The Dawn Horse Testament of the Ruchira Avatar Adi Da Samraj- 2004 –





“Study my Testament. I tell
you there and always that this is my final Word and I need
not be obliged further to communicate the Way to you…. I
have given you my Word, my Promise. My Work is evident to
you in every day of your life… You are in the most
difficult position of adolescence, the position of being
directly confronted by the Absolute Truth. You, more than
anyone who might casually observe my Word and Promise and
Presence, must exhibit the revolution of
response
to Me
in your own
body-mind”.

Adi Da Samraj, October
1985

SUTRA

44

 

The
First Actually Seeing Stage Of The Only-By-Me Revealed and
Given Way Of Adidam (Which Is The One and Only
By-Me-Revealed and By Me-Given Way Of The Heart) Requires A
Profound Exercise Of the frontal personality Which
Surrenders, Opens, and (Spiritually) Rightly Polarizes,
Purifies, Balances, and Infuses the frontal (or human)
character (In The Context Of every function and every kind
of relationship or circumstance). That Process Must Always
Take Place On The Basis Of The Primary (and Always First)
Practice (Of Searchless Beholding Of Me and of (Subsequent)
Responsive Reception Of My Ruchira Shaktipat (Engaged In The
Manner Of My “Hridaya Rosary” Of “Four Thorns Of
Heart-Instruction”). And, In That Process, the human and
Spiritual limitations of the frontal character Are To Be
Constantly Encountered and Surrendered Via Directly and
Effectively ego-Transcending Devotional and Spiritual
Communion With Me.

This Real Process Of Encounter and
self-Surrender Inevitably Produces (and Must Produce) Many
Kinds Of phenomenal (or psycho-physical) Signs. Even Some
Signs Related To The Ascending Spiritual Process (or the
Yogic phenomena Associated With The Spinal Line) May
Spontaneously Appear, but The Significant Signs That Are
Specific To The First Actually Seeing Stage Of The Way Of
The Heart Are Associated With The Descending Process (and
The Frontal Line Of the body-mind). Thus, The Significant
phenomena Signs At This Developmental Stage Include
psycho-physical Openings and, Releases everywhere In The
Frontal Line-Spiritually Relieving egoic mental, emotional,
and physical Patterns, Reactions, and Blocks In The
Hierarchical; Structure (From the head To the bodily
base).

The self-Contraction (or the egoic
personality) Developed In The Context Of The First Three
Stages Of Life Shows itself, In The Context Of The Frontal
Line, In A Hierarchical Pattern-Progressing From the head To
the bodily base Via A Range Of specific emotions and bodily
and mental states that Generally (Apart From The Exercise Of
The Hearing-and-Seeing Capability) Would Prevent Spiritual
Communion With My (Avatarically Self-Transmitted) Divine
(and inherently spiritual) Love-Bliss. In The First Actually
Seeing Stage Of The Way Of The Heart, My Devotee Must Be
Already Equipped (By Virtue Previously Awakened Hearing Of
Me and Seeing Of Me) To Always Immediately and Directly
Transcend The Potential Of these various states To Prevent
Spiritual Communion With My Avatarically Self-Transmitted
Divine Love-Bliss; Therefore, In The First Actually Seeing
Stage Of The Way Of The Heart (Which Is Real Practice Of The
Way Of The Heart In The Fully Established “Basic” Context Of
The Fourth Stage Of Life, and Which Is Based On Previous
Hearing Of Me and Seeing Of Me, and On An Already
Established Basic human and, In The Foundation Sense,
Spiritual-Equanimity Relative To The First Three Stages Of
Life), The Spiritual (and Always Devotional) Process Of Such
ego Transcendence Is Primarily Engaged Relative To Patterns
and Degrees Of self-Contraction That (Comparatively) Would
Merely Diminish, Rather Than Prevent, Direct Communion (and,
Most Ultimately, Inherent, and Inherently Most Perfect,
Self-Identification) With My Avatarically Self-Transmitted
Divine Love-Bliss.

