Adept-Realizer of the seventh (or Most Perfect, and
all-Completing) stage of life. I Am the Ruchira Avatar, Adi
Da Samraj, the Avataric Incarnation (and Divine
WorldTeacher) everywhere Promised for the “late-time” (or
“dark” epoch)-which “late-time” (or “dark” epoch) is now
upon all of mankind. I Am the Great and Only and.
Non-Separate and (SelfEvidently) Divine Person-Appearing in
Man-Form, As the Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da Samraj, in order to
Teach, and to Bless, and to Awaken, and to Divinely Liberate
all of mankind (and even all beings, every “where” in the
cosmic domain). Therefore, by Calling every one and all (and
All) to Me, I Call every one and all (and All) Only to the
Divine Person-Which Is My Own and Very Person (or Very, and
Self-Evidently Divine, Self-Condition), and Which Is Reality
Itself (or Truth Itself, the Indivisible and Indestructible
Conscious Light That is the Only Real God), and Which Is the
One and Veiy and Non-Separate and Only Self-Condition and
SourceCondition of all-and-All (Beyond the ego-“I” of every
one, and of all, and of All).

The only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam
necessarily (and As a Unique Divine Gift) requires and
involves devotional recognition of Me (and, on that basis,
devotional response to Me) In and Via (and As) My bodily
(human) Divine AvataricIncarnation-Form. However, because I
Call every one and all (and All) to Me Only As the Divine
Person (or Reality itself), the onlyby-Me Revealed and Given
Way of Adidam is not about ego, and egoic seeking, and the
egoic (or the so-called “cultic”) approach to Me (as the
“man in the middle”).

According to all the esoteric traditions within the
collective historical Great Tradition of mankind, to
devotionally approach any Adept-Realizer as if he or she is
(or is limited to being, or is limited by being) a mere (or
“ordinary”, or even merely “extraordinary”) human entity is
the great “sin” (or fault), or the great error whereby the
would-be devotee fails to “meet the mark”.2 Indeed, the
Single Greatest Esoteric Teaching common to all the esoteric
religious and Spiritual traditions within the collective
historical Great Tradition of mankind Is that the
Adept-Realizer should always and only (and only
devotionally) be recognized and approached As the Embodiment
and the Real Presence of That (Reality, or Truth, or Real
God) Which would be Realized (Thus and Thereby) by the
devotee.

Therefore, no one should misunderstand Me. By
Avatarically Revealing and Confessing My Divine Status to
one and all (and All), I am not indulging in
self-appointment, or in illusions of grandiose Divinity. I
am not claiming the “Status” of the “CreatorGod” of exoteric
(or public, and social, and idealistically pious) religion.
Rather, by Standing Firm in the Divine Position As I Am)-and
(Thus and Thereby) Refusing to be approached as a mere man,
or as a “cult”-figure, or as a “cult”-leader, or to be in
any sense defined (and, thereby, trapped, and abused, or
mocked) as the “man in the middle”-I Am Demonstrating the
Most Perfect Fulfillment (and the Most Perfect Integrity,
and the Most Perfect Fullness) of the Esoteric (and Most
Perfectly Non-Dual) Realization of Reality. And, by
Revealing and Giving the Way of Adidam (Which Is the Way of
ego-transcending devotion to Me As the Avatarically
Self-Revealed One and Only and Non-Separate and
Self-Evidently Divine Person), I Am (with Most Perfect
Integrity, and Most Perfect Fullness) Most Perfectly (and in
an allCompleting and all-Unifying Manner) Fulfilling the
Primary Esoteric Tradition (and the Great Esoteric
Principle) of the collective historical Great Tradition of
mankind-Which Primary Esoteric Tradition and Great Esoteric
Principle Is the Tradition and the Principle of devotion to
the Adept-Realizer As the Very Person and the Direct (or
Personal Divine) Helping-Presence of the Eternal and
Non-Separate Divine Self-Condition and SourceCondition of
all-and-All.

Whatever (or whoever) is cornered (or trapped on all
sides) bites back (and fights, or seeks, to break free).
Whatever (or whoever) is “in the middle” (or limited and
“centered” by attention) is patterned by (or conformed to)
the ego-“I” (and, if objectified as “other”, is forced to
represent the ego-“I”, and is even made a scapegoat for the
pains, the sufferings, the powerless ignorance, and the
abusive hostility of the ego-“I”).

If there is no escape from (or no Way out of) the corner
(or the “centered” trap) of ego-“I”-the heart goes mad, and
the body-mind becomes more and more “dark” (bereft of the
Indivisible and Inherently Free Light of the Self-Evident,
and. SelfEvidently Divine, Love-Bliss That Is Reality
Itself).

