Beezone

My Trip

faith

altered states

Lost faith

Identified with name and form

lost in name and form

never bought in

lost

wandering

smiling

playing

following suit

endulging

pushing limits

playing stupid

being ignored

background

identity with looks

recognized as handsome

nice smile

no education

limited education

lost

women

women

society

drafted

inducted into society

demanded

pushed

niche

lost

following

not following

slipping through cracks

not buying in

doing it my own way

fringe

alcohol

sex

women

lost

self destructive

not caring

pushing

society revolution

drugs

LSD

Marijuana

tripping

searching

exploring

absurdity

humor

The Grand Joke

Exploring further

isolated

going, going

bye

death

why am I doing this

disappearance

explosion

heart opening

new life

lost

illusion of self

craziness

isloated

no one understands

craziness

searching

ah!

Watts!

Thank God

Yes!

craziness

intergrated

life dsyfunction

too many drugs

psychosis

delusion

no ground

meditation

buddhism

sanity

study

insanity

no self

demands of Self

life demands

function

integration

helping

study

serving

niche

surviving

women

alcohol

ground

simplicity

lost souls

lost paradise

altered states

searching

found

directed

demanded

simplicity

clearing

integrating

studing

serving

low profile

background

niche

cult

unbelieveable

believeable

unspeakable

alone

study

too much

on my own

life

integration

money

sex

stablity

sober

meditation

intergration

niche

head to grind stone

serving

acceptance

Consort

stability

commitment

understanding

compassion

humor

love

spiritual guidance

integration

serving

study

meditation