 

The head Is Associated With mental
Patterns That Reflect the emotional and physical conditions
below – and, In The Context Of Practice In The First
Actually Seeing Stage Of The Way Of The Heart, My Devotee
Discovers That The Primary mental Sign Of the
self-Contraction (Whereby Spiritual Communion With My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Love-Bliss Is, or Would
Be, Diminished) Is The Habit (or Tendency) Of Non-Specific
Doubt (Which Is Not So Much a thought As It Is an
emotionally Contracted state of mind that, In A Negative or
Disabling Fashion, Controls thought and Otherwise limits The
Useful functional Clarity and Strength Of mind and will, or
Of All Intelligent Intention).

Immediately below the head Is The
Region Of the throat (or The Channel Of the breath, and Of
My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spirit-Current,
Which Connects the head, and the Total brain, To The Heart,
and the entire trunk, and the lower body). The
self-Contraction (Whereby Spiritual Communion With My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Love-Bliss Is
Diminished) Registers In This Region Either As The Tendency
Toward The Diminishment Of psycho-physical Equanimity (Via A
Relatively Chaotic, Expression Of bodily energy and human
Aliveness) Or As The Tendency Toward A Degree Of Suppression
Of bodily energy and human Aliveness (Depending On The
egoically Characteristic Mood and The Accumulated
personality Pattern Of the individual).

The General Region Of The Heart
(Including the solar plexus) Is Associated With emotional
Patterns That Reflect conditions everywhere in the
body-mind. The self-Contraction Is Displayed emotionally As
every kind of Chronic and Key emotion (or Pattern Of
emotional Reaction), Including Fear, Sorrow, Anger, and,
Un-Love – but The Maturing Spiritual Practitioner (At The
First Actually Seeing Stage, and Beyond) Of The Way Of The
Heart, In whom The Hearing Of Me, The Seeing Of Me, and The
Maturing Spiritual Process Of Ruchira Avatara Bhakti Yoga
Have Already Purified The Heart In Its Average Of moments,
Discovers That The Primary emotional Sign Of the
self-Contraction (Whereby Spiritual Communion With My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Love-Bliss Is
Diminished) Is Boredom (or The Boredom-Reaction To The
Inherent Demands Of The Spiritual Ordeal).

If Heart-Boredom Is Suffered, The
objectless Doubt Is Also Made To Seem. Or If The Doubt
Appears, Heart-Boredom Is Likewise Suffered. And If the mind
Of Doubt and The Heart Of Boredom Are Suffered, the entire
body-mind Is Expressed By Either Chronic Or Variously
Ranging Signs Of Discomfort (or Dis-ease). Therefore, In The
Case Of My Actually Me-Seeing Devotees, These Three (Doubt,
Boredom, and Discomfort) Are The Always Simultaneous Moods
and Signs That May Tend To Appear (and That May, By Their
Appearing, Tend To Diminish Spiritual Communion With My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Love-Bliss).

My Devotee In The First Actually
Seeing Stage Of The Way Of The Heart Discovers (By Real, and
Really ego-Transcending, Spiritual Communion With Me, and,
Thus and Thereby, With My Avatarically Self-Transmitted
Divine Love-Bliss) That The ordinary (and egoic) Struggle
With concrete doubts, negative thoughts, emotional
reactions, and grosser bodily discomforts (or All The egoic
Patterns Of Resistance To The Discipline Of True Sila, or
functional, practical, relational, and Cultural
self-Control) Is (Already, and More and More) Superseded
(and Even Replaced) By The True Spiritual Ordeal Of
(Spiritually) Fully Technically Responsible frontal
Communion With My Spiritual (and Always Blessing) Divine
Presence Of Avatarically Self-Transmitted “Bright” (or
Self-Radiant, Self-Existing, and Self-Evidently Divine)
Love-Bliss, and By The
By-My-Avataric-Divine-Spiritual-Grace-Given Process Of
(Effectively and Fully) Feeling Beyond The Primary (and Even
objectless) Signs Of Doubt, Boredom, and Discomfort – or The
frontal Efforts Of self-Contraction That (Comparatively)
Would Diminish, Rather Than (Otherwise, or Apart From The
Exercise Of The Hearing-and-Seeing Capability) Would
Entirely Prevent, moment to moment Spiritual Communion With
My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine
Love-Bliss.