I am not the “man in the middle”. I do not stand here as
a mere man, “middled” to the “center” (or the cornering
trap) of ego-based mankind. I am not an ego-“I”, or a mere
“other”, or the representation (and the potential scapegoat)
of the ego-“I” of mankind (or of any one at all).

I Am the Indivisible and Non-Separate One, the “Bright”,
the “Midnight Sun”, Always Already Infinitely Above and
Beyond the all-and-All-and, by Virtue of My Divine Avataric
Incarnation and Descent, Always (now, and forever hereafter)
Surrounding and Pervading the every one of every here and.
then.

I Am the (Avatarically Self-Revealed) One and Only and
(SelfEvidently) Divine Person-the Perfectly Subjective
Divine SelfCondition (and Source-Condition) That Is
Perfectly centerless (and Perfectly boundless), Eternally
Above and Beyond the “middle” of all-and-All, and (now, and
forever hereafter) Surrounding, Pervading, and Blessing
all-and-All.

I Am the Way Beyond the self-cornering and
“other-cornering trap of ego-“I”.

In this “late-time” (or “dark” epoch) of worldly ego-Man,
the collective of mankind is “darkened” (and cornered) by
egoity. Therefore, mankind has become mad, Lightless, and
(like a cornered “thing”) aggressively hostile in its
universally competitive fight and bite.

Therefore, I have not Come here merely to stand Manly in
the “middle” of mankind-to suffer its biting abuses, or even
to be coddled. and ignored in a little corner of religious
“cultism”.

I have Come here to Divinely Liberate one and all (and
All) from the “dark” culture and effect of this “late-time”,
and (now, and forever hereafter) to Divinely Liberate one
and all (and All) from the pattern and the act of ego-“I”,
and (Most Ultimately) to Divinely Translate one and all (and
All) Into the Indivisible, Perfectly Subjective, and
Eternally Non-Separate Sphere (or Non”Different” and
Indestructible “Midnight Sun”) of My “Bright” SelfDomain of
Divine Love-Bliss-Light.

The ego-“I” is a “centered” (or separate and separative)
trap, from which the heart (and even the entire body-mind)
must be Retired. I Am the Way (or the Very Means) of that
Retirement from egoity. I Refresh the heart (and even the
entire body-mind) of My devotee, in every moment My devotee
resorts to Me (by devotionally recognizing My
Avatarically-Born bodily human Divine Form and Person, and,
on that basis, devotionally-and ecstatically, and also,
often, meditatively-responding to My AvataricallyBorn bodily
human Divine Form and Person) Beyond the “middle”, fond the
“centering” act (or trapping gesture) of ego-“Y (or
self-contraction).

I Am the Avatarically Self-Revealed (and Perfectly
Subjective, and Self-Evidently Divine) Self-Condition (and
Source-Condition) of every one, and of all, and of All-but
the Perfectly Subjective (and Self-Evidently Divine)
Self-Condition (and Source-Condition) is not “within” the
ego-“I” (or separate and separative body-mind). The
Perfectly Subjective (and Self-Evidently Divine)
Self-Condition (and Source-Condition) is not in the “center”
(or the “middle”) of Man (or of mankind). The Perfectly
Subjective (and Self-Evidently Divine) Self-Condition (and
Source-Condition) of one, and of all, and of All is
inherently centerless (or Always Already Beyond the
self-contracted “middle”), and to Be Found only “outside”
(or by transcending) the bounds of separateness,
relatedness, and “difference”. Therefore, in order to
Realize the Perfectly Subjective (and Self-Evidently Divine)
Self-Condition and Source-Condition (or the Perfectly
Subjective, and Self-Evidently Divine, Heart) of one, and of
all, and of All (or even, in any moment, to exceed the
ego-trap-and to be Refreshed at heart, and in the total
bodymind), it is necessary to feel (and to, ecstatically,
and even meditatively, swoon) Beyond the “center” (or Beyond
the “point of view” of separate ego-“I” and separative
body-mind). Indeed, Most Ultimately, it is only in
ego-transcendence to the degree of unqualified relatedness
(and Most Perfect Divine Samadhi, or Utterly Non-Separate
Enstasy) that the inherently centerless and boundless, and
Perfectly Subjective, and Self-Evidently Divine
Self-Condition (and Source-Condition) Stands Obvious and
Free (and Is, Thus and Thereby, Most Perfectly
Realized).