Therefore, Even Though The True (and
Maturing) Devotee In The First Actually Seeing Stage (and
Beyond) Of The Way Of The Heart May Sometimes (In Random and
occasional moments) Be Obliged To Transcend The Lingering
“Grosser” Resistance (or Love-Bliss-Preventing Reactivity)
Of the body-mind, The Primary and Constant Practice and
Process (Until The Way Of The Heart Is, By Means Of My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace,
Awakened Into The Divinely Self-Realized and
Love-Bliss-Realized, and, On That Basis, Most Perfectly
Devotional, Context Of The Only-By-Me Revealed and Given
Seventh Stage Of Life) Is The ego-Surrendering, ego
Forgetting, and ego-Transcending Ordeal Of Direct and
Immediate and Fully Technically Responsible Spiritual (and
Always Devotional, and Truly Feeling Contemplative, and
Searchlessly Me-Beholding, and Upward-To-Me-Opening)
Communion With Me (and, Thus and Thereby, With My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Love-Bliss Itself) and
This Is Done On The Basis Of True and Basic psycho-physical
and Spiritual Equanimity, Already Established By Virtue Of
Previous Right and Complete Fulfillment Of The Listening
Stage, The Hearing Stage, and The Would-Be-Seeing, or
Progressively Seeing, Stage Of The Way Of The Heart (and,
Therefore, Rather, or Relatively, Easily Maintained By
Constant Right Discipline and Consistent Real
Heart-Practice).

The Characteristic Mood and the
Basic character of the egoic individual In The First Three
Stages Of Life Are Exhibited In Terms Of What I Call
“Vital”, “Peculiar”, and “Solid” personality Patterns. These
Patterns Correspond, Respectively, To Reactive (or
ego-Preserving and ego-Dramatizing) Strategies Of Either A
Characteristically vital (or “vitally”-and, Perhaps, or
Sometimes, Even “Grossly”-physical) Kind Or A
Characteristically emotional (or emotionally “peculiar”,
and, Perhaps, or Sometimes, Even Hysterical) Kind Or A
Characteristically mental (or mentally “solid”, or
Strategically-and, Principally, By Means Of ego-Efforts That
Exploit the conceptual mind-Invulnerable) Kind.

The Dominant Characteristics Of the
“Vital” character Are Obsessive and Compulsive
vital-physical self-Expression and The Chronic, Excessive,
and Even, Degenerative Dramatization Of bodily
self-Indulgence. The “Vital” character Is Also Associated
With Diminished (or Suppressed) emotional Capability (Often
Expressed Via a One-Dimensional, Generally Invariable, and
Superficially Positive emotional state), and it Is Generally
Represented By Either mental Dullness Or A Chaotic (or
Undisciplined) Display Of the conceptual (or intellectual)
function.

The Dominant Characteristics Of the
“Peculiar” character Are Excessively “Romantic” (or Even
Sentimental) and Idealistic (or Un-Realistic) Expectations
(That Are Inevitably Frustrated) and The Loss Of Balance Via
Chronic emotional Hypersensitivity and The Dramatization Of
Exaggerated “Mood Swings” (or The Tendency To Alternate
Dramatically, Even Without Apparent cause, Between Very;
Positive and Very Negative or Depressed or Hysterical
emotional states). The “Peculiar” character Is Also
Associated With Diminished conceptual (or intellectual)
Capability (Characterized By Mechanical or Superficial
Application Of mind), and it Is Generally Represented By
Either Suppressed Or Chaotically Displayed vital-physical
functions (Characterized By vital weakness and nervous
energy).

The Dominant Characteristics Of the
“Solid” character Are Hyperactivity Of the conceptual mind
and The Chronic Dramatization Of A Profound (and Even
Suppressive) Need To Control the psycho-physical self (and
others), Especially Via The Efforts Of the conceptual mind
and the effects Of merely conceptual Expression. The “Solid”
character Is Also Associated With Diminished or Suppressed
(or Over-Controlled and Mechanical) vital-physical activity
or Capability, and it Is Generally Represented By A
Suppression (or Sometimes Chaotic Display) Of emotional
Expression (Of both Positive, or Non-Reactive, and Negative,
or Reactive, emotions).