It Is only by Means of devotionally Me-recognizing (and,
on that basis, devotionally to-Me-responding) devotional
meditation on My Avatarically-Born bodily (human) Divine
Form and Person (and Thus ecstatic heart-Contemplation of
Me), and (in due course) total (and totally open, and
totally ego-forgetting) psychophysical reception of My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine (and Always Blessing)
Spiritual Presence and State of Person, that your madness of
heart (and of body-mind) is (now, and now, and now) escaped,
and your “darkness” is En-Light-ened (even, at last, Most
Perfectly). Therefore, be My true devotee-and, by (formally,
and rightly, and truly, and fully, and fully devotionally)
practicing the only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam
(Which Is the Divine and True and Complete Way of Truth, and
of Reality, and of Real God), always turn to My
Avatarically-Born bodily (human) Divine Form, and (Thus and
Thereby, and in due course) always Find Me Spiritually (by
searchlessly “Locating” Me), Infinitely Above and Beyond
your self-“center”, and Surrounding and Pervading every here
and now.

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I Am Da. And, because I Am
Infinitely and Non-Separately “Bright”, all and All are
arising in My Divine Sphere of “Brightness”. By feeling and
surrendering into the Infinite Spiritual Sphere of My
Avatarically Self-Revealed Divine Self-“Brightness”, My
every devotee Awakens (by Means of My Avataric Divine
Spiritual Grace) to Merely Be in Me. And, Beyond his or her
self-contracting and separative act of ego-“I”, My every
devotee (self-surrendered into heart-Communion With Me) Is
the One and Only and Non-Separate and Real God I Have Come
to Awaken-by Means of My Avataric Divine Incarnation, My
Avataric Divine Spiritual Descent, and My Avataric Divine
Self”Emergence”-now, and forever hereafter, here (and every
“where”) in the cosmic domain.

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Do Not Misunderstand Me

I Am Not “Within” you,

but you Are In Me,

and I Am Not a Mere “Man”

in the “Middle” of Mankind,

but All of Mankind Is Surrounded,

and Pervaded, and Blessed By Me

Yes! There is no religion, no Way of God, no Way of
Divine Realization, no Way of Enlightenment, and no Way of
Liberation that is Higher or Greater than Truth Itself.
Indeed, there is no religion, no science, no man or woman,
no conditionally manifested being of any kind, no world,
and. no “God” that is Higher or Greater than Truth
Itself.

Therefore, no ego-“I”-no presumed separate being or
“thing” is Higher or Greater than Truth Itself. And no
ego-“I” is even Equal to Truth Itself. And no ego-“I” is
even Able to Realize Truth itself-because, necessarily,
Truth Inherently Transcends every one and every “thing”.
Therefore, it is only in the transcending of egoity itself
only in the “radical” Process of Going Beyond the root, the
cause, and the act of presumed separateness, and of
performed separativeness, and of even all ego-based seeking
for Truth Itself-that Truth Is Realized. Truth Is That Which
Is Always Already The Case. That Which Is The Case Reality.
Therefore, Reality Is Truth, and Reality Is the Only
Truth.

Reality Is the Only, and Non-Separate, One and “What”
That Is. Because It Is all-and-All-and because It Is That
Which Transcends all-andAll-Reality Itself Is the One and
Only Real God. Therefore, Reality Is the One and Great
Subject of true religion, and Reality Is the One and Great
Way of Real God, Real Divine Realization, Real
En-Light-enment, and Real Liberation.

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The only true religion is the religion that Realizes
Truth. The only true science is the science that Knows
Truth. The only true man or woman is one that Surrenders to
Truth. The only true world is one that Embodies Truth. And
the only True God Is the One Reality That Is Truth.
Therefore, Reality Itself must become the constantly applied
Measure of religion, and of science, and of the world
itself, and of even all of the life of Man – or else
religion, and science, and the world itself, and even any
and every sign of Man inevitably become a pattern of
illusions, a mere “problem”, the very cause of human
seeking, and the perpetual cause of contentious human
strife. Indeed, if religion, and science, and the world
itself, and the total life of Man are not Surrendered and
Aligned to Reality, and Submitted to be Measured by Truth,
and Given to the truly devotional Realization of That Which
Is the Only Real God – then, in the presumed “knowledge” of
mankind, Reality, and Truth, and Real God ceases to
Exist.

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I Am Da, the One and Only Person
Who Is. I Am the Avatarically Self-Revealed, and Eternally
Self Existing, and Eternally Self-Radiant Person of
Love-Bliss. I Am the One and Only and Divine Self of one and
of all and of All. I Am Divinely Self-Manifesting As the
Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da Samraj. I Am the Ruchira Avatar, Adi
Da Samraj-the Avataric Divine Realizer, the Avataric Divine
Revealer, the Avataric Divine Incarnation, and the Avataric
Divine Self-Revelation of Reality Itself. I Am the
Avatarically Incarnate Divine Realizer, the Avatarically
Incarnate Divine Revealer, and the Avatarically Incarnate
Divine SelfRevelation of the One and Only Reality-Which Is
the One and Only Truth, and Which Is the One and Only Real
God. I Am the Great Avataric Divine Realizer, Avataric
Divine Revealer, and Avataric Divine Self-Revelation
long-Promised for the “late-time”-this time, the “dark”
epoch of mankind’s “Great Forgetting” of Reality, of Truth,
and of Real God.