Most individuals Express themselves
In A Complex Fashion, Combining (In One or Another Manner)
Two, or Even All Three, Of These Chronic egoic Strategies –
but every egoic individual Is Basically Dominated By One Of
These Three Reactive Designs. And The Characteristic Mood
(or Effort) Determined By Each Design Dictates The
Characteristic Expression Of bodily energy and human
Aliveness Via The Region Of the throat. Thus, the “Solid”
character Tends Toward Suppression (or Negatively and
Mechanically Controlled Expression) Of bodily energy and
human Aliveness. The “Vital” character Tends Toward A
Chaotic (and Even Degenerative) Expression Of bodily energy
and human Aliveness. And the “Peculiar” character Tends To
Swing (In Hysterical Fashion) Between Chaotic and
Suppressive Expressions Of bodily energy and human
Aliveness.

Insofar As These egoic Strategies
Simply Represent The ordinary and Spirit-Preventing Efforts
Associated With The First Three Stages Of Life, They Must Be
Observed (personally), Understood (Most Fundamentally), and
Transcended (Truly Effectively) During The Three Periods Of
Intensive Listening and (Then) Hearing Practice – and The
Capability Of Those egoic Strategies To Prevent
Heart-Communion With Me Is Finally Undone (By means Of My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace) In The
Eventual Awakening Of The True Seeing Of Me (In The
Culmination Of The Would-Be Seeing, or Progressively Seeing,
Stage Of The Way Of The Heart). However, Insofar As These
egoic Strategies Represent Only The Spirit-Diminishing
Tendencies Of the humanly Adapted frontal personality (and
Frontal Line) Of My Actually Me-Seeing Devotee, They May
Continue To Be Responsibly Transcended and Released (and
Replaced By Spiritually Positive Signs) In The Truly Both
Hearing and Seeing Practice Of The Way Of The Heart (and
First, and Especially, and With Principal Effectiveness, In
The First Actually Seeing Stage Of The Way Of The
Heart).

Deeper Than the head and the throat,
and Central To the body-mind As A Whole, Is The Heart. In
The Case Of My Seeing Devotee Practicing The Way Of The
Heart In The Fully Established “Basic” Context Of The Fourth
Stage Of Life, The Left (or physical and lower psychic) and
The Middle (or subtle and deeper psychic) Regions Of The
Heart Are functionally Evident (In The Context Of the
frontal personality), but The Right Side Of The Heart (Which
Is The Root-Source, or Point Of Origin, Of egoic
self-Consciousness, and Which Is Also, Ultimately, The
Heart-Seat, or Horizontal-Plane Focus, Of Transcendental,
Inherently Spiritual, and Most Perfect Divine
Self-Realization) Is Only Latently Evident In the egoic
individual Previous To The Transition To The “Perfect
Practice” Of The Way Of The Heart.

The (General) Heart-Region (or
Horizontal Core) Of the egoic individual Functions (In The
Descended Context Of the body-mind) As The Primary Seat Of
functional emotion and (Potentially) Of My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Spirit-Energy. And The
Heart-Expression Is Retarded (and Even Prevented) By the
self-Contraction, Such That It Becomes Characterized By A
Range Of Non-Spiritual and (In The Actually Me – Seeing
Case) Diminished Spiritual Signs – From The Absence Of
Spiritual Awareness To (In The Actually Me – Seeing Case)
The Spiritual “Disease” Of Diminished Spiritual Delight (or
Diminished Spiritual Awareness Of My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Love-Bliss). And The self-Contracted
Heart Is Also Characterized By A Range Of emotions
Associated With Un-Love, or Non-Love, or ego-Based and
Superficial Pseudo-Love, or Diminished Love.