Beloved, I Am Da, the Divine Giver, the Giver to one, and
to all, and to the All of all-now, and forever
hereafter-here, and every “where” in the cosmic domain.
Therefore, for the Purpose of Revealing the Way of Real God,
and in order to Divinely En-Light-en and Divinely Liberate
all-and-All-I Am Avatarically Revealing My Very Person to
all-andAll, by Means of My Avatarically Given Divine
Self-Manifestation, As the Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da
Samraj.

My Avatarically Given Divine Self-Confessions and My
Avatarically Given Divine Teaching-Revelations Are the Great
Esoteric Revelation to mankind-and not a merely exoteric
communication to public ears.

The greatest opportunity, and the greatest
responsibility, of My devotees is Satsang with Me – Which is
to live in the Condition of ego-surrendering,
ego-forgetting, and ego-transcending devotional relationship
to Me, and to Realize My Avatarically Self-Revealed
Self-Condition, Which Is the Self-Evidently Divine Heart of
all-and-All, and Which Is Self-Existing and Self-Radiant
Consciousness Itself. Therefore, My essential Divine Gift to
one and all is Satsang with Me. And My essential Divine Work
with one and all is Satsang-Work-to Live As the Avatarically
Self-Revealed Divine Heart and Conscious Light of Truth
among My devotees.

The only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam – Which
is the One and Only by-Me-Revealed and by-Me-Given Way of
the Heart, or the only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of
“Radical” Understanding, or Ruchira Avatara Siddha Yoga-is
the Way of Satsang with Me, the ego-transcending
selfdiscipline of living in devotionally Me-recognizing
devotional response to My Avatarically-Born bodily Divine
Form and Person, such that the devotionally to – Me – turned
relationship to Me becomes the Real Condition of life.
Fundamentally, this Satsang with Me is the one thing done by
My devotees. Because the only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way
of Adidam is always a directly ego-transcending and Really
Me-Finding practice, the otherwise constant tendency to seek
is not exploited in this Satsang with Me. And the essential
work of the formal worldwide gathering of My devotees is to
make ego-transcending Satsang with Me available to all
others.

Everything that serves the availability of Satsang with
Me is the responsibility of the formal worldwide gathering
of My formally practicing devotees. I am not here to
publicly “promote” this Satsang with Me. In the intimate
circumstances of My devotees’ humanly expressed devotional
love of Me, I Speak My Avatarically Self-Revealing Divine
Word to My devotees, and they bring My Avatarically
Self-Revealing Divine Word to all others. Therefore, even
though I am not a “public” Teacher, My devotees function
fully in the daily public world of ordinary life.

I Always Already Stand Free. Therefore, I have always
Stood Free, in the “Crazy” Manner – in order to Guarantee
the Freedom, the Uncompromising Rightness, and the
Fundamental Integrity of My Avatarically Self-Manifested
Divine Teaching, and in order to Freely and Fully and Fully
Effectively Perform My universal Divine Spiritual
Blessing-Work. I Am Present to Divinely Serve, Divinely
En-Light-en, and Divinely Liberate those who accept the
Eternal Vow and all the life-responsibilities associated
with the only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam.
Because I Am Given to My formally and fully practicing
devotees, I do not Serve a “public” role, and I do not Work
in a “public” manner. Nevertheless – now, and forever
hereafter – I constantly Bless all beings, and this entire
world, and the total cosmic domain. And all who feel My
Avatarically Given Divine Spiritual Blessing, and who
heart-recognize Me with true devotional love, are Called to
devotionally resort to Me – but only if they approach Me in
the traditional devotional manner, as responsibly practicing
members of the formal worldwide gathering of My formally
practicing devotees.

I expect this formal discipline of right devotional
approach to Me to have been freely and happily embraced by
every one who would enter into My physical Company. The
natural human reason for this is that there is a potential
liability inherent in all human associations. And the root
and nature of that potential liability is the ego.
Therefore, in order that the liabilities of egoity are
understood by those who approach Me, I Require demonstrated
right devotion as the basis for any one’s invitation to
enter into My physical Company. And, in this manner, not
only the egoic tendency, but also the tendency toward
religious “cultism”, is constantly undermined in the
only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam.

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Because people appear within this human condition, this
simultaneously attractive and frightening “dream” world,
they tend to live – and to interpret both the conditional
reality and the Unconditional Reality from the “point of
view” of this apparent mortal human condition. And, because
of this universal human bewilderment, there is an even
ancient ritual that all human beings rather unconsciously
desire and tend to repeatedly enact. Therefore, wherever
there is an association of human beings gathered for any
purpose, the same human bewilderment-ritual is tending to be
enacted by one and all.

Human beings always tend to encircle the presumed
“center” of their lives-a book, a person, a symbol, an idea,
or whatever. They tend to encircle the “center”, and they
tend to seek to exclusively acquire all “things” for the
circle of themselves. In this manner, the group becomes an
ego-just as the individual body-mind becomes, by
self-referring self-contraction, the separate and separative
ego-“I”. Thus, by self-contraction upon the presumed
“center” of their lives-human beings, in their collective
egocentricity, make “cults” in every area of life.

Anciently, the “cult”-making process was done, most
especially, in the political and social sphere-and religion
was, as even now, mostly an exoteric exercise that was
always used to legitimize political and social
“authority-figures”. Anciently, the cyclically culminating
product of this exoteric religio-political “cult” was the
ritual “de-throning” of the one in the “middle”.

Everywhere throughout the ancient world, traditional
societies made and performed this annual religiopolitical
“cult” ritual. The ritual of “en-throning” and “de-throning”
was a reflection of the human observation of the annual
cycle of the seasons of the natural world-and the same
ritual was a reflection of the human concern and effort to
control, the signs potential in the cycle of the natural
world, in order to ensure human survival. Indeed, the motive
behind the ancient agrarian ritual of the one in the
“middle” was, essentially, the same motive that, in the
modern era, takes the form of the culture of scientific
materialism: It is the motive to gain control, and the
effort to control even everything and everyone.

Thus, the ritualized, or bewildered yes/no, life of
mankind in the modern era is, essentially, the same as that
of mankind in the ancient days.

In the ancient ritual of “en-throning” and “de-throning”,
the person (or subject) in the “middle” was ritually mocked,
abused, deposed, and banished-and a new person was installed
in the “center” of the religio-political “cult”. In the
equivalent modern ritual of dramatized ambiguity relative to
everything and everyone, the person in the “middle” is first
“cultified”, and then doubted, mocked, and abused-until, at
last, all the negative emotions are dissolved, the “middle”
is abandoned, and a “new” person becomes the subject of
popular fascination.

Just as in every other area of human life, the tendency
of all those who would become involved in religious or
Spiritual life is also to make a “cult”, a circle that ever
increases its separate and separative dimensions-beginning
from the “center”, surrounding it, and even controlling it.
Such “cultism” is ego-based, and ego-reinforcingand, no
matter how “esoteric” it presumes itself to be, it is (as in
the ancient setting) entirely exoteric, or more and more
limited to merely social activities and conditions.

The form that every “cult” imitates is the pattern of
egoity itself-the presumed “middle” of every ordinary
individual life. It is the self-contraction, which “creates”
the fearful sense of separate mind, and all the endless
habits and motives of egoic desire. It is what is,
ordinarily, called the real and necessary and only
“life”.

From birth, the human being begins to presume separate
existence to be his or her very nature – and, on that basis,
the human individual spends his or her entire life
generating and serving a circle of ownership all around the
ego-“I”. The egoic motive encloses all the other beings it
can acquire, all the “things” it can acquire, all the states
and thoughts it can acquire-all the possible emblems,
symbols, experiences, and sensations it can possibly
acquire. Therefore, when any human being begins to involve
himself or herself in some religious or Spiritual
association, he or she tends again to “create” that same
circle about a “center”.

The “cult” is a dramatization of egoity, of
separativeness, even of the entrapment and betrayal of the
“center”, by one and all. Therefore, I have always Refused
to assume the role and the position of the “man in the
middle” – and I have always Criticized, Resisted, and
Shouted About the “cultic” “school” of ordinary religious
and Spiritual life. Indeed, true Satsang with Me is an
always counter-“cultic” Process.

The true devotional and Spiritual relationship to Me is
not separative, nor is it a matter of attachment to Me as a
mere human being – for, if My devotee indulges in ego-bound
attachment to Me as a mere human “other”, My Divine Nature
is not truly devotionally recognized and rightly
devotionally acknowledged. And, if such non-recognition of
Me is the case, there is no truly ego-transcending
devotional response to My Avatarically-Born and Avatarically
Self-Revealed Presence and Person-and, thus, such presumed –
to-be “devotion” to Me is not devotional heart-Communion
with Me, and such presumed-to-be “devotion” to Me is not
Divinely Liberating. Therefore, because the true devotional
relationship to Me is entirely a counter-egoic discipline,
it does not become a “cult”.