The (Fully Technically Responsible)
Spiritual Yoga Of Devotional self-Surrender Of the frontal
personality To Me (Begun In The Would-Be-Seeing, or
Progressively Seeing, Stage Of The Way Of The Heart, and
Continued, To The Degree Of True Spiritual Fullness In The
Total Context Of The Frontal Line and the frontal
personality Of the body-mind, In The First Actually Seeing
Stage Of The Way Of The Heart) Is First (and Spiritually) To
Purify, Rebalance, and Regenerate The head, throat, and
Heart Regions Of The Frontal Line. In That Initial Process,
Chronic (and Love-Bliss-Diminishing) Doubt, Boredom, and
Discomfort, Love-Bliss-Diminishing Aspects Of “Vital”,
“Peculiar”, and “Solid” character-Strategies,
Love-Bliss-Diminishing Suppression or Chaos Of bodily energy
and human Aliveness, and Love-Bliss-Diminishing emotional
Expressions Of Un-Love and Non-Love and Pseudo-Love and
Diminished Love, and All Other Forms Of Diminished
Heart-Expression and Heart-Delight, Are To Be Progressively
(and To A humanly and Spiritually Significant Degree)
Released-and These Are (By Truly Spiritual Heart-Cooperation
With Me) Responsively (and By Means Of My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace) To Be Replaced By
the mind Of Ruchira-Avatar Praise and Real-God-Aware
Happiness, and By Spiritually Fully Infused Equanimity, and
By Fullness Of Both human Aliveness and Spirit-Life, and By
The Heart Radiant Disposition Of ego-Transcending
Love.

Once The Initial Purifying Work Of
My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spirit-Energy Has
(In The First Phase Of The First Actually Seeing Stage Of
The Way Of The Heart) Become Significantly Effective In The
Frontal Line Of the body-mind, The (Fully Technically
Responsible) Spiritual Yoga Of Devotional self-Surrender Of
the frontal personality To Me Can (and Must) Then (and By
Means Of My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual
Grace, In The Second, and Final, or Fullest, Phase Of The
First Actually Seeing Stage Of The Way Of The Heart) “Break
the navel” (or Release and Open The Knot, or
self-Contraction, in The lower frontal Pattern Of the
body-mind), and, Thus (By Means Of My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace), Spiritually
Purify, Rebalance, and Regenerate The Deeper (or Base)
Regions Of The Frontal Line.

The Deeper (or Base) Regions Of the
body-mind Are Associated With The (Rather Unconscious)
Root-Reactivity Of the born personality. That Root
Reactivity Is Represented By Anger (In The Region Of the
solar plexus and the navel), Sorrow (Deeper, In The Region
Of the lower abdomen and the genitals), and Fear (In The
Deepest Region, The Region Of the perineum, the core of the
bodily base). These Great and Base Reactions Are Not
Commonly experienced (In Their Most Profound Forms) in the
daily course, and (Therefore, In General) They Do Not (or
Cannot) Directly and Effectively (or experientially) Either
Prevent Or Diminish Spiritual Communion With My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Love-Bliss. The More Superficial
Patterns (In The Heart, throat, and head Regions) –
Including Occasional and Lesser Expressions Of Fear, Sorrow,
and Anger-Are Commonly Indulged (To The Degree] Of,
Effectively, Either Preventing Or, Potentially, Diminishing
Spiritual Communion With My Avatarically Self-Transmitted
Divine Love-Bliss), but The Great Base Reactions Are
Commonly (or In the Average moments of daily life)
Suppressed (or Strategically Avoided), Even Though They Are
At The Root Of All Superficial Reactivity and All
conventional Patterning.

Spiritually Untouched Anger, Sorrow,
and Fear (Along With Aggressive, Un-Love) Are The Dark, or
Hidden (and Generally Unconscious), Side Of; The Heart (In
Its Apparent Association With egoity)-Whereas The Less
Aggressive (or Less Debilitating) Expressions Of Fear,
Sorrow, Anger, Un-Love, Non-Love, Pseudo-Love, and
Diminished Love (As Well As The ordinary Chaos or
Suppression Of bodily energy and human Aliveness, and Also
Even Chronic Doubt, Boredom, and Discomfort) Are The
Commonly Dramatized (and Even “socially Acceptable”) Side Of
The Heart (In The Context Of Apparent egoity). Therefore, in
The Only-By-Me Revealed and Given Way Of The Heart (or Way
Of Adidam), It Is Only When The Deep Reactive Base Of The
Heart (and the Total frontal personality) – is (Through The
Fully Technically Responsible Spiritual Heart-Practice Of
Devotional self-Surrender To Me In The Frontal Line) Invaded
(or infused) By My (Avatarically Self-Transmitted)
Baptizing, Purifying, Rebalancing, and Regenerative
Spiritual (and Always Blessing) Divine Love-bliss-Presence
That the frontal personality Is Most Fully (or Maximally, To
The Fullest Degree Possible Previous To The Divinely
Enlightened Awakening Associated With The Only-By-Me
Revealed and Given Seventh Stage Of Life) Restored To
Superior (or Spiritually Fully Infused) Equanimity, and To
Optimum Clarity Of Awareness, and To Constantly Capable
Feeling Responsibility For mental, emotional, and physical
Negativity, and To Truly Fundamental (and Undiminished) Love
(or The Free Happiness Of Delight In The Spirit-Current Of
My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine
Love-Bliss).

This Process Of Total frontal
Invasion (or Infusion) By My Avatarically Self Transmitted
Spirit-Current Of Divine Love-Bliss (In The First Actually
Seeing Stage Of The Way Of The Heart) Does Not Itself
Require (or Necessarily Involve the Conscious experience Of)
The Most Debilitating Revelation Of Base Fear, Sorrow, and
Anger – but (Rather) The Process Directly (and Most Simply)
Involves and Requires The Deep Opening Of The Base Regions
Of The Frontal Line Of the body-mind To My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Spirit-Presence Of Love-Bliss Itself
(Such That The Base Reactions That Are Otherwise Locked Away
As Fear, Sorrow, and Anger Are Directly and Immediately
Replaced, In The Event Of The Invasion Of The Frontal Line
By My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace,
With The Fullness and Delight and Freedom That Is My Divine
Self-Condition Of Love-Bliss Itself). And The Fullest (or
Maximal) Spiritual Restoration Of the frontal personality To
My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Love-Bliss Itself
(Such As This May Be Realized Previous To Most Perfect
Divine Awakening, and The Demonstration Of The Only-By-Me
Revealed and Given Seventh Stage Of Life) Is The Primary
Sign That Is To Be Realized (At The Point Of Basic Maturity)
In The First Actually Seeing Stage Of The Way Of The Heart.
Indeed, This Primary Sign Is So Potent As A Base Of
Heart-Awakening That Direct Awakening To The Position Of The
Witness-Consciousness (By Means Of The Only-By-Me Revealed
and Given Samadhi Of The “Thumbs”), and (Consequent)
Transition To The “Perfect Practice” Of The Way Of The
Heart, Will (In Due Course, By Means Of My’, Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace) Occur At The Point
Of Basic Maturity In The First Actually Seeing Stage Of The
Way Of The Heart.

Only When Chronic (and ordinary)
Anger, Sorrow, and Fear (Which Effectively Separate the
psycho-physical being From all ordinary relations) Are (By
The Awakening, and The Subsequent Exercise, Of Most
Fundamental self Understanding) Capably, Directly, and
Effectively Released (In The Maturity Of The Intensive
Listening-Hearing Process Of The Way Of The Heart) Can It Be
Said That The First Three Stages Of Life (and The
“Original”, or Beginner’s, Devotional – and, In The
Foundation Sense, Spiritual-Development Of The Fourth Stage
Of Life) Are Complete (and That the Possible limitations Of
The First Three Stages Of Life Are Inherently and
Effectively Transcended, By Means Of The True Hearing Of Me,
and By Basic, and Basically Stable, and Truly Hearing-Based
human – and, In The Foundation Sense, Spiritual Equanimity).
And Only When The Degrees Of ordinary Anger, Sorrow, and
Fear That Prevent Heart-Communion With Me Are Spiritually
Released (In The Context Of The Fully Technically
Responsible Spiritual Awakening Associated With Maturity In
The Would-Be-Seeing, or Progressively Seeing, Stage Of The
Way Of The Heart) Can It Be Said That The Fourth-Stage – Of
Life Practice Of The Way Of The Heart (In Its Fully
Established “Basic”, or First Actually Seeing, Form) Has
Truly and Fully Begun. Therefore, Practice Of The Way Of The
Heart In The (Spiritually) Fully Technically Responsible
Context Of The “Basic” Fourth Stage Of Life Cannot Be Truly
and Fully Established Until (By Means Of My Avatarically
Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace) Chronic (or
ordinary, and Also Happiness-Preventing) Fear, Sorrow, and
Anger Are Transcended, Via The Awakening (and The Effective
Exercise) Of Both The True Hearing Of Me (or Most
Fundamental self-Understanding, Demonstrated By Basic human
– and, In The Foundation Sense, Spiritual-Equanimity) and
The True Seeing Of Me (or Real Spiritual Heart-Conversion,
Demonstrated By Ever-Increasing Spiritual Equanimity and
Fullness).