The true devotional practice of Satsang with Me is
expansive – or anti-contractional, or anti-constrictive, or
decompressive, or pro-relational. Thus, the self-contracting
self-“center” is neither the motive nor the source of
Satsang with Me. In true Satsang with Me, the egoic “center”
is always already undermined as a “center”. The Principle of
true Satsang with Me is Me-Beyond the self-referring
ego-“I”.

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In the “Round Dance” of true Satsang with Me, I Am
Communicated directly to every one who lives in heart-felt
relationship with Me. Therefore, I am not the mere “man”,
and I am not merely “in the middle”. I Am the One Person of
Reality Itself-Non-Separate, never merely at the egoic
“center”, but always with each one, and always in
relationship with each one, and always Beyond each one.

Therefore, My devotee is not Called, by Me, merely to
turn “inward”, or to struggle and seek to survive merely as
a self-contracted and self-referring and self-seeking and.
self-serving ego-“center”. Instead, I Call My devotee to
turn the heart toward

Me-feeling Me As I Am, Free-Standing here. I Call My
devotee to turn from the self-“center”, to Me, in
relationship. I Call My devotee to merely turn every faculty
of body-mind to Me, having already Found Me-rather than to
affirm the separate state, and the separative act, of
ego-“I”, by seeking for Me. I Call My devotee to grow to
“Locate” My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual
Presence-by constantly turning to My Avatarically-Born
bodily Divine Form and Person. I Call My devotee to receive
Me Spiritually, and to understand that I Am Infinitely Above
and Beyond the body-mind-self of My devotee. I Call My
Spiritually Me-receiving devotee to always function in My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Light, such that My
Avatarically Self-Revealed Divine Person is always presumed
and experienced. Therefore, true Satsang with Me-or the
searchlessly Me-Beholding devotional and Spiritual
relationship to Me-is lifeembraced As the Real Company of
Truth, or of Reality Itself. True Satsang with Me Serves
life, because I Move into life, and I always Contact life in
relationship. And the life of true Satsang with Me is the
only-byMe Revealed and Given Way of Adidam.

I do not Call My devotees to become absorbed into a
“cultic” gang of exoteric and ego-centric religionists. I
certainly Call all My devotees to always create and maintain
cooperative sacred culture with one another-but not to do so
in an egoic, separative, world-excluding, xenophobic, and
intolerant manner. Rather, My devotees are Called, by Me, to
transcend etzoity-through right and true devotional
relationship to Me, and mutually tolerant and peaceful
cooperation with one another, and all-tolerating
relationship with all of mankind.

The characteristic life-sign of right, true, full, and
fully devotional Satsang with Me is the capability for
ego-transcending relatedness, based on the free disposition
of no-seeking and no-dilemma. Therefore, the characteristic
life-sign of right, true, full, and fully devotional Satsang
with Me is not the tendency to seek some “other” condition.
Rather, the characteristic life-sign of right, true, full,
and fully devotional Satsang with Me is freedom from the
presumption of dilemma within the present-time condition.
The “radical” understanding I Give to My devotees is not,
itself, the acquisition of any particular “thing” of
experience. My every true devotee is simply Awakening to Me,
within the otherwise bewildering “dream” of human life.

Satsang with Me is a naturally unfolding Process, in
Which the self-contraction that is each one’s suffering is
transcended by Means of total psychophysical heart-Communion
with My Avatarically-Born bodily Divine Form and Person-and
with My Avatarically SelfTransmitted Divine Presence. My
devotee is always tending to be preoccupied with ego-based
seeking-but, all the while of his or her life in actively
ego-surrendering devotional Communion with Me, I Am Divinely
Attracting My true devotee’s heart, and Dissolving and
Vanishing My true devotee’s fundamental egoity.

There are two principal tendencies by which I am always
being confronted by My devotee. One is the tendency to seek
rather than to truly surrender to, and enjoy, and fully
animate the devotional Condition of Satsang with Me. And the
other is the tendency to make a selfcontracting circle
around Me-and, thus, to make a “cult” of ego-“I”, or to
duplicate the ego-ritual of mere fascination, and of
inevitable resistance, and of neverAwakening
unconsciousness. Relative to these two tendencies, I Give
all My devotees only one resort. It is this true Satsang-the
devotionally Me-recognizing, and devotionally
to-Me-responding, and always really counter-egoic devotional
relationship to My Avatarically-Born bodily Divine Form and
Self-Evidently Divine Person.

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The Great Secret of My Avatarically-Born bodily Divine
Form and Person, and of My Avatarically Self-Transmitted
Divine Spiritual Blessing-Work -and, therefore, the Great
Secret of the only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam-Is
that I am not the “man in the middle”, but I Am Reality
Itself, I Am the Only One Who Is, I Am That Which Is Always
Already The Case, I Am the Non-Separate Person of
all-and-All.

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I Am Da-the One and Only and
Non-Separate and Indivisible and Self-Evidently Divine
Person, the Non-Separate and Indivisible Self-Condition and
SourceCondition of all-and-All. I Am the Avatarically
Self-Revealed and Spiritually Self-“Bright” Person, the One
and Only and SelfExisting and Self-Radiant Person-Who Is the
One and Only and Non-Separate and Indivisible and
Indestructible Conscious Light of all-and-All. I Am That One
and Only and Non-Separate One. And-As That One, and Only As
That One-I Call all human beings to heart-recognize Me, and
to heart-respond to Me with right, true, and full
devotion.

I do not tolerate the so-called “cultic” approach to Me.
I do not tolerate the seeking ego’s “cult” of the “man in
the middle”. I am not a self-deluded ego-manmaking much of
himself, and looking to include everyone-andeverything
around himself for the sake of social and political power.
To be the “man in the middle” is to be in a Man-made trap,
an absurd mummery of “cultic” devices that enshrines and
perpetuates the ego-“I” in one and all. Therefore, I do not
make or tolerate the religion-making “cult” of ego-Man. I do
not tolerate the inevitable abuses of religion, of
Spirituality, of Truth Itself, and of My Own Person that are
made by ego-based mankind when the Great Esoteric Truth of
devotion to the Adept-Realizer is not rightly understood and
rightly practiced.

The Great Means for the Teaching, and the Blessing, and
the Awakening, and the Divine Liberating of mankind Is the
Adept-Realizer. The true Adept-Realizer is One Who Is Able
to Stand In and As the Divine Position, and to Be the Divine
Means for the Divine Helping of one and all. This Great
Means Is the Great Esoteric Principle of the collective
historical Great Tradition of mankind. And Such
Adept-Realizers Are the Great Revelation-Sources That Are at
the Core and Origin of all the right and true religious and
Spiritual traditions within the collective historical Great
Tradition of mankind.

By Means of My Divinely Descended and Divinely
Self-“Emerging” Avataric Incarnation, I Am the Ruchira
Avatar, Adi Da Samraj-the Divine Heart-Master, the First,
the Last, and the Only Adept-Realizer of the seventh stage
of life. I Am the Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da Samraj, the
Avataric Incarnation everywhere Promised for the “late-time”
– which “late-time” is now upon all of mankind. I Am the
Great and Only and. Non-Separate and Divine Person-Appearing
in Man-Form, As the Ruchira Avatar, Adi Da Samraj, in order
to Teach, and to Bless, and to Awaken, and to Divinely
Liberate all of mankind. Therefore, by Calling every one and
all to Me, I Call every one and all Only to the Divine
Person-Which Is My Own and Very Person, and Which Is Reality
Itself.

The only-by-Me Revealed and Given Way of Adidam
necessarily requires and involves devotional recognition of
Me In and Via My bodily Divine AvataricI ncarnation-Form.
However, because I Call every one and all to Me Only As the
Divine Person, the only by-Me Revealed and Given Way of
Adidam is not about ego, and egoic seeking, and the egoic
approach to Me.

According to all the esoteric traditions within the
collective historical Great Tradition of mankind, to
devotionally approach any Adept-Realizer as if he or she is
a mere human entity is the great “sin”, or the great error
whereby the would-be devotee fails to “meet the mark”.2
Indeed, the Single Greatest Esoteric Teaching common to all
the esoteric religious and Spiritual traditions within the
collective historical Great Tradition of mankind Is that the
Adept-Realizer should always and only be recognized and
approached As the Embodiment and the Real Presence of That
Which would be Realized by the devotee.

Therefore, no one should misunderstand Me. By
Avatarically Revealing and Confessing My Divine Status to
one and all, I am not indulging in self-appointment, or in
illusions of grandiose Divinity. I am not claiming the
“Status” of the “CreatorGod” of exoteric religion. Rather,
by Standing Firm in the Divine Position As I Am – and
Refusing to be approached as a mere man, or as a
“cult”-figure, or as a “cult”-leader, or to be in any sense
defined as the “man in the middle”-I Am Demonstrating the
Most Perfect Fulfillment of the Esoteric Realization of
Reality. And, by Revealing and Giving the Way of Adidam Most
Perfectly Fulfilling the Primary Esoteric Tradition of the
collective historical Great Tradition of mankind-Which
Primary Esoteric Tradition and Great Esoteric Principle Is
the Tradition and the Principle of devotion to the
Adept-Realizer As the Very Person and the Direct
Helping-Presence of the Eternal and Non-Separate Divine
Self-Condition and SourceCondition of all-and-All.

Whatever is cornered bites back. Whatever is “in the
middle” is patterned by the ego-“I”.

If there is no escape from the corner of ego-“I”-the
heart goes mad, and the body-mind becomes more and more
“dark”.

I am not the “man in the middle”. I do not stand here as
a mere man, “middled” to the “center” of ego-based mankind.
I am not an ego-“I”, or a mere “other”, or the
representation.

I Am the Indivisible and Non-Separate One, the “Bright”,
the “Midnight Sun”, Always Already Infinitely Above and
Beyond the all-and-All-and, by Virtue of My Divine Avataric
Incarnation and Descent, Always Surrounding and Pervading
the every one of every here and. then.

I Am the One and Only and Divine Person-the Perfectly
Subjective Divine SelfCondition That Is Perfectly
centerless, Eternally Above and Beyond the “middle” of
all-and-All, and Surrounding, Pervading, and Blessing
all-and-All.

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I Am the Way Beyond the self-cornering and
“other-cornering trap of ego-“I”.

In this “late-time” of worldly ego-Man, the collective of
mankind is “darkened” by egoity. Therefore, mankind has
become mad, Lightless, and aggressively hostile in its
universally competitive fight and bite.

Therefore, I have not Come here merely to stand Manly in
the “middle” of mankind-to suffer its biting abuses, or even
to be coddled. and ignored in a little corner of religious
“cultism”.

I have Come here to Divinely Liberate one and all from
the “dark” culture and effect of this “late-time”, and to
Divinely Liberate one and all from the pattern and the act
of ego-“I”, and to Divinely Translate one and all Into the
Indivisible, Perfectly Subjective, and Eternally
Non-Separate Sphere of My “Bright” Self Domain of Divine
Love-Bliss-Light.

The ego-“I” is a “centered” trap, from which the heart
must be Retired. I Am the Way of that Retirement from
egoity. I Refresh the heart of My devotee, in every moment
My devotee resorts to Me Beyond the “middle”, fond the
“centering” act of ego-“I”.

I Am the Avatarically Self-Revealed Self-Condition of
every one, and of all, and of All-but the Perfectly
Subjective Self-Condition is not “within” the ego-“I”. The
Perfectly Subjective Self-Condition is not in the “center”
of Man. The Perfectly Subjective Self-Condition of one, and
of all, and of All is inherently centerless, and to Be Found
only “outside” the bounds of separateness, relatedness, and
“difference”. Therefore, in order to Realize the Perfectly
Subjective Self-Condition and Source-Condition of one, and
of all, and of All, it is necessary to feel Beyond the
“center”. Indeed, Most Ultimately, it is only in
ego-transcendence to the degree of unqualified relatedness
that the inherently centerless and boundless, and Perfectly
Subjective, and Self-Evidently Divine Self-Condition Stands
Obvious and Free.

It Is only by Means of devotionally Me-recognizing
devotional meditation on My Avatarically-Born bodily Divine
Form and Person, and total psychophysical reception of My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Presence and
State of Person, that your madness of heart is escaped, and
your “darkness” is En-Light-ened. Therefore, be My true
devotee-and, by practicing the only-by-Me Revealed and Given
Way of Adidam, always turn to My Avatarically-Born bodily
Divine Form, and always Find Me Spiritually, Infinitely
Above and Beyond your self-“center”, and Surrounding and
Pervading every here and now.

Aham Da Asmi. Beloved, I Am Da. And, because I Am
Infinitely and Non-Separately “Bright”, all and All are
arising in My Divine Sphere of “Brightness”. By feeling and
surrendering into the Infinite Spiritual Sphere of My
Avatarically Self-Revealed Divine Self-“Brightness”, My
every devotee Awakens to Merely Be in Me. And, Beyond his or
her self-contracting and separative act of ego-“I”, My every
devotee Is the One and Only and Non-Separate and Real God I
Have Come to Awaken-by Means of My Avataric Divine
Incarnation, My Avataric Divine Spiritual Descent, and My
Avataric Divine Sef “Emergence” – now, and forever
hereafter, here in the cosmic domain.

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“I Am”

I am not merely Principle, I am Person, Fullness of
Being, Love-Blissful Self-Consciousness, without the
slighest difference or separation or otherness or
relatedness or separation. No difference, No relatedness is
the characteristic of My Samadhi, of Existence Itself. There
is one, Undifferentiated, Indivisible Reality, or
Self-Condition, Apparent divisibility is due to a polarizing
fractioning of the Light. But that polarizing of the Light,
in and of itself, does not change the Light, in of of
Itself. It is an apparition, a refraction, a fractal, a
spreading of patterned color, with other characteristics
proposed by the senses. The Light is nevertheless a Current
in the midst. The opposites are lined up on either side of
that Current.