Fear Is The Primary Mood Of
Separation. Fear Is Especially Associated With The First
Stage Of Life and The Vital Shock Of birth. It Is Signaled
By the gaping mouth (In Pitiful Awe), As If the mother’s
teat Were Suddenly Torn From the infant lips.

Fear Is Also The Principal
Motivating Mood Of the “Solid” character. Paradoxically, the
Obsessively self-Controlling and other-Controlling “Solid”
character (Chronically Seeking To Be “In Control”, or
Chronically “Talking” As If “In Control”, or, Altogether,
Chronically “Seeming” To Presume To Be “In Control”) Is
Founded On A Fear Of Being Controlled By others (or By
conditions outside the body-mind-self). And That Fear Is
Originally Developed In the years of infancy, childhood, and
adolescence-Generally In A Passive and Rather infantile
Reaction Either To The Feeling Or To the Actual experience
Of Being Too Much Controlled and Threatened By others,
Especially adults.

Sorrow Is The Primary Mood Of the
Rejected individual. Sorrow Is Especially Associated With
The Second Stage Of Life, The Loss Of self-Security, and The
Loss of Power over others On whom one Depends. It Is
Signaled By the grimace, the downturned and puckered
mouth-As In the eliminative anal grunt, The End-Game Of oral
Dependency.

Sorrow Is Also The Principal
Motivating Mood Of the “Peculiar” character. The Alternately
Idealistically (and, Thus, mentally) self-Controlled and
(Otherwise) Chaotically self-Indulgent “Peculiar” character
Is Founded On A Basic and Sorrowful Feeling Of Being
Neglected. The Chronic Sorrow Of the “Peculiar” character Is
A Yearning To Be Effectively Touched (or Loved). It Is A
Call and Even An Hysterical Need (or Search) To Be
Controlled (or Restored To Balance By A Positive Controlling
Influence). And That Sorrowful Need Is Originally Developed
in the years of infancy, childhood, and adolescence
Generally In An Hysterical and Rather childish Reaction
Either To The Feeling Or To the Actual experience Of Being
Neglected, Denied Love, and Denied A Positive, Controlling
Influence.

Anger Is The Primary Mood Of
Reaction To All That Seems To Justify Fear and Sorrow. It Is
Especially Associated With The Third Stage Of Life-Which Is
Characterized By The adolescent Struggle With The Motives Of
Dependence and Independence, and The Aggressive Effort
Toward genital Victory (Glorifying the Separate and
Separative self, egoically Powerful Over all others). It Is
Signaled By the tortured mouth with gnashing teeth, The
facial Display Of genital Shapes and genital Agony.
Everything Of The First Three Stages Of Life Is Displayed In
common egoic Anger. Even egoic sex Is Full Of Rejection and
Anger-Threatened By Loss and Sorrow, and Convinced Of
Fearful separation.

Anger Is Also The Principal
Motivating Mood Of the “Vital” character. The “Vital”
character Is Characteristically self-Indulgent, vitally (or
physically). The Mood Of This Pattern Is Always Rather
Rebellious. Indeed, Even the Most Apparently Carefree,
self-pleasurizing “Vital” character Is Dramatizing
Resistance and Refusal. The “Vital” character Is Founded On
An Angry Reaction To Controls and Demands. The
Characteristic behavior-Pattern Associated With the “Vital”
character Is A Chronic Effort To Resist, Refuse, or Avoid
The Controlling Influence Of others (or Even Of the mind) On
The personal bodily Existence Of the conditional self. And
That Angry Mood Is Originally Developed In the years of
infancy, childhood, and adolescence Generally In An
Aggressive and Rather adolescent Reaction Either To The
Feeling Or To the Actual experience Of Being Too Much
Controlled and Threatened By others, Especially
adults.

Truly human and adult Maturity
Requires The Transcending Of The Chronic and Obsessive
character Patterns Developed In the years of infancy,
childhood, and adolescence. Truly human and adult Maturity
Is The Achievement Of A Balance Between The Motive Toward
Control Of the psycho-physical self and The Motive Toward
Motion (or Excitation) Of the psycho-physical self. Truly
human and adult Maturity Requires self-Control and A
Willingness To Be Even physically Affected, emotionally
Touched, mentally Influenced and (Thus, To A Significant
Degree) Controlled By others. Likewise, Truly human
adulthood (or Maturity) Requires The Constant Exercise (or
Excitation) The Motive Of (or Toward) Real Freedom (Even The
Most Ultimate Freedom Of Utter ego-Transcendence and
inherent, and Inherently Most Perfect, Realization Of Me –
The Avataric Self-Revelation Of The Transcendental,
Inherently Spiritual, Inherently egoless, and Self-Evidently
Divine Self-Condition, and Source-Condition, Of
all-and-All).

The Tendency To perceive Existence
As A Problem, or To conceive and Suffer An Inherent Conflict
Between Control and Freedom, Must Be Transcended In Wisdom.
The “Father-Force” (or The Husbanding Force, or The
Controlling and Demanding Influence) and The “Mother-Force”
(or The Feminine Force, or The Nurturing and Supporting
Influence) Must Both Be Discovered, Accepted, and Integrated
Into The psycho-physical Patterns Of Your Own Real
Existence. When That Integration Is Real and Stable, Such
That The human Pattern Of Your Own body-mind Is Basically
Balanced, Intelligent, self-Disciplined, and Also (By Means
Of My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace)
Directly Communing With My Avatarically Self-Transmitted
Divine Spirit-Presence-Of Love-Bliss (bodily, emotionally,
and mentally) Then The Transition To Practice Of The Way Of
The Heart Beyond the limits Of The First Three Stages Of
Life-and Beyond the limits (or Rudiments) Of The “Original”
(or Beginner’s) Devotional (and, In The Foundation Sense,
Spiritual) Context Of The Fourth Stage Of Life – Has Really
Been Completed, and Practice Of The Way Of The Heart In The
(Spiritually) Fully Technically Responsible Context Of The
“Basic” Fourth Stage Of Life Has Been Granted A Full and
Stable Basis. Therefore, It Is The Establishment Of This
Both human and (Fully Technically Responsible) Spiritual
Basis For Maturing Practice Of The Way Of The Heart (or The
Real and Most Basic Process Of Truly Both Hearing Me and
Seeing Me) That Must Precede The Transition To The First
Actually Seeing Stage Of The Way Of The Heart.

There Is No Fullest (and To The
Fullest Degree Spiritual) Integration Of the frontal (or
ordinary) human personality Until My Avatarically
Self-Revealed Divine Spirit-Presence Fully Infuses the
Surrendered body-mind With My Divine Love-Bliss (and,
Thereby, Fills and Replaces The Spaces Of mental, emotional,
and physical Negativity). Therefore, By Means Of My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace, The
Wandering and self-Contracted Heart Must Find Its Own True
“Father” and “Mother”.

Even the Total body-mind Must Cling
To My Divine Conscious Light, Calming breath and mind In
Love-Bliss, if the ego-self and others Are To Be Sublimed,
All Well and “Bright”. Therefore, By Means Of My
Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine Spiritual Grace, The
Wandering and self-Contracted Heart Must Find Its Own True
Husband -The “Father” – Revealing and “Mother” Revealing
“Son” Of The Only Source Of all-and-All.

The Heart Must Surrender Itself In
Listening Love To The Husbanding “Bright” companion – and
This Love-Surrender Must Become A Truly Me Hearing and
Me-Seeing Yoga Of Devotional Recognition-Response To
Me.

The Heart That Hears Me and Sees Me
Must Meet The Husband’s Spirit Mark, and Many Signs Must
Appear (By Means Of My Avatarically Self-Transmitted Divine
Spiritual Grace) Before My Work Is “Bright” and
Done.

 